%%short_description%% %%entry%%Sorry but there is just wayyy too much on my mind right now that I need to let out... and yeah, it has to do with this CRAZY thing... called... "love" and relationships. Ok... so this love/hate relationship... WTF IS THAT?! I'm sorry... I think people in those kind of relationships are the ones who are too attached and are just afraid to be LONELY... which pretty much PISSES THE HELL OUT OF ME. HOw are you gonna go on saying you love someone... and the next minute say you hate them and hope they die?? WTH kinda love is that?! I don't know. It just makes me mad... >:(. Like, it saddens ME that they do this to each other... because all they're doing is setting themselves up for non-stop PAIN... and the last thing I want is for ANYONE to be in pain... I know how it feels... and it sucks. NOTHING is ever worth causing pain. So why do it... sigh. Yeah... and I've noticed ALOT of people... who have just got out of relationships and are like IMMEDIATELY trying to pursue a new one. I mean, I understand that it sucks to be alone... HEY, that's how I feel! But you don't see me trying to USE someone to get over the one prior... no matter how mutual the feelings are with this person. Yeah, I guess its just your way to cope with your feelings... because you don't wanna be sad or what not. But learn it the hard way... it SUCKS... but it's a learning experience because one day, you won't have anyone to fall back on. The experience will only make you stronger. Which brings me back to the subject of LONLINESS. Of course, NO one wants to be lonely, but if you just got out of a relationship... I think you just need to chill... take a break from guys/girls! They aren't worth flaunting your life over. They really aren't. Another sitsuation: I know someone who just got out of a relationship and is just now going from one guy to the other. I mean, sure, it's good to be browsing... but don't be USING! It makes me so mad to see this. To be talking about one guy... and the next DAY... talking about someone different. WTH! GROAR. I just don't wanna see anyone get hurt... that's all... OOOOh. What I also hate is to see so called "friends" STAB their so called "friends" in the back... for a GUY. OMG... since when was it ever cool to choose a guy over your friends?! That like... crosses the LINE... it violates the most important rule in the black book of friendship. You never do that stuff. NEVER. It's funny though... to see that person just get screwed over... and is left without a friend and a boyfriend. But hey, don't tell me I didn't tell you so. Besides, you put that upon yourself... so be happy. What else... COUPLES. Gah, this whole thing still gets to me to this DAY. It's cute when you're in a relationship... and the most important thing in your mind right now is that you have each other. But come ON now. There's a time and place for everything. And I know... you can't help it if you guys have your own ways of showing affection. But please... there are people around you. All I ask is for consideration. And hey!! REmember those people you used to hang out with before you got a guy/girl? Yeah... those people you used to call FRIENDS? Yes... they are still around. HANG OUT WITH THEM WHY DON'T YA?! You don't have to spend every waking moment with your significant other. Yeahh "but I haven't seen him/her the whole weekend". OMG, it's a whole two days. You're gonna live. I admit! I was like that... but now that I realize I was like that... I'd like to shoot myself! What the hell was I thinking? Why didn't anyone slap me back then... sigh. As for me... I don't know. I got out of a 2 year relationship a little over 4 months ago... I don't know what's in store for me. I'm not dating, nor do I have anyone in mind. No one in particular has caught my eye... sure there were a few glances... but nothing serious. I just think at this point in my life... no matter how much I do miss the holding hands, the hugging, the mushy gushy CRAP... the most important thing to me is my happiness. And I can honestly say that I'm happy. I have friends and that's all that matters to me. Like I said before... I DON'T NEED A GUY TO MAKE ME HAPPY! Senior year is coming up. I don't want ANY drama. Haha. This past 3 years have been nothing but drama for me. And senior year is where friends matters most and my number one priority is to spend as much time with THEM, rather than to look for someone to make out with. I mean, if I do, then I do... but it's not like I'm planning to meet someone new... I'm gonna let fate take its course. :) Friends make huge impacts on your lives that you'll remember 50 years from now. Relationships and petty crushes come and go... they leave scars. But hey... just have fun now and get a relationship later. I didn't realize that either, until now. I'm glad I realize that now before senior year comes up, heh. Wow. I feel ALOT better. WOOOOO. But I'm also tired. As much as I'd love to continue on with this wonder years episode... :)... I better get going. Bye kids and thanks for listening to what I had to say... =D |
