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espresso diaries: 2.14.02
(valentine's day)

i don't understand his language,
 but i understand his tone
(he sounds like he doesn't want to be alone.)
paint plays with the denim on my jeans
papercuts overtake my knuckles
   i let it all go.
(i'm not afraid to bleed.)

it's LOVE today--
 it's red ashtrays & tango music
it's blacker.than.usual sweaters
(it's trying so hard to forget,
we're forced to remember.)
it's seeing hearts & flowers in the same old inkblots today
  and not questioning.
today is a different kind of day
 with different rules.

everyone is with someone.

i wish i hadn't slept in this morning;
i wish i'd spent more time on my smile.
so what if i don't want to be alone.

~no place like home.~
fairy tales.
next tale.