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updated christmas 2004-
i can't believe we've been staying up til like 6 in the morning lately to talk, watch movies, and play poker.. crazy us.. so i must say that so far this year has gone by fast.. i can't believe hannah is almost two. i honestly don't know what i would do without you and hannah to keep me sane. i miss how things use to be but also i am glad i see my mistakes now. well basically there is nothing more for me to write since you already know everything from my xanga and duh.. we talk haha.. mooo aaaaahhhhhh!!!
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updated-june 21, 2004
wow, it's been a long time since i wrote in here last, we've been through a lot together huh? i can't believe hannah is 1 already . time flies by.. remember when we first got lucky? the deer dog?!?! anywayz we've had a lot of good times.. like the time you went oof with pho, my punch in your pho, my dancing in the cherry creek parking lot, use getting lost in hawaii, me hiding behind trees, jim in the crawl space, you delivering hannah and me eating your ice, all of our tears, geeze.. shut up! you shut up! no you shut up! shut up! ooh i'm a squirrel.. hehehehehe up here up here! i want to go dancing.. but then i am lazy to get ready.. anywayz i love you dude.. muah.. 
i love you a lot honey puff, i will always be your support and i am glad that you have always been yourself. you are the strongest person i know physically and mentally. you are always making your own decisions, always knowing what to do in times of need, always strong for everyone to depend on. you're the only one in control and that is why everyone goes to you. yet they also forget that you also need love. i just want you to know that i am always here for you. you've done so much for me through-out my life i don't even know how to thank you. you taught me about the evils of the world, why people are the way they are, who's who, how to get ahead in life, how to deal and cope with things, haha the birds and the bees, guys, family, the "streets", just everything, especially how to be myself. i couldn't ask for a better sister, best friend, the mother of my neice, my grandparent's daughter, my parent't other daughter.. alan alan your purse is in the fire! but you've guided me through everything. school, guys, highschool, now college, and later on when i get married. without you, i wouldn't have conquered one of my fears which is to sing. i haven't done that for so long and if i didn't have you there to support me, i don't think i could have done it. i know when i was on stage i was nervous and kept thinking about the words, but when i saw you and hannah wave at me, i was ok.. it made me happy and i knew that everything will be alright and that you will love me no matter what. i love it that you just didn't leave me after you got married. we're the closest sisters out of everyone i know and i know that people envy that. i even remember the days where i snuck over to your room at like 2 a.m. and talked to like 5:30 a.m. then i had to wake up at 6 to go to school. because of you i slacked off 8th grade haha.. i hated it so much back then but now, almost 4 years later, i think that without you those years, i would have turned bad somewhere. you'r the only one who can fix my bad attitude and make me have a better heart and a more loving heart towards others. we model what we know and what i know is this "happy hippopotamous" hahaha i have a different IBS than Ben Stiller, i have Irritable Brain Syndrome due to other people hehe.. remember the mean girls? the asian ones? haha anywayz.. i am also glad that you found a place where you're happy to work at now. whatever makes you happy, means you should stay with it. don't forget that you could have all the money in the world but money can't buy happiness. money can't buy love from your family and friends. but sometimes i feel so helpless in your situations that i become a bigger problem in it all..that i should somehow help you more, but i can't like you having that horrible cough. i wish i had it for you, and somehow you turned that on me where you said you got the cough so that i would sing. see how much you inspire me?

hold my dog, i said hold my poodle, dog! kekeke i don't want to shake my jelly shake my jelly cus you are so bootylicious(off pitch) hehe, cus i can't walk a thousand miles, so i can reach you! i'm gonna go get you some help, some professional help hehe. we're gonna be together forever (blows). i drink banana daquiries everyday so that i get my daily potassium hehe, look at me, hello, ms. tummy.. i look like shamu!!!!!! omg.. i am so going to write a letter!

"it's still not over!"-noah!

"i can meet you!" the second star!-jesse mccartney 
deep in my heart, a love so true, i want to know where to start.. baby flea... i love you my flea dear.. remember the time we went to your school and saw that squirrel.. the time i came in at 1 in the morning to feed nano.. the time we went to king soopers at 1 a.m....the time you took us to Bailey.. the time we almost got killed at chuckey cheese, marie calender's, alameda subway.. the movie at the elvis theatre.. we've been through lots.. geez even though you don't live here anymore you still get all the news b4 i do.. next time we pick movies, i am picking it.. you picked the magdalene sisters.. disturbing.. gothika.. freaky.. but you picked good ones too like duplex, italian job, trapped, chasing liberty..etc..he is so cute.. bloody crouton! makes me sad.. i want a guy like that, shane west in a walk to remember, orlando bloom in pirates of the caribbean.. never gonna happen.. haha remember the goofey that was hitting on you at disney? i feel like boxing and dancing now.. things have changed so much lately huh? we don't hang out like how we use to anymore. we're so burnt out.. we're just tired.. ick.. anywayz i go call you now.. love you

i smile because you're my sister, i laugh because there is nothing you can do about it. haha 
i'm old now.. my bones are cracking and i know that one day i will probably die when i'm old because i did some stupid ballerina shiz in the parking lot..i'll always remember, it was late afternoon, it lasted forever but ended so soon, shane was all by himself, sitting under a dark gray sky, i was changed..haha i love you.. hello? dha.. how can i help you? the answer is 0 (no) -1 (no).. haha

::JiM!!!! ::

updated June 21~
dude i can't believe you are a daddy..hannah luvs you lotz and you are a great daddy hmm what else?da.. hehe ...i want more spaghetti and that clam thing and fried rice..and johnney rockets, and sushi den, and mee yee lin, pho 79, and food.. ok i'm hungi!!! yum yum!! now...what can i say about you? i'm glad you're my bro-in-law cus you don't act like i'm in the way all the time and you treat lily good and you bake good too...b4 i 4-get you would have to buy more of that apple soda stuff. i can see it now.......apple soda, spaghetti, cake!!!! ok now i am hungry hehehe....thank you for spoiling me all the time!! i can't believe you made me carry that drawer! i am aching! i know that you really care for lily and nana and i'm sorry you had to deal with so much but now you are married!! can you believe it? you use to alwayz make me work at your sweatshop too! but it's ok it builds my muscles so i can box and beat up everybody!geezz...anyway i love you dude!! i am so happy that you are my big bro!!we all need to go dancing i can't believe we can do the really hard ones now! another truth, run to me, naissance, and all those weird ones..

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