Shall I end right now
Or continue as before?
Will I die tonight, somehow
Or walk right back in the door
This pain that I am bound to
Will never let me leave
This hate that has shown through
Has caused me to do nothing but greive
Show this heart to the garden of life
Show these eyes to the being of thee
To help me start short of the knife
Would help me to open my eyes, and let me see
Shall I wish to live and cry
Or continue to despise?
As my life slowly lays down to die
I want to know what's left in YOUR eyes
By: Mika Buell
November 6, 2001
11:00 a.m.
Inspired by: Talking to Teaney and Franky about a lot of things... "My life, love and hate..."