Depression in this beauty
Dispare in this hope
I wished for something more
And now it's too much to cope

The peacefullness dances on my soul
As the pain tears at my heart
To be beautiful and loved
Of one, I've barely played the part

Uncontrolled emotions
Rip open my wounds, make them sore
Exposing them for what they arn't
Kind and beautiful to it's core

Loved for this disease
Is better than not being loved at all
Yet calm and content
I am willing to give you my all

By: Mika Buell
January 18, 2003
7:15 p.m.

Inspired by: Sitting in my floor looking out the balcany window at the beautiful snow.. wishing I could be the same.