Backed away from everyone
Just because I was afraid
Silent to everyone
So maybe from their memory I'll fade

Finally left alone
I hid my feelings
Talked to you like you were the only one
But not mutter a word of the killings

You asked me too late
I don't feel like trying
I've bottled up all my hate
This life has nothing left but dying

Blocked everyone including you
Just to be alone in my pain
There's only one way to get through
But even you wouldn't wash it away

By: Mika Buell
June 14, 2002
7:00 p.m.

Inspired by: Thomas asking me what was wrong, too late... if he can write poetry about the way he feels, I can too.