turn on your TV's and watch CNN, Israel is in a big mess..it can be nice if you are slightly interested in what's going on outside of your head...


It's WAR, ladies and gentlemen.
the women and the children are all exposed.

and I'm sitting here, cancelling plans and thinking about my math test on thursday.
yes, we try to ignore it, reality is just not the nicest thing you know.. and while the politicians prevaricate and the people are screaming in the streets, I am trying to find out what do I feel about this whole thing, about those burning flags, and dead bodies, about this damn peace that is purely an ideal and not a logical truth. and I'm trying to see if I'm really as refined as I seem to be, if I can really say "there's no need to fight, darlings, fire is not necessary"..
but I hear these voices in my head screaming:
"Kill them all, you maniac pacifists!!!"
but they're not even pacifists.. only that the whole world hates us now for no reason.
if someone kills you, won't you try to kill him back?

vengeance.
and oh fuck the human race. because we're bad, we're so bad.
and tomorrow Odelya won't come because she's afraid to be blown up by an insane arab who got bored.

"all we are saying is give peace a chance"

yeah John.. but not in our garden.

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