I don't believe I'm writing..it's demands a ceremony or something..well, eitherway--
I feel like I'm neglecting this place, no, I know I do but I don't feel the need to write in here..only because I don't have any time left for luxury, which is pretending you can sit on a chair and write while the world is outside screaming.
I have my history final on the 30th, I am studying and I will keep studying until that very day, that's why I don't believe I will write until then.
I'm such a stressed person, I have to kill it.
if any of you feels a need for my words, which I doubt...you can always write and I'll keep you in mind.
I can't write much but I want to thank you Ayelet for the amazing book, we need to talk about it, it made me feel things..horrible things, I am insane, really I am. The book for anyone who doesn't catch up is "Veronica decides to die".

Ah, I love my wife!
independence day and I'm everything but independent.
time goes by like a dreadful fly that never stops buzzing....

I shall go, too tired of seeing letters of any type

words, without them everything could be a lot easier

still in the dark but I keep beating, all of me

~ Natalie ~

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