my nights are numbered (they don't count for anything)
pulled out, pulled apart (torn apart by finding out)
Carter Jaimeson (antithesis) // outside: nothing-shocking. inside: he screamed. All the time, he's someone not to know.
i play 2 hard when i ought to go to sleep
they pick on me cause i really got the beat
some people give me the creeps
every other week i need a new address
landlord, landlord (cleaning up the mess)
our whole fucking life is a wreck
we're desperate (get used to it)
(blue spark) under
the big-black-sun : a behind-the-scenes killer.
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my nights are numbered (they don't count for anything)
pulled out, pulled apart (torn apart by finding out)
Five-foot-eight : one-hundred
and seventeen pounds.
Dirty-blonde hair : slate-blue eyes and drug-pale skin.
Nineteen years old.
An everyday-nothing; sleep, skate, spread their legs (didn't understand dying...)
and sleep again.
A nighttime-everything; wheeling and dealing
down at the riverbed. Methadone was his mealticket; heroin a counter (life
of intermission) for slower days.
when his arms couldn't be paper anymore
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picture credit : daniel
johns (neon ballroom era). (page 3 pictures of caleb; elijah wood.)
character inspiration credit & smaller words (this applies to page 2 as
well): X.
(and yes. they are my anthem.)
character was created (and not changed or altered since creation): 12/02.
carter jaimeson is (c) aych LK -- however by all rights, the character is now
part-property of MC college as of february 27, 2003. oh yes, you know what that
means ...
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(generally, i'm one who is open to IMs and what have you. but since it's become popular to skank out at the drop of a hat, for no proven reason, i'm not anymore. even when i'm not ghosting, i probably won't answer your IM unless you're someone i already know. them's the breaks, when people have to be schmoe's, these days.)
now, here is a funny picture. LIGHTEN UP. anyway, this is a shotty illustration i had to do for my eng. class, concerning a short-story midterm (which is now in submission-limbo .. wish me luck!). we had to draw a "scene."
( scene from the s.s. "antithesis" )