Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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09/05/02
School started today and I missed the first day. I got really sick in the bathroom during homeroom, so I had to go home. I am so nervous about school, well I'll live. I'll write more later if there is anything worth writing about. Bye
09/06/02
Thank the Gods it's Friday. The idiots at school are soo stupid. Don't get me wrong not all of them are idiots, but most of them are. My high school got 500 new freshmen. I am going to my Aunt's wake this weekend. I might write more later. It's later and something has come up. People who will remain nameless are being complete assholes. I asked them to leave me alone, but that got no-where fast. Now I get blamed for something R did not me and the little assholes are so dead set that it's me and they are soo beyond wrong. Well to HELL with them I have moved on. Been there, done that, bought a T-shirt! I just wish they could move on to. Bye
09/07/02
Today was a sad day for my family and me. Today was the day we said our goodbyes to my Aunt Claire. (Love ya always) Well that’s all for now.
09/08/02
What I am about to say might shock you. Yesterday I went to a football game, not that I saw any part of it but I still went. It was fun to hang out with my friends again. In response to Someone's Message Board I'm glad you are all done acting stupid. I said leave me alone, but you people could not - so I was forced to act against you all. By signing guest books and message boards (NOT WITH DEATH THREATS!) I got blamed for a lot of shit I did not do. I am just so very happy you all have grown up.
09/09/02
Today was a good day, I was soo hyper today and when I am hyper I am happy. I broke my cell phone on Saturday and now I have to get a new one. I had just figured out how to sent up a voice-mail box and the damn thing broke on me. Later
09/10/02
I found my locker today, but the funny thing was I had nothing to put in it. I needed all my books for homework. lol something happened on the bus this afternoon. I sit in the last seat on the bus right next to 3 of my friends. 2 of my friends were not there so Matt M. sat there. Ok here is were it gets interesting. Me and my friend smell smoke and yell, "Who lit the match?" No one would admit that they lit the match so the whole bus had to go back to the bus garage and wait for a monitor for the back of the bus. The monitor gets on and my friend and I have to explain how we don't smoke so we don't need matches. Matt M. says he did nothing, which we all knew was a lie. Then he gets off at his stop and my friend and I get off at our stop, but before we get off we notice 2 used matches in the seat Matt M. was in. Now if he was going to say he did nothing - then he should have gotten rid of the matches. Some people are soo beyond stupid.
09/12/02
Today I was scared in gym. John looked at me and I thought he was going to give me the finger, but he waved and I felt soo stupid when I almost gave him the finger. See I thought he was still mad at me, I just don't know any more. I think I am losing my mind! (Again) Bye for now
09/13/02
My party kicked MEGA ASS!! It was fun and we talked about - XXX SUBJECT'S. We ate pizza and drank soda (I think) I am confused J. and them are being weird again. One minute they want 2 stop then they want 2 be nowhere near me. Well forget them all. I have real friend's like: Sheena, Becky, Carol, Kate, Justice, Kayla, and all the peeps on my shootouts page.
09/14/02
I have one thing 2 say - All this shit about people being hurt is a load of bullshit. I was the one who sat at home crying myself 2 sleep bcuz everyone turned against me. Joey said things to Mayde which were not true and I said stuff about Lauren bcuz I was mad at her. I never even wanted 2 fight. You people gave me no choice. You people were my friends and you turned on me like a bunch of Preps during a fight. (Which was based on lies.) So don't go talking like nothing was your fault bcuz some of it was MY fault and some of it was Your "GUYS" fault.
09/15/02
Today was soo boring; I am soo mad I can't find a lot of my Halloween decorations. Halloween being my favorite holiday. (It’s not really a holiday I know but humor me) I am going to NYC 2morrow so I am going 2-miss school; I hope you "guys" get along all right with out me. lol that’s about it ttyl
09/16/02
I went into NYC today with my mom 2 get stuff 4 school. My mom is now a teacher. (Yeah) We went out 2 dinner with the family, and then 2 the mall where I got 2 new books and 2 new stickers from Hot Topic. My mom is soo cool; she told me I could stay home on every Jewish holiday during the school year. (Go Mom) See you "guys" at school 2morrow. Bye
10/02/02
Damn - it’s been a long time since I last wrote. A lot of stuff has happened. My brother finally moved back up here from South Carolina, people spread rumors about me. lmao! Ally B tells me the other day in Spanish that I am a bad boy - she would not tell me why, but I already knew - I was told by one of my friends, and I also know who told Ally. The girl that told Ally should just grow up and stop spreading rumors. O well I'll write more later if need be.
10/10/02
No where did I mention "M" or Mayde's name. I don't know why she would think it meant her. I just realized something Richie played me 4 a fool. He only opened the window he says. I guess that’s true but, he also did things by him self that I did not know about till after the fact. I still know I was wrong with whole fight thing, but him pushing me did not help. He helped me to realize my mistakes and I thank him for that. O well same old shit different day! I g2g bye
10/16/02
Home from school again today, I’m sick. I can't wait till my party on Saturday. I still have 2 pick out a costume. I just got a Polaroid camera and I might be getting a Lab Top. There is another thing I got; my mother got me a CAR 4 an early birthday gift!! O O O-YEAH Well I g2g 4 now
10/27/02
Hey what the hell is this? I thought every thing was going 2 stop but I guess we know who is dragging things on. I stop bothering people, but I can't be left alone. I'm not blaming anyone one just yet but I have some ideas. I mean come on people just leave me alone and stop hacking into my e-mails and screen names. I stopped doing that shit in August. So who ever it is just grow up and stop. Next subject - I am getting a new room. It's not really a room I am getting the East Wing of my trailer. My sister is having a room built 4 her and I get her old room and my room (of course) Well that’s all 4 now. I might write more later.
11/19/02
My birthday party was the best yet, Becky actually made it 2 this one. The last time she made it 2 one of the parties is when Joey was going out with that stalker girl Allison. That was years ago! Never the less the party kicked MEGA ASS; I drove everyone home at like 12:00. People in my park must have thought we were all drunk. O I have one question when did I call you my "little friend" Richie? There are a few things I call you - o never mind. Well I g2g bye
11/21/02
Richie I can bitch all I fucking want since this is my web site. I have an easy solution just don't come 2 my site if you don't want 2 hear me bitch. I mean come on I thought you were mature enough 2 leave me alone. I don't talk about you till you start with me. The cunt thing in the guest book was not I and you would know that if you really checked the ip thing. You just need someone 2 blame. Bye and Have a nice day.
11/24/02
Last night was fun. I went 2 my friend Amanda's B-day party. The only bad thing is that Amanda jumped on a table and it broke - which sort of messed up the party. But fun was still had. Thanksgiving is coming up soon. I am soo happy - see on Thanksgiving all of my family comes 2 my house and has a big Thanksgiving dinner. I hope you all have a Happy Thanksgiving!
12/11/02
Damn I have not wrote in a long whiles. I am soo nervous about 2morrow. See my dad is going in the hospital 4 surgery and I am very very worried. I think everything will B ok, but what the hell do I know. I am soo glad that "things" have quieted down. Thank you all.
01/02/03
You know what’s funny - if you take the 0s out of the date it is 123 - not really that funny but I was bored today in school. Which reminds me they say it might snow tomorrow - I hope we have a snow-day or at least a 2-hour delay. O yeah - I hope you all hade Happy Holidays. I got a PS2 and a few games, some cloths, and a lot of stuff from the Wicca store downtown. Faerie Dust is a really cool store; there are nice people and nice stuff. Well I g2g
01/09/03
I think I am going 2 dye or something like that bcuz I have actually been doing my homework and studying. I know it scares me 2 maybe the end of the world is near. NA I'm just joshing ya the worlds not going 2 end so or is it. Mahahahahahahaha!!!! Sorry I had one of my episodes. I guest my attitude has changed. Well it changed 4 the better. Well I g2g 4 some dinner.
01/14/03
I don't know why but today I am soo happy, I did not even have any sugar today! I think that I am on a natural happy high type thing. Which I have not been on in a long whiles. O yeah I g2g soon back 2 the school 2 video tape a game 4 Video Club - Now I know there is something wrong with me! Me back at school when its almost 7:00pm. (AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH)Tomorrow's a "B" day and I love "B" day’s soo much! Bcuz on "B" days I have gym and I love moving around and playing volleyball. Well it's time 4 me 2 go. Bye
01/23/03
Hey everybody what’s^? My dad went back 2 work after the car accident. I am soo happy! NO SCHOOL NO SCHOOL all next week! I used 2 hate school but now its ok, not great but its ok. Which site does Joey want me 2 look at. I will just give me a site and I'll go. Well I g2g bye bye
01/24/03
Nothing really good 2 write today. I am happy but I'm bored yeah, Science class was really funny today. My class did some role-playing and my team was really bad and the other team was really good. It was very funny. Well that's it 4 now. ttyl It's later and I have stuff 2 write. I read Joey's journal and I was moved and happy beyond belief. Where do we go from here?
01/27/03
Friendships are soo fragile. I do want 2 say 2 things; Lauren no one ever dragged your name through the mud. I called you a whore. I never called you a fat whore bcuz I weigh more then you do soo that would make no sense. Also if you did not get involved in the fight which you were not present for (at the mall were it started) nothing would have even been said about you. I made a mistake at the mall and I say sorry 2 Joey, Mayde, and Doug. You assumed I called you a fat whore with no prove that it was I except that you were pissed at me. The way I see it is let go not be friends just let go. How long ago did this shit happen and you can't get over it. There I said what I wanted 2 say. Bye
01/30/03
Yesterday was not a good day. I go 2 my ear doctor, thinking he will say I need hearing aids. (Which is not good news anyway) But I get there and I find out that I don't need hearing aids, I need 2 have another surgery on my ears (4 the 3rd time) or the cyst in my inner ear will push the bone around my brain into my brain and I'll die. That sounds like it'll hurt does it not? Then he says not 2 worry it will all b ok. I was like o really that’s what you said last time, but you did not mention the whole YOU COULD DIE part. If that surgery does not work I'll 2 have more until it works. I g2g bye Have a nice day.
02/03/03
Ouch!! Richie blocking my guest book url hurts a lot. NOT REALLY!! Richie I could give a rat’s ass what you do anymore. O no Richie please don't block my guest book url please no.LMAO Who do you think you are Richie? Did you think that blocking my guest book url would hurt me in anyway? O no the mighty Richie has blocked my guest book url o no someone please help me. JUST KIDDING!! I guess I'll just have 2 try 2 deal with the fact that I don't care what you do Richie. O yeah and 1 more thing Richie I did not hack into e-mails, AIM, or web sites, YOU hacked into them and then YOU gave me the passwords. I was there 4 some of it but not all. YOU really should use the quote you left in my guest book = "One can only ride the scapegoat so far" -Mahandas Gandhi Bye now and Have a nice day
02/04/03
I was sad but reading my guest book made me happy. (Harry potter) lmao!! I'll be in school tomorrow, and I'll be happy. I just be really happy. Well nothing else really 2 write about. Bye now and Have a nice day
02/05/03
School is the work of the devil!! (Not that he's real or anything that’s just what I say) I guess I must have slacked off in English just a lot. O well I'll make it up some how. 5 days until Becky's birthday. The big 16, then she'll finally get her permit soo we can both get our licenses together. Thank the Gods and Goddess that the day is here at last. Well I g2g some of my homework. Bye now and have a nice day
02/07/03
SNOW DAY SNOW DAY - No big Spanish quiz 4 me today! Just going 2 sit in my house all day (after I shovel the dam snow) and surf the internet a talk on aim. Tomorrow I go 2 Becky's BD party, I can't wait. But her BD is not until the 10th but that's ok. All the things she said - by T.A.T.U. is such a cool song. I listen all the time. C that’s what I do I get a song or 2 and I listen 2 them and only them 4 soo long that I know them forwards and backwards. I'll write more later if anything happens. Bye now and have a nice day
02/13/03
Today was boring but nothing bad happened so that’s good right? I'm going 2 find that bastard that pulls the fire alarm at school and ring his or her neck. j/k Well I got all my work 4 next week. I is not going 2 b there, I got surgery on Tuesday and sleep the rest of the week. My mom has all of next week off. If I had 2 go 2 school that would be bullshit but since I have off 2 that’s cool. lol I guess I am having a party tomorrow. My friends say I can't 4 your party on Friday Charlie and I was like, "O I guess I am having a party on Friday then." People never tell me anything. Well ttyl Bye and have a nice day
02/15/03
My party was fun and cool and fun and cool. Hahahahahahahaha! We did a little love spell, ate KFC and drank lots of soda and junk. Sheena came over today and we took some tests on thespark.com then I drove her 2 her grand parents house, it was fun. Well nothing really else 2 write about. I g2g bye now and have a nice day
02/16/03
Nothing really happened today. My grandma had 2 come up early 4 my surgery bcuz we are supposed 2 get lots and lots and lots of snow. It's 11:02pm and I am still really hyper. I think I am going 2 go 4 a long walk. I know me walk - I am trying 2 loss some of those babies I have in my belly. lol Well ttyl bye now and have a nice day
02/17/03
We got lots and lots and lots and lots of snow. I like snow until I have 2 shovel it. Hahahhahahahahahah I have a snow blower soo I don't have 2 shovel the snow. lol Well I'll write more later if anything happens. If not have a nice day Hahahaha I found out around 6:00pm that school has already been closed. Not that it matters 2 me but now everybody has off tomorrow. Nobody was online all day. I come on 2 talk 2 people and no 1 is here. lol have a nice day
02/21/03
My surgery was a success, but the doctors found out that the tubes in my ears (the natural ones) never fully developed. I have a birth defect and the stupid doctors find out when I'm 16. The doctors whet deeper into my ears then the other 3 times so my ears still hurt and they are still draining fluid. (That sounds fun right?) Nothing else 2 write about right now. O yeah check out my page on Wicca got it from Wicca.com Well ttyl bye 4 now and have a nice day.
02/23/03
Bored Bored Bored - No 1 else is online right now. I will not be in school tomorrow but I'll be there Tuesday. If you have any ideas about making my site any better leave the ideas in my guest book. Well ttyl bye now and have a nice day
02/26/03
Today I went back 2 school after my prolonged abscesses. I was happy 2 find out that all my friends missed me and were happy 2 c me. But of course my evil teachers are like Charlie you need 2 come 2 school more often. I was like omg did no one tell you I was in the hospital you stupid bitch, but instead I bit my tongue and said you stupid bitch!! Na I'm just joshing ya. I mean they still said the get 2 school more often but I didn't call them bitchs. Well I g2g Bye now and have a nice day
03/01/03
It's 12:56 am and I just got done watching an episode of queer as folks. (Yes it's a show about gays and lesbians) And I thought of something. Why do people hate and/or discriminate other people bcuz they are different? I used 2 think I hated a lot of people now I realize I just don't like them but I don't hate them. Hate is such a strong word. People are killed bcuz of hate and I no longer want 2 believe in hate. Just bcuz someone is different doesn't make them wrong or stupid it just makes them DIFFERENT. And is that not the reason why the world is soo fun. You meet new and different people every day. So why do people hate? I'll leave it at that. Bye now and have a nice day
03/06/03
SNOW DAY SNOW DAY!! Damn I love snow days. Kayla on the other hand hates them 4 some reason I am not at liberty 2 discuss. Carol 4 the same damn reason. (Just a little different) My mom has no school either which is different she ually has school come blizzard or hell.lol Blah Blah Blah Nothing else 2 write about 4 now. Bye now and have a nice SNOW day It's 4:32 and I am soo bored. I love snow days but I hate being bored. My head hurts. - ouch BORED BORED ttyl
03/11/03
Bowling was fun. My family and I go bowling on Tuesdays bcuz it's $1.25 night @ the bowling alley. (I know we are cheap!) lol - I lost the first game but I came back and won the second one. Well I g2g now and do some make up work. (NO NO I can't make me leave NO NO!!!!) lmao bye 4 now ttyl and have a nice day
03/12/03
Big science test today. I think (and hope) I got a good grade on it. The Spanish quiz I took I know I failed. I was not there 2 get the verbs we took the test on. We might get snow tomorrow and get sent home early. They say it should start around 8:00 or 9:00 am. Well I g2g ttyl Have a nice day
03/13/03
We did get sent home early today. Even though we could have stayed @ school but o well. I gots lots of science work 2 do. My computer went all crazy today a deleted all these important files, but I fixed it (I hope) O NO COMPUTER TAKEING OVER TRYING 2 KILL ME NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO................................................ Na I'm just joshing ya! Well have a nice day
03/14/03
Nothing really fun happened today. O yeah I showed Sheena and Becky how 2 use the text part on their cell phones so now Kayla, Sheena, and Becky can text each other all the time. Kayla has already texted me 36 times. Damn she needs a life - lol Well I got 2 get up 4 work tomorrow so I g2g bye and have a nice day
03/19/03
Today was fine. I broke 1 of my favorites cd's in the morning but I'll just buy it again. There is a concert some place on Friday, I might go. The first day of spring is tomorrow it is also a Wiccan Sabbath. Well nothing else 2 write. ttyl bye and have a nice day
03/20/03
I did all my homework on time and we have a damn 2-hour delay. I mean I'm glad we had a 2 hour delay but on today of all days. Today is Ostara or the Spring Equinox. The only thing is that since it is raining I have 2 do all the rituals inside. I like going outside 2 do rituals. The other night I was outside doing a ritual and 2 of the morons that live near me, (drug dealers/sluts) came by and saw me and got scared and ran up the street. lmao Well I g2g ttyl bye and have a nice day
03/22/03
I am doing my homework again I think I might die. I hope not. Does any one have news on the car crash w/ Dan King? I hope by all the Gods and Goddess that both the boys live on. Well later tonight me and Sheena are going 2 the mall 2 see a movie and walk around. I'll write more later if any thing pops up. Bye 4 now and have a nice day
03/24/03
Damn hair dye. I dyed my hair black and the damn dye got all over my forehead and arms. I could not get it off until early today. That is why I was not in hell I mean school. lol Sheena and I saw Bring Down the House on Saturday night. OMG It was soo funny. I almost pissed my pants. Before we got some stickers and pins @ Hot Topic and Spencers. Well I g2g ttyl. Bye and have a nice day
03/25/03
The people in this town are so fucking stupid! (Not all of them) The people are soo stupid it must be in the water they drink. "Did you do something 2 your hair Charlie?" (See above) No I woke up like this in the morning! Damn morons. lol Did any of you see those POW's on the news - it pisses me off. There are rules about that shit. Well I g2g bye and have a nice day
03/26/03
Today was cool, Teresa is back. (Yeah happy) Well today after school was funny. I let some girls draw on my face with black paint. lmfao I walked outside after that and everyone looked @ me and laughed. It made me happy - making other people happy makes me happy. O before I go James we are gonna kick you ass in more way then 1. lol Bye now and have a nice day
03/27/03
Damn pickle ball. Today in gym I was talking 2 Joey and those damn pickle balls attacked me like 5 times. Mrs. G. and her new car smell. Breath deep! lol BUY PAINT SO IS THE WILL OF GOD!!!! lol That's what I said yesterday with the paint on my face. I'm a FREAK! lol Carol calls 5 more times with in 2 minutes again. During my dinner, and anyone who knows me knows my saying - Never fuck with a fat man's food! But she made me laugh so it was ok or was it? MOOOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Well bye now and have a nice day.
03/28/03
SUGAR!!!! The play was really good. I thought it was funny and exciting. Good job everyone in the play. Nothing really else 2 write about. ttyl bye now and have a nice day
03/29/03 - Early 03/30/03 1:30am
SUGAR!!!! Again I saw it again tonight, and it was still funny. I got 2 poke people with my umbrella. Carol and Teresa got in 4 free bcuz some women gave them tickets her kids didn't want. I on the other hand had 2 pay again, even thought I consider myself the co usher's co usher. lol There was this girl who sat in the row in front of Joey, Nick and I and she stared @ us whenever we laughed. So ever so often I would practically stand up a look @ her and her friends. It was funny shit. I even named her. Her name was Pinky. Then after the intermission her and her friends moved somewhere else. lol Well I g2g 2 bed now. So bye and have a nice day.
04/06/03
Joey and I went 2 the mall Friday night 2 see Dream catcher. But we never saw it; we roamed around the mall and bought stuff from spencecers, Hot Topic, The shoe store - Joey! Sniff Sniff. The new sandal smell. lol "Joey I'm starting 2 choke!" "Charlie please be quite." lmao!! Then Joey slept over @ my house. That was scary. lol I was just about asleep and the poop head jumps up and scares the shit out of me. On Saturday my sister had her confirmation party and thank the God and Goddess that Carol and Joey were there or I would have killed my father's side of the family. lol My dad's relatives are mean, spiteful and stupid! lol Well I g2g bye have a nice day.
04/12/03
I was going 2 go 2 that concert thing last night but my sister in law's lung collapsed yesterday. I was not really in the mood 4 a concert. I am having a huge SPRING BREACK PARTY on 04/23/03 and everyone is invited. I mean everyone if you want 2 come them come and have fun. Bring Cd's if ya want. The only thing I ask is 2 leave the drama @ home or something like that. - Next subject - The damn homophobic school. Took down the poem and painting bcuz it was done by a lesbian. THAT'S BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!! Sorry just wanted 2 get that off my chest. Well I g2g bye now and have a nice day
04/17/03
SPRING BREAK SPRING BREAK Bored now. I have my party on the 23rd and that’s about it besides my family coming up on Easter and stuff like that. Carol came over last night and hung out till 10:30. Tonight I think Kayla and Teresa are coming over around 7:00. I'll write more later if need be. If not bye now and have a nice day and Spring Break
04/18/03
Nothing really happened today. Except I feel like SHIT. I think I am sick. My throat hurts and my nose is all stuffy, but I'll live. (I hope) lol Well my spring break so far was ok. Carol hung out the other day and then Teresa and Kayla hung out last night. I love my friends so much. Damn Joey and his cruise in the nice weather, I'll kill him. lol He better bring me back a souvenir, or I'll kill him. lol I g2g bye now and have a nice day
04/20/03
Today has been boring. I hope Kayla can still come 2 my party. (Damn report cards!) Well Spring Break has been how shall I put this - BORING BORING BORING. I hope I feel better on Wednesday or I be pissed. I can't have a party with me being sick and all. Well I'll write more later if need be. If not bye now and have a nice day
04/21/03
I was sad today, then I listened 2 the Buffy sound track and I was made happy again. I hope it does not rain on Wednesday. They also say it might get cold that day. That sucks; I hope it is ok out. Joey I will not kill you, but only if I get my souvenir NOW! lol I got my report card and it was not so good. I failed Math and the other evil subject - Spanish. I guess I'll have 2 try harder. O well I g2g ttyl. bye now and have a nice day
04/27/03
O NO SCHOOL TOMOROOW!!!!!!!! Spring Break sucked except @ the end when I hung out with Joey and Doug @ Joey's house."Arrok!" "O wait I can't call Arrok here" or how ever you spell that dragon's name. Lol Charlie A.K.A. God knows everything. What's that sound - it sounds like water on a diamond goblet. ALLY!! lmao Well school should be "fun". I g2g bye now and have a nice day
05/03/03
Last night was fun. Went 2 the mall with Joey, Carol, Kayla, Teresa, and Kate. We saw X men 2, omg that movie KICKED ASS! Lots of people @ school have 2 much iron in their blood. lol I love that Sci-Fi stuff. Well if anything happens today I write about or something like that. Well ttyl bye now and have a nice day
05/05/03
Today was boring. My math teacher was all evil today. She was like - None of you take this test seriously and you all never stay after and you are all irresponsible! I stay after almost everyday 4 the woman and she gets her bitchy attitude with me. I THINK NOT! Well I feel better. Bye now and have a nice day - It's later and I'm still bored. I did my homework and studied 4 my tests. I wrote a short story over the weekend. The people I showed it 2 said they liked it. Well I g2g ttyl bye now and have a nice day
05/08/03
Blah, Blah!!!!!!!!!! My life is boring. School was "ok". I have so much shit 2 do. I think that the teachers @ my school have a contest 2 see who can make the kids crack under the pressure of tests and/or quizzes! I'll kill Joey and his damn ring case. What ever the hell it's name is. I swear that guys names every damn thing. Well ttyl bye now and have a nice day
05/11/03
Today I am going out 4 Mother's Day with my family. Sounds like fun right? Well it better be fun or I'll kill them all. I mean nvm. Well I wonder if the school is going 2 tell us who has that big M word disease or do we have 2 guess. When we all start dying I'll be pissed. If I dye @ school it will be a most unholy thing. lol I hung out with Kayla and Teresa last night. The topics we talked about got a little, how shall I say this XXX. I'll write more or maybe I will not. Bye now and have a nice day - It's 11:30 and I just found out who has the M word disease. It is some teachers aid @ the high school and ASK. The aid is a women and she also had a heart attack.
05/12/03
Damn it's windy out today. "I lick rocks" lol Joey is so crazy. I would like 2 thank Lauren 4 pointing out my mistake 2 me. Well today was ok. School of course was dumb I mean wonderful. The only part of my day that was good was the end when Amanda asked me out. It took a while but I said yes and I be happy now. Well ttyl bye now and have a nice day
05/13/03
Bowling Bowling Bowling I went bowling! It was fun Mayde look! Fool me once shame on you. Fool me 3 times shame on MAYDE! lmao Who won bowling again? I believe it was I the first game and Joey or Doug on the second game. Damn Chupakabra!!!!!!!!! How many people all together?!! Well bye now and have a nice day
05/14/03
I was sick today. I hated missing school. Well I hate missing Amanda. I could not get her out of my head all day. Damn T.V. - All day there was nothing on T.V.!!!!!!!!! That was my day. So I went 4 a walk earlier tonight, I found some flowers 4 Amanda. I will be in school tomorrow. Well bye now and have a nice day
05/15/03
Today was cool. I went 2 hell (school) but it was fun. Then after school we went 2 my house and hung out till 9:30. We being Amanda, Erin, Kayla, and I. Tonight is a full moon and a lunar eclipse. Not that it matters but I have no life so 4 me it matters. Bye now and have a nice day
05/21/03
Last night was really great. How many people all together??!! We are going to come inside in just 1 minute we are waiting 4 some friends. No you come in now!!!! Damn you Chupakabra may you burn in math hell. lmao Well I'll write more later if not bye now and have a nice day
05/22/03
I miss Amanda so much. I keep playing the message she left so I can hear her voice. I can't wait 2 see you tomorrow. Kayla wants me to do something tomorrow and I don't know if I'm ready. (Not 2 her) Well I g2g ttyl Bye now and have a nice day
05/25/03
Today kicked ass. Doug, Joey, and I saw The Matrix Reloaded today and the movie was so damn good. Monopoly Jr. is the best board game ever made!! "Think about that while you sleep!!" Nothing else 2 write so bye now and have a nice day
05/26/03
I feel so sick inside. All I want 2 do is die. I don't know why I even fucking try. I saw a tape of me today and I realized that I am so fucking fat that when I talk my fucking fat jiggles. Then in school I brought my grades up except in math. Not that I did not try but I'm just 2 fucking dumb that I can't pass. I hate myself so much! I hate myself so much!
05/28/03
Today was fun. I told the school I don't want a physical but the doctor just had 2 grope me and all that good stuff. So I skipped 6th period 2 teach the school a lesson.lol Only 10 more days of that HELLHOLE! Then I go 2 summer school 4 some extra classes. Sounds fun right? I might add pictures 2 my site so get ready 2 see some really freaky and scary shit. Well I g2g ttyl Bye now and have a nice day
05/29/03
Blah Blah Blah Blah! Nothing really fun and or cool happened today. Bored Bored Bored! I might have a few people over on Saturday night. I get 2-leave school early tomorrow bcuz ......... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I figure that the really smart kids get 2 leave early so I do 2. Well bye now and have a nice day
06/01/03
Joey and I hung out today. Went 2 the mall and got stuff 4 my Foods final and a DVD. Then we just chilled @ my house 4 a bit. Tomorrow is Amanda and mine's 1-month anniversary. HELL YEAH La la la la la la la! Joey told me about the kid who tried 2 sneak on 2 the bus 4 the trip. LMAO Well nothing else 2 write so I'll ttyl bye now and have a nice day
06/10/03
HELL YEA tomorrow is the last day of school. Except 4 regents tests. This year started out really really bad! But now everything is soo cool. I don't regret this year bcuz I think everyone of us changed 4 the better. I love all my friends and hope 2 see you all next year. Well I g2g ttyl bye now and have a nice day
06/13/03
OMG Friday the 13th! No not really. Well the English final was easy. Except 4 the fact that my class did not read all the novels that were on the test! lol the 15th is my sister's Birthday, but her party is on the 14th so guess who gets 2 help clean the house 4 her. ME I hope I pass all my tests. I also hope who ever is going 2 the movies tonight has a great time. I'll be home cleaning and watching the Stargate SG-1 season premiere. HELL YEAH I am still trying 2 get pictures on my site but the damn html code is not working. So it will be awhile. Well I'll write later I LOVE GOLD!! lol Bye now and have a nice day
06/15/03
Last night was so freaking fun!! I drove Diane and Joey home around 1:15am. Strobe lights are fun; sometimes you fell like your high. lol 6-packs lmao 845 mother fuckers!! 8-mile is a "funny" movie. Well I'll write more later if I want 2. If not bye now and have a nice day
06/16/03
Today was cool. After my test I went over 2 Joey's house. The refrigerator smells like SHIT!!!! LMAO Then Joey and I went downtown 2 hang out with Diane. That was fun. "Joey you got sugar on your pants, I’ll get that for you." lol Well I g2g ttyl Bye now and have a nice day
06/24/03
I updated the site ok. Tonight some people might hang out @ my house. Lots and lots of fun. No more school!! Hahahahahahahahaha BORED I'll write more later if I want. Bye now and have a nice day
06/28/03 - 1:17 am
I can't sleep. I fucking hate that damn senator from Utah!! Who does he think he is making Kazza illegal? I mean come on how am I going 2 download my "video games" now?! HUH DDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAMMMMMNNNN I also hate my school. We have till Monday 2 sign up 4 summer school and we still have not gotten our report cards. I got a puppy and his name is Anubis. He makes me happy, and I need that right now. I just have been a little... I'll ttyl bye now and have a nice day
06/28/03 - 8:48 pm
Kazza? What the hell is that?! (Spelled wrong on purpose.)I got my report card today. MATH IS EVIL!! "I want some coffe!!" Nothing else 2 write. I have no life. Tomorrow is Doug's birthday party. Bye now and have a nice day
06/29/03 - 10:26pm
Well today was Doug's birthday party and it sucked!! LOL Nah It was really fun.How many times did everyone have 2 knock on the door before, Doug answered the it. "Ohh my brain!" "My boob is falling out!" "I'm a good boy!" Well I'll write more later maybe. Bye now and have a nice day
07/01/03 - 10:22pm
I saw those quizzes on Mayde's site and I wanted 2 take some. So I did. That site kicks ass!! Today was ok. I sat on my lazy ass all day. I basically sat @ the computer and TV. Well I love the quiz site here are 2 of the quizzes I took.
Your Heart is Black
What Color is Your Heart?
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The Lost Soul
What sign of the Black Zodiac are you?
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Bye now and have a nice day
07/03/03 - 4:15pm
Today was soooooooooooooo BORING!!!!!!!! Nothing 2 do @ my house. I watched my cousins 4 a while and I might watch them again later. If not I'll sit in my room and do nothing again. I need my license soo much, I would kill 4 it!! j/k? Well I'll write more later? If not bye now and have a nice day
07/04/03 - 11:30pm
HAPPY 4TH OF JULY EVERYBODY My day was boring. I woke up and some how Doug and Joey where @ my house, it could have been that they slept over but who knows really. Brownies @ 2:00am are the shit!! Then dropped Doug off went 2 Joey's house and almost died bcuz Joey's crazy and has no AC hooked up. lol Well I g2g ttyl bye now and have a nice day
07/09/03 - 5:16pm
Today was soo boring. I got soo bored I starting talking 2 myself on Aim : Lord Anubis 916: stop copying me Lord Anubis 916: stop copying me Lord Anubis 916: STOP IT DAMN YOU Lord Anubis 916: STOP IT DAMN YOU Lord Anubis 916: MOTHER FUCKER Lord Anubis 916: MOTHER FUCKER Omg I'm insane I can't wait till tomorrow. The Family Festival o yea! Well I g2g I'll write more later, if not bye now and have a nice day
07/17/03 - 2:43pm
I got DSl today. Now I just have 2 hook it up. I also have 2 clean my room, which is a HUGE project in it's self. lol My party is on the 11th of next month. Now I'm bored, nothing else write. Maybe more will happen later. If not bye now and have a nice day
07/27/03 - 4:03pm
Today was cool my DSL finally works!!!! I have downloaded like a million songs and some TV shows. I have not updated my site in a while. Carol is going 2 come over and hang out. I hung out with Joey and Doug, which was cool. Except 4 the fact that Joey is a loser with a broken foot. LOL Well I g2g get my hair cut and maybe frosted blood red. Bye now and have a nice day
07/28/03 - 2:26pm
Today was ok. I'm just soo bored. I want 2 something cool before this summer is over bcuz next year in school I want 2 do better then last year. Which means hard work towards school and stuff like that. NNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOO!! I hope some new clubs get made next year. Like a newspaper ppl read. Also maybe a Gay-Straight Alliance or something like that. Well I'll write more later. Bye now and have a nice day 10:50pm - I went 2 Joey's and him Doug and I hung out. I went crazy. (Again) lol Well I g2g bye
07/29/03 - 12:46pm
Nothing has happened today. Probably bcuz I have not left my house yet. I might have 2 clean my house today. That's my summer clean, cook, and sacrifice the innocent!! I mean hang out with friends. Well I'll later bye now and have a nice day - 11:50pm Well I did nothing except watch T.V. I love Dead Like Me, it's a show on Showtime. That show KICKS ASS!!!! Well bye now
08/01/03 - 12:44pm
Yesterday was cool. I hung out with Carol and then on the way home I went 2 Joey's house and slept over. Joey, Doug, and I made a "scary" movie. It only took us 5 or 6 times 2 get it right though. It was soo fun, so it was worth it. Well I'll write more later, bye now and have a nice day
08/02/03 - 2:44pm
Yesterday kicked ass. It rained it rained!!!! Well today I am going 2 hang out with Carol and stuff like that. So I'll have more 2 write about later. Bye now and have a nice day - 11:02pm - Carol and I had some KFC and listened 2 music while taking tests. It was cool.
08/03/03 - 11:01am
Ok I soo confused. I am having the party on the 11th - 12th. So I just need a list of ppl who are coming. Even if you might not come, I just need 2 get some sort of number 2 finish making plans. Well I love my DSL soo much. All I do is download Buffy and music. lol I'll write more later maybe - 11:23pm Ok I hung out with Lauren, Doug, and Joey which was cool. I found all this Wiccan chants on Kazaa. I mean something I have never heard of before. I will need those ppl who are coming or not 2 tell me by this week. Bye
08/04/03 - 2:33pm
Well nothing has happened today (Yet) I'm just soo bored. I don't like school, but I want 2 go back. OOOOOOOOOO GOD did I just say that??!! Save me from myself. lol Well maybe something will happen and I'll write about it. Bye
08/05/03 - 2:36pm
I am soo bored. I hate sitting home alone all day in front of the computer. I just made the reservations @ my resort. We have a cabin from the 11th - 12th. I just need 2 know who is coming. Blessed Be - 11:31pm All I did all day was sit @ home. I went 2 Faerie Dust today. I have it on my links page check it out that store rocks. I got some candles 4 my altar and a lot of incense. Well I g2g Blessed Be
08/06/03 - 5:41pm
Okay it's safe to say that Doug is a poopy head.Why, you ask? BECAUSE DOUG SMELLS!And Joey is Martha Stewart. Why, you ask? BECAUSE JOEY IS GAY! Happy Birthday to Mayde, who turns 16 on this glorious day that would be perfect for throwing a birthday party. But oh well, people are crazy. This is Lauren by the way, the one who was madly in love with Doug, but of course Doug already knew that, because someone told him. You are now aware; however, that Lauren is madly in love with some kid named Ryan who she'll probably never see again. But she has made out with Kobe Bryant, but don't tell anyone, he's already been gone for a few months because of that white bitch. Happy 20th Birthday to Mayde (if you don’t get it, read the fucking paper). Well, at least Lauren hasn't been with the armed forces yet. Or has she? Come on now, we all know she's a slut. We've talked about it before. That's why we don't invite her over to our houses. We make up excuses, usually involving pastry items, but no apple pie yet. How does cheesecake feel on a male's lower anatomy? Joey? You know what's funny? When someone can't leave their house, and then you can't find them. Happened to me once.......I can't remember whom with. Well cats and kittens, this concludes our 5:41 pm broadcast. Peace, love, and pastry items.bye
08/07/03 - 11:34pm
Well it's me Charlie again, Lauren over powered me.lol I hung out with Kate, Carol and Carol's nephew, it was cool. Kate has her license and we went joy riding. Then I went home and talked 2 Joey on the phone and I'm thinking about canalling my party. Blessed Be
08/13/03 - 12:34pm
Well my party was fun. Guess who came, go ahead guess. Well since you would not guess I'll tell you, Carol and her nephew. Today is Just ass' birthday, I mean Justice. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTICE!! I hope school is better this year 4 me. Grade wise that is. I hope everyone is having a great time without me where ever you "guys" are.lol I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
08/19/03 - 10:17pm
Damn I have not updated in a long time. Well it's bcuz I have such a busy, cool, and exciting life. lol Summer is almost over,NNNNNNOOOOO!!!!! It is going 2 sound weird but I want 2 go back 2 school. I have a whole new out look on life now, so I think I can handle it better. Plus I hope 2 look a little different this year. (Evil grin) MOOOOOHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!! I mean never you mind. lol Well I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
08/20/03
Today was cool. I sat @ home and hung out with my mom and sister, all day. Also I cleaned a shit load, but that’s about it. We have 2 have a huge party before school starts or something like that. I'll write more later. Blessed Be
08/21/03 - 6:04pm
Tomorrow is Kayla's birthday. YAY Well today was ... how shall I say this ... boring beyond belief. O yea I scheduled my driving test 4 the 23rd of next month. I even get 2 miss an hour or 2 of school. HELL YEAH!! I hope I pass on the first try, or I'll be pissed. Well I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
08/22/03 - 4:03pm
Today is Kayla's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLA !! And thats about it.
08/23/03 - 5:41pm
Today was cool; I got 2 sleep late and go 2 a birthday party. Trust me the sleeping late part was better then the party. lol Now I get 2 watch movies with my mom and sister. I'll write more later if anything happens. ttyl Blessed Be
08/25/03 - 10:26am
I had a really great journal thingy but the FUCKING computer froze and now it's gone. Well I saw The Hot Chick the other day. It was soo freaking funny. I taped it; it's just that good. I might hang out with Kate and Carol today. I wish we had all gotten 2 hang out more this summer. But just think this year @ school we'll all be juniors and we'll all almost own the school. DAMN SENIORS!! lol I hope I pass my driving test on the 23 of next month or I'll kill every living thing on earth. I mean I'll get pissed. lol Well I g2g Blessed Be
08/28/03 - 10:43am
I am soo pissed! My mom has this evil plan; she won’t pay 4 me 2 get my hair dyed. So I have brown spots growing in. She might give in later today. She better or all shall burn. I mean la la la la la la la. There are now only 7 days till we all go back 2 hell. By hell I mean school, I got a lot of shirts 4 school and I did not try them on till yesterday and they all itched me. I'm pissed, but I always am lately, 2 bad 4 me I guess. Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As they're falling tell a story In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me!
11:05am - My mom gave in, I'm off 2 get my hair dyed. I guess I can be happy now. ttyl Blessed Be
09/02/03 - 2:37pm
I hate living in my piece of shit trailer! I can't take it anymore! You can't move 2 feet before you hit something or someone and it's falling apart. I still did not get pants 4 school, and some other shit I need. omg everything is pissing me off today. It is soo confusing, on the first day of school I get 2 come home for 5 minutes and then go do some other stressful stuff about my cousins wedding and hopefully die! Then @ this wedding I have no idea what I am suppose 2 do. My ears hurt, my throat hurts, and my nose is stuffed. I am soo runed down. I need 2 sleep 4 about 4 years then I think I'll be ok. Well I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
09/03/03 - 10:49pm
Well tomorrow school starts. I hope everyone has a great year. I'll feel better then yesterday, I am going 2 get some pants so I'm happy now. I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
09/04/03 - 11:00pm
Today was soo fucking crazy 4 me!! The stupid school only got 2 of my classes’ right. They gave me classes I already took and passed. MORONS!! OMG there are 2 many ppl this year. The hallways are way 2 full. God forbid the school catches on fire, we are all dead!! Well tomorrow I have 2 get my classes changed and such. I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
09/08/03 - 3:27pm
The wedding kicked ass!! Today was cool, I went into school late. I hope they fix my classes soon. Also I hope we get our lockers soon. The school is really really dumb, the computers crash, the schedules are wrong, and we are about 400 ppl over the capacity limit!! Basically if there is a fire kiss your ass good- bye or get behind me as I plow my way threw the freshman. lol Well I'll probably add more later. Blessed Be
09/21/03 - 9:39am
Damn I have not updated my site in a long ass time. I have just been occupied with school and stuff like that. I went 2 Amanda's birthday party last night and that was fun. Today Carol and Stacey might come over and hang out or something like that. My driving test is tomorrow @ 9:00am. I am soo nervous about the test; if I fail I'll be mad. But @ least I am doing ok in school this year. Actually I am doing really really well in all my classes. I don't even have a science 2 take until next year. Well if stuff happens I'll add more later. ttyl Blessed Be
09/27/03 - 1:45pm
I think it is someone's birthday today, I can't remember who's birthday it is. Hmmmmm o wait I remember now, it's Lauren's Birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN!!!! Kayla and Justice came over last night, and we hung out 4 awhile it was cool. Well I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
09/28/03 - 10:16pm
Hung out with Doug and Joey fun was had. Joey fell on Doug and I a few times. Joey also ... well lets put it this way - Doug no have kids bcuz Joey throw controller on Doug's "No no spot" as Doug calls it. I on the other hand made it out alive, somewhat. lol School tomorrow - everyone loves school right? It's not just me that loves school right? O god no I just said I love school, kill me - kill me now!!!!!!!! lol Well I g2g ttyl Blessed Be
10/05/03 - 7:49pm
I worked on Saturday and then went 2 Joey's house and hung out with Doug and him. We watched the movie Dreamcatcher, it kicked ass. Then Sunday came and I found out someone I knew had died on Saturday. I was upset so I went home early. So tomorrow I am going 2 the wake after school. I hope everyone likes the new picture on the index page. Well I g2g watch Charmed ttyl. Blessed Be
10/07/03 - 9:58pm
Ok you "guys" I need your help. I want 2 change my site, 2 make it more interesting. I could use some ideas with the layout and such. My day was fun; Kayla and Justice came over and hung out for a while. I am doing really well in all my classes @ school. I am so happy about that, last year I did nothing and now I do a lot more and still have lots and lots of free time. I feel so smart, cool, and sexy... o wait I always was!! lol hahahaha the only thing I need 2 do more is update/change my site more often. I mean not that anyone comes 2 my site. Well off 2 do homework.... I mean I don't have h.w. 2 do. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha sorry I had sugar. lol just tell me what ya think about the site. ttyl bye bye
10/11/03 - 10:12pm
Bored is the word of the day. I made plans with ppl but they got canceled last minute so I sat @ home. No school Monday - YAY!! I got some pictures on the site. Everyone else in my house is already asleep and I am soo awake 4 some unhappy reason or whatever. Is anyone else going 2 the Homecoming Dance? I am and I just wanted 2 know. I might go 4 a walk or die of boringness. lol Well ttyl bye bye
10/13/03 - 8:00pm
Hung out with Joey and his sisters. Fun was had. "Move skinny bitch!" - Me as I ran out of the scary house and threw Joey 2 the side. Joey dragged "The Stump" back 2 his house with help from just about everyone. lol Your a Libra aren’t ya darlin? ttyl bye bye
10/20/03 - 10:02pm
Hey you "guys" remember me right. I'm the guy who use 2 update his site all the time. lol I just have such a business life. Friday is my Halloween party and I still have 2 put up decorations. lol it starts around 7:00pm and ends around whenever. Today @ school I had a shirt that said FUCK THIS SHIT, it was sideways so it was not that bad but my English teacher saw it and made me change. Well I nothing else 2 write about so I'll talk 2 you all later. Bye bye
10/21/03 - 3:58pm
For some reason today is not my day. Everything has gone wrong. I can't walk, talk, write, type, and everything else right!! omg Well I'll add more stuff later. I must go watch Buffy. ttyl
10/22/03 - 6:45am
Well hopefully today will be a good day. Joey came over last night 4 a while so that was fun. Tonight is one of my favorite episodes of Buffy and then there is a volleyball game I think. I am going 2 bake cookies and bring in juice or something 4 the girls. Now it's time 4 school so I'll ttyl
10/26/03 - 12:50pm
The party was "fun" and some ppl slept over afterwards. Then yesterday I hung out with Joey, Doug, Ali, and her friend @ Joey's house that was cool. Early today I had 2 work and later I am going 2 party city 2 pick out a Halloween costume. O yeah and my mom got me a DVD The Rocky Horror Picture Show! I love that movie it's so cool. Well I ttyl bye bye
10/30/03 - 10:45pm
Tomorrow is Halloween and the day of my road test. I hope I pass this time, last time I was really really nervous and I failed by 10 points or something like that. Halloween is my favorite holiday and it is also a Wiccan holiday. I will be in school tomorrow, I have been sick lately I could barely speak earlier today and my head hurt really bad. But now I feel "ok" so I will c you all in school. ttyl bye bye
11/02/03 - 7:36pm
I passed!! I was so happy and I felt so "free" in a way. Now my parents don't have 2 go everywhere with my friends and I, we can have a wild crazy time! Joey, Lauren, Doug, Cayla, and Ali all hung out with me @ my house on Saturday, it kicked ass till Joey put his knee into the back of my head. But then it got better. We're going streaking!!!!!!!!!!!
11/03/03 - 9:30pm
Today was the first day I drove myself 2 school and parked my car there. @ The end of the day I found a note on my car that said hi Charlie and I don't know whom it was from. Tomorrow @ Becky's house there is a little party from 12:00 2 3:00pm so stop in and say hi. Joey's birthday is the 10th and mine is the 14th. I don't know about him but I want all my stuff from Faerie Dust. HINT HINT I mean I g2g ttyl bye bye Go here - http://faeriedust.homestead.com/About_Us.html
11/08/03 - 12:22pm
Last night was cool the Juniors won the Powder Puff football game, and I hung out with good friends. Tonight is a full moon and an eclipse - fun 4 everyone, well not really but hey I'm bored. I don't have 2 work today so I get 2 sit @ home and be bored. Monday is Joey's birthday and mine is on Friday and so is my party. My house 7pm till when ever. O and the presents should be from Faerie Dust or a least costing $50. lol I hope 2 see everyone there but I g2g ttyl Bye bye
11/13/03 - 2:44pm
Today I asked my father 4 money 4 my birthday party and says what you're having party no one told me. I was like I have a party just bcuz the sun shines and you did not expect me 2 have one 4 my birthday! So now I might not even have one bcuz my parents are FUCKING STUPID! HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME!
11/15/03 - 9:37pm
My party was the best as always. lol I had lots of fun and got a shit load of money. hahaha Well today Joey, Richie, and I went 2 the mall, we were going 2 see a movie but I could only by 1 R rated movie ticket. CRAZINESS So I went 2 Faerie Dust and bought some stuff. I want 2 thank everyone who came 2 my party and those who could not make it but told me happy birthday. THANKS ALL OF YOU "GUYS"!!!! ttyl bye bye
11/23/03 - 11:42am
I worked yesterday and earlier today, so now I'm bored and my fooking car broke down @ Broken Glass and Justice, Kayla, and I had 2 coast down the mountain in the piece of shit. lol But no one calls me so I don't know what's going on. Like are we going 2 hang out? I am soo bored call me if you wanna hang out or something. Ok ttyl Bye bye
11/26/03 - 7:56pm
I did not know everyone thought I had a "big mouth". Lately ppl have not been telling me things they used 2 but they will tell other ppl who I hear the things from. I get confused bcuz I thought these ppl or @ least one of them used 2 be my best friend, but I guess I am a bad person who can't be trusted with info or the like wise.
11/27/03 - 11:08pm
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY I hope everyone had a great day unlike me. My family did not even set me a place @ the table this year. They thought since no one else came I would eat in my room, so that's what I ended up doing anyway. So I played a PS2 game all day - Arok.... o wait I can't call Arok here. I did get some great food 4 lunch and dinner. Fun 4 everyone. Now Christmas and other such holidays are close. I love this season I forget the reasons I'm mad @ ppl and then by them presents. lol I love spending money on others and myself. Tomorrow I might go 2 the mall with Carol and Stacy and see a movie. COOLNESS Well I'll bitch more tomorrow lol bye bye
11/28/03 - 11:00pm
Timeline was a kick ass movie. I liked it and Paul Walker is so fooking cute. Carol and I saw it together and then Lauren and I hung out. My day was good but now I play video games and "video games". So I'll ttyl bye bye
12/04/03 - 10:47pm
I am sick and I feel like shit. I hope they close school tomorrow or a least a 2-hour delay. SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW!!!! My day was boring as it usually is. O my holiday party has been changed 2 the 20th bcuz of the difficulty with Friday. I am making invitations tonight so you'll have them Monday, weather permitting. lol Well I g2g ttyl Bye Bye
12/06/03 - 6:48pm
Let it snow let it snow let it snow!! I love the snow and I love the cold weather. Well today I just sat around and relaxed and shoveled a little bit. lol I hope everyone else had a good day in the snow. I changed some of the pictures on my site around. I wanted 2 give it a breath of freshness. ttyl bye bye
12/07/03 - 8:45pm
Nothing really happened today. I feel a little bit better. I think I'll be in school tomorrow. I can't miss school. Omg I just said that. lol On Tuesday I am having a Wicca group meeting @ my house. It starts @ 3:30pm and it will go on as long as needed. I'll make flyers or something 2 remind you if you wanna come over please do. Well I g2g ttyl bye bye
12/08/03 - 9:36pm
I am still sick but I'll be in school tomorrow. My mother and I think it is or was the flu. I hope everyone else is doing well. Tonight is a full moon, not that I'll be outside tonight. I'm 2 sick and it's 2 cold. lol Well I'll see you all in school tomorrow. Except Doug he's MIA I hope 2 see him soon
12/13/03 - 2:31pm
Nothing has happened today... yet. Hahahaha Well I'm bored just listening 2 some Evanescence and eating some pizza. School has been interesting this past week. I owed so much work but I made it all up almost. lol Well if anyone else is bored 2 call me and maybe we could hang out today or something. ttyl
12/17/03 - 10:18pm
My ear hurt last night after Lauren and I waited outside @ The Oriental Buffet 4 my mother. NOT HOMERS!! I got everybody’s presents @ Faerie Dust on Monday and today so I'm happy. I hope everyone likes what I got him or her. And I know you all will. OR ELSE!! lol Well I g2g and get some sleep c ya all tomorrow.
12/18/03 - 10:55pm
Today was just another day until I saw Lord Of The Rings Return Of The King!!!! The movie kicked ass and tomorrow is the last day of school before the Holiday break. HELL YA!!!! C ya all tomorrow bye bye
12/21/03 - 12:31am
hey everyone! this is cayla. i'm at charlie's holiday party right now. nifty, eh? we just got done going to www.ratemenude.com. har har. it was pretty funny. charlie would like you all to know that i'm the best piece of ass he's ever had, but some people wouldn't know considering they're prude pieces of shit. *ahem* okay, i'm done with that subject. well, the strobe light is now on, which causes me to go blind. so, i'm out like uh, me in dodgeball. :) later.
12/23/03 - 12:14am
My party was cool. I had soo much fun. There is one thing I'm not liking this holiday season and that would be this thing between Doug and Cayla or everyone else that is involved. I don't understand why ppl can't be mature about this shit and talk about it. I am not taking sides but I think that a lot of shit happened and was said that should not have been said, on both sides. I mean don't tell ppl you should try 2 be better friends first if your not going 2 talk 2 them just say I really don't wanna talk 2 you any more. And learn how 2 take jokes. I just hope this issue can be resolved happily on both sides and not ruin the holidays.
12/25/03 - 10:47am
I opened my presents already but there are more 2 come.lol my cousin and her husband are coming over 4 Christmas and plus the other ppl like my sister, mom, dad. Well I g2g get ready but I hope everyone has a MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!
12/27/03 - 12:36am
A little piece of my talk with Cayla. lmao
inhale my ashes: and i can't forget charlie cable. damn, he's a fine ass nigga.
inhale my ashes: i mean...never you mind.
Lord Anubis 916: I am
Lord Anubis 916: so sexy
Lord Anubis 916: it hurts 2 be me
inhale my ashes: he's starting to wake up. i need to hit him again.
Lord Anubis 916: have your way with me quick
Lord Anubis 916: I mean him
Lord Anubis 916: damn I got caught up in the moment
01/01/04 - 8:46pm
I hope almost everyone had a great vacation. I know mine could have been better. The first week was great and a day or 2 of the second week went well but then New Year's happened and that sucked. Not the fact that the year changed but that I think I'm losing 2 friends 1 of which I had considered one of my best friends. 2003 was an ok year it had its ups and it's downs but I made it so I can't complain that much. Don't get me wrong I'll complain but not so much. lol I'll ttyl bye bye
01/03/04 - 12:17am
We were meant 2 live 4 so much more!! That's how I feel, I think I used the words I want way 2 much. So this year I will try 2 be a better friend and in general a better person. Less selfish and more helpful, less mean and more nice. I'll become a better person if it kills me. I'll stop blaming other ppl 4 my mistakes and shortcomings. I forgive anyone who has ever "wronged" me and I forgive myself for all I have done that was wrong. I am truly sorry 2 anyone I have ever hurt in anyway. I love, live changing revelations! bye bye
01/04/04 - 1:51pm
Yesterday was soo cool I hung out with Kayla, Just Ass, Carol, and Lauren. We had so much fooking fun. I think there was a bathroom problem a lot of ppl had 2 piss @ the same time. lol BROKEN GLASS!! - Running 4 the car after hearing a freaky noise! Making videos -"There not gonna get us!" throw clothes not pillows. lmao How many licks does it take 2.......?? He's a Magic Man. Lets get some eggs and go 4 a drive!! The whole night was just lmao fun. ttyl bye bye
01/04/04 - 6:49pm
Well it's later on today and nothing really has happened all day. I just sat and relaxed on our last day of freedom from hell aka school. This year should be fun. I owe a lot of work and I'm failing gym some how even thought I change and play. Well I just have 2 make up the work and I'll be good. O yea and I've only been absent 17 days out of the first half of the year. Which is good 4 me, some ppl say it's a lot but there are ppl who have only been @ school 4 17 days so I don't wanna hear it. I'm not really a school person but I think I'll be good. I just can't wait 2 get the hell out of prison. Teachers and faculty telling me what I HAVE 2 do and being taught shit I won't need. I'm done ranting. ttyl bye bye
01/06/04 - 9:49pm
Today was good; when I got home I was so tired. Then Just Ass came over 4 a little bit but it snowed so her mom picked her up. :< Cayla & I have sex on the phone. Prom tonight do do do do!! Roger Roger quit fucking around Roger!! lmfao I g2g do some homework and watch TV. ttyl bye bye
01/09/04 - 8:07pm
Sex with Cayla and Carol in the same day...What could be better?
01/11/04 - 7:07pm
"Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player that struts and frets his hour upon the stage and then is heard no more: it is a tale told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, signifying nothing." - Macbeth You here ppl say, o he has a gift or he is really good @ this or that, but I don't have anything I am really good @. I don't 2 well in school. I don't play any sports. I don't look good. I don't have any special talent(s). I don't do anything 4 anyone else. I am just not a good person in general. I am just a sheep.
01/13/04 - 4:18pm
Blah Blah Blah I'm just soo sick of the fucking bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
01/15/04 - 6:20am
No school, No school, No school. Snow day Snow day Snow day. Obviously I love snow days. hahaha Now I'm gonna go back 2 bed. ttyl SNOW DAY!!!!
01/15/04 - 9:45am
I am so freaking bored already. And I know from being home a lot that there is never anything good on day time tv. AND I MEAN NEVER!!
01/16/04 - 8:36am
I got up and there was a 2-hour-dealy, so I went back 2 bed. @ 7:30 I got back up and toke a shower and as I was in the shower my dad yells, "they canceled school!" I was like coolness but I had ppl I wanted 2 talk 2. O well I have a phone and shit like that.
01/16/04 - 12:32pm
Hey ppl, I hope everybody enjoys the snow day. As 4 me, I'm bored as all hell. If you wanna hang out or something give me a call.
01/17/04 - 4:53pm
Today was ok, I worked which is good. Work = Money and Money = Buying stuff lol I was going 2 hang out with Joey and Ali today but Joey is off shooting his paint ball gun somewhere. So maybe I'll go later. For now I think I'll just relax and watch some TV. ttyl
01/21/04 - 8:23pm
Today was good; I made up all my makeup work. My life has returned 2 "normal" well as normal as it gets which is how I like it. I'm so happy for no reason @ all. COOLNESS I did all the stuff I have 2 do and now I have nothing else 2 do so relax time.lol ttyl bye bye
01/25/04 - 2:24pm
I am so bored today but it's been nice and relaxing. I watched my cousins last night and got some money so I'm not poor anymore but I will be soon. Damn money and it burning a hole in my pocket. lol If you wanna hang out give me a call. ttyl bye bye
01/29/04 - 9:31pm
Today was boring and fun. I watched tv and went online all day. Paul is soo "silly". Keep em closed, those kids were so cute. lmfao JOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
02/04/04 - 12:03am
Yesterday was so much fun!! I hung out with Cayla and Kayla @ Cayla's house. I just got home about 10 minutes ago. Cayla's mom is so funny and cool and I laughed a lot today. The roads were bad and shit like that, I called 911 bcuz there was a car stuck on the road and the bastard @ 911 gave me a huge fucking attitude! That's all 4 now. ttyl bye bye
02/06/04 - 5:41pm
Today was so cool. Till stuff happened. But it's all good and stuff. Dinner now and hanging out. ttyl
02/08/04 - 11:27am
Yesterday was soo much fun. I hung out with Mayde, Cayla, Kayla, and Justice. We hung out and listen 2 music and stuff. Mayde took pictures and actually put them on her site right away. lol around 1:00pm today I am going 2 see a man about a station waggan. lol ttyl
02/11/04 - 1:17pm
I'm home from school today. But who cares, not me. Even when I do things @ school ppl always say I could do better or that I don't try enough. Cuz every one of them knows me. WRONG!! We have no school Friday and we have some stuff going on tomorrow so this week should be easy. I stabbed myself in the thumb yesterday in art, it hurts like a bitch. Last night we went "bowling". Actually Joey, Doug, Ali, Lauren, Christina, Dan, and I sat in the bowling alley and waited 4 about an hour then left. They went 2 Homer's, I went 4 a walk. Nobody likes that damn lady @ the bowling alley. She is such an f-ing bitch. I am so worried about Semi - Formal bcuz I don't know what I am going 2 wear and I look like Jabba the Hut so that does not help. I hate liking someone like I do and not being able 2 do a damn thing about it! Back 2 Semi - Formal, it's next month I believe, and I do want 2 go but I don't. I want 2 go bcuz dances are the shit and this is like a practice 4 Prom. But I don't want 2 go bcuz I look hideous. I hate the way I look and feel right now. There now I'm done bitching.
02/13/04 - 12:20pm
Boys like you are a dime a dozen! Today has been relaxing/boring. Hopefully some ppl can hang out today. I called Carol before, which is something I have not done in a long time and I regret that. I guess I have just been so busy doing other stuff and I forgot 2 include her. I feel bad about that, but things are going 2 change 4 the better. If anyone wants 2 hang out, give me a call. ttyl bye bye
02/14/04
Today is Valentine's Day and I hope everyone has the best day ever. I have 2 work then sit @ home. I was going 2 go 2 this dinner thing with Kate but I have 2 work 2 late. Now I think she is mad @ me bcuz I can't go, well that's 2 bad bcuz I have 2 work. But enough of that. I'll write stuff later if anything happens.
02/15/04 - 12:46am
Early one morning
Just as the sun was rising
I heard a young maiden sing
In the valley below,
"Oh don't deceive me
Oh never leave me
How could you use a poor maiden so?
02/17/04 - 6:36pm
I feel like crap and that is what my computer is. So I'm on my laptop, but @ least I have my info on AOL back. lol I hear that Mayde is feeling sick to, I hope ya feel better Mayde. My day was ok, it could have been better but @ least I'm not dead. lol ttyl byebye
02/19/04 - 12:14pm
I'm home from school again today. I do feel a lot better though, so I'll be in school tomorrow. I should get my car today and that is so f-ing cool! I am going 2 hang out with my boys, Joey and Doug tomorrow and that is soo cool. We are going 2 the mall and maybe see a movie. Well I'll ttyl bye bye
02/19/04 - 10:23pm
I got my station wagon and it's big. I have 2 get used 2 driving it now and stuff like that. I made a cd from the songs I downloaded on my laptop and it is full of GREAT kick ass songs. I'll be in school tomorrow, yay 4 me right? lol O crap I just realized that I probably have 2 read my book and do some work 4 my English class. I'll ttyl bye bye
02/22/04 - 2:39pm
Yesterday and this morning KICKED MEGA ASS!!!!!!! Kayla, Justice, and I had so much f-ing fun! Wild crazy fun and stuff like that. I love my new car, it's so fun. On Friday I went 2 the mall with my cool friends, Doug, Joey, and Lauren. O wait Doug was not there cuz he did not come 2 school, silly Douglas. lol Lauren suggested the American Cafe and it was great and we had soo much f-ing fun that night 2. Fun 4 everyone except Doug!! lol Today I have 2 do some homework, and then this Thursday I might get semi-formal clothes. So I might not be in school on Thursday and then I'll by tickets on Friday. I g2g do some homework now. ttyl bye bye
02/25/04 - 3:28pm
Today was ok, long but ok. I'm gonna be in school tomorrow 4 about 3 periods, then I'm going shopping 4 Semi-Formal stuff. COOLNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have some homework 2 do. By some I mean a shit load of work 2 do. lol I g2g do some of that homework. ttyl bye bye
02/29/04 - 2:07pm
Yesterday was boring. I worked and then sat @ home all night. I have 2 watch movies instead of tv cuz my father forgot 2 pay the cable bill. GODDAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Well today is boring 2.
02/29/04 - 6:38pm
Well today Cayla and I hung out, that was fun. We went 2 Pecking aka Pecking Garden and the little Chinese boy there had bubbles and asked us 2 blow bubbles with him. It was all cayla fucking fault, he only came over after she was like hi little Chinese boy. I could not get any bubbles out of it so he was OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And the wondered off 2 bother other ppl walking in. lmao Cayla and I could not even talk we were laughing sooo hard!!! I g2g pick up Kayla..........ttyl
02/29/04 - 10:27pm
3 entries in 1 day, that’s more then some ppl have in a week. lol Omg today was soo f-ing cool and funny!!! Cayla and I hung out and then picked up Kayla. WE drove around flashing ppl and screaming @ the park 2 hear the echo. lmao I did hit the cotton thing in Cayla's ear. Sorry honey!!! we drove through the high school parking lot and the each hung out a window. I swear tonight was 1 of those nights you hear about, 1 of those great kick ass nights. Now it's time 4 bed..... o yeah and some sleep if ya know what I mean.
03/05/04 - 10:31pm
Today was a ok day. I can't wait till tomorrow cuz of Semi and stuff like that. Well guess what yo - fuck you right back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was mad but then I tried 2 forget why I was mad @ her. Could it have been her attitude problem lately, I dunno. I wonder!!? Ya burnt bitch I heard the stories, you even gave him head. O wait that’s a song, lol. Ok I need some sleep cuz I’m REALY REALLY tired! O yea and I hope tomorrow is better 4 both of us Mayde - love ya always! ttyl goodnight
03/08/04 - 8:44pm
Semi KICKED MEGA ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Then we went 2 Perkins and all over 2 drop ppl off and pick ppl up. I HAD THE MOST FUN EVER!!!!!! That night rocked and stuff like that. On the way 2 Perkins Cayla got out of the car and tried 2 run around it but fell half away by the back, so she skinned her knee and I almost had 2 leave her there 2 be hit by Nick (who was behind us @ the time) LMFAO LMFAO I mean it's not funny that she fell but the whole night put together with that and sex and fun was 2 much and it was kind of funny. lol Lauren and Joey slept over and then the next day Joey, Kayla, Justice, and I went 2 lunch. @ 3:00 we picked up Lauren and dropped off Joey. We ran into Kate, Carol, and Stacy @ Burger King and we played hide - and - go - seek with them and stuff like that. Today they canceled school 4 some reason, we did not even get a lot of snow. I went 2 Joey's around 1:30ish and have been there till 10 minutes ago. Jimmy, Joey, Ali, and I played Charades. LMFAO It was soo f-ing funny. Now I g2g do some stuff like stuff, so till tomorrow bye bye
03/09/04 - 10:53pm
Today was cool. I went 2 Joey's house after school today and hung out with him and Doug. Jimmy and Ali where there but not hanging out with us till later, cuz they're silly. lol Then I drove Doug home and went 2 school 2 play in the baseball field 2 play around a little bit. Joey hit Jimmy in the famous "No No Zone" with a football, poor Jimmy. Thank God it was not John cuz this 1 time Doug hit John with the football on accident and John picked it up and screamed something about Doug not having offspring. Then John attacked Doug with the football, it was a bad experience but funny. LMFAO Now it's almost bedtime and I need sleep and stuff like that cuz this 1 time, I mean goodnight.
03/10/04 - 7:42am
Well I'm home today cuz no 1 @ my house does laundry. I can't believe it, when I clean the house I do all of it not lets do my clothes and no 1 else’s. DAMN THEM lol So I guess today will be extremely boring bcuz I have nothing 2 do. Maybe I'll go 2 Mexico. Sounds like a good idea 2 me. lol You guys are in 1st period and I'm home in front of the computer wishing I was there. O God in heaven, I just said I wanted 2 be in school. Damn fever causing me 2 say totally evil and stupid things. lol Hopefully something good will happen and I can write about it later. ttyl
03/17/04 - 5:41pm
Today we had a 2 - hour - delay and I went 2 breakfast with Joey. Today was boring, but ok. Right now I'm soo bored and I still don't have TV! ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGG I like snow, but not now. Now is pisses me off. The other day the sun was out and it was nice, but now it's ice cold and the first day of Spring is Saturday. Crazy ass weather! lol I am still bored and stuff, but I guess I'll end this little "chat" now. ttyl
03/18/04 - 10:39pm
This morning sucked MEGA ass! The damn number 4 the school was busy or @ least I could not get through. So I went 2 pick up Kayla, I pulled up in front of her house and her neighbor comes out and says, "Charlie we have a 2-hour-delay". Then Kayla's mom comes out and tells me the same thing. So I went through the school parking lot 2 see if anyone else was there and I slid on the snow and slid into a parked truck. I lost my right headlight, but the guys car was fine. I went into the building found him and he said since nothing happened 2 his car he was fine and it was all good. But the fact is, if that damn number would have worked this morning I would have been home sleeping, not having a accident. DAMN SCHOOL NUMBER!!!!! The rest of the day was good, so that me feel better. That's all 4 today children, ttyl bye bye
03/19/04 - 10:56pm
Today was good. I had an ok school day and then went 2 Doug's house and hung out 4 10 minutes. Then it was off 2 dinner @ Apple grill, where the great and powerful Nick works!!! NICK RULES LIKE WHOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I just hope he gets his green card soon. Cheddar cheese on Monday in gym will be..... fun I guess. lol Joey, Doug, and I made a movie. Basically it was Joey acting high and us yelling and hitting him. lol Community chest - Just bcuz I'm a slut does not mean you have 2 call me a community chest. lol I g2g now Doug's back from the other place.... ttyl
03/21/04 - 4:37pm
As falls the dew on quenchless sands, blood only serves to wash ambition's hands.
03/22/04 - 10:19pm
School was boring as always. Nothing really big happened today, but I was in a good mood. I went 2 Joey's after I drove some ppl home and hung out there till around 8:30ish. It was fun we watched a "scary" movie called Wrong Turn. It was funny as all hell, I love 2-make fun of movies that are suppose 2 be scary but they aren't. Scary movies that aren't scary are just soo funny. It's like don't go in there, o wait go in there it'll be fun. lol How come every time scary shit happens in movies, the ppl are likes lets split up and be alone when the killers come. Fun 4 everyone right? No it's dumb and so are those ppl in the scary movies. lol O yeah I lost my cd case if ya find it wherever give it 2 me or die. I mean please, lol. ttyl bye bye
03/23/04 - 7:06am
Guess where I am right now. Don't wanna guess... I'll tell ya. Sitting @ home all dressed and ready 4 school, but I can't go cuz I can't see out of my car 2 drive it. My dad says not 2 worry about the heater and stuff like that not working. I worried and I was right, bcuz now I have 2 miss a day of school 4 something so stupid as my car not working right. AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG Now I'll sit in my house all day alone and pissed cuz my dad is in Rockland with my mom. But @ least I'm not dead.... Hold on there was a knock @ the door. O God it's the Grim Reaper!!!!! lol I'm just kidding around, no I'm not he is here in my room. No don't kill me I'm 2 young sexy and smart 2 die!!! hahahahahahahaa I'll update again if anything happens. ttyl bye bye
03/23/04 - 9:07pm
I feel soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy and I don't know why. Tomorrow is my sister - in - laws' birthday and my Aunt Tina's. Thursday is my mother's and she's the greatest. I g2g do some stuff, so I'll ttyl. bye bye and good night
03/24/04 - 7:58pm
School was ok. Today after school Justice and Kayla came over 4 a while. We dropped off Justice and on the way 2 Kayla's house she falls back in the seat and screams, "O my god" sooo loud. I almost pissed my pants. Then I decided 2 go 2 Point Peter which is right by the place we call Broken Glass, we see Jeff and someone in his car and they tell us someone is up there. So we drove up 2 see who cuz we are very noisy ppl. We got up there and Anthony was there with someone else and we saw this van with a wired lady near it. So Kayla and I left before the po po was called or the crazy evil bums that live there ate us. I never knew that other ppl from school went up there all the time. BUT LET IT BE KNOWN THAT MY GROUP AND I NAMED BROKEN GLASS!!!! lol I swear my day was soo f-ing funny. I should just go 2 sleep cuz today could not get better. lol Tomorrow is my mom's birthday and I love her. ttyl bye bye
03/29/04 - 9:52pm
Today was eventful but it all ended ok. I cleared up all the differences with Cayla and Kayla. I hope from now on everyone could just ask me if I said something or if what I said was changed in some way that I am involved. Sarah, Cayla, Kayla, and I went 4 a walk in 1 of the cemeteries and got really spooked. But it was a nice walk. I want 2 go on more walks, cuz I need 2 get outside in nature more and lose some weight. I'm tried so I'll ttyl bye bye
03/30/04 - 7:16pm
Change is never easy.
03/31/04 - 10:26am
When who and what you are is not good enough 4 someone else or a group of ppl, how should you feel? I never knew I was such a bad person, but then I talked 2 some ppl yesterday and they basically said I was. So I asked other ppl and got a very different response. Just cuz I do everything my way does not make me a bad person it makes me a bit of a control freak. I loved these ppl with all of my heart and did not wanna fight with them but I also thought they cared and loved me back just as much as I loved them. I don't wanna fight anymore but I just needed 2 say that. And I would like 2 end this entire with this = B is 4 Betrayal
03/31/04 - 11:20pm
I love my friends soo much, Lauren, Ali, Cayla, Justice, Joey, Becky, Mayde, Doug, and Jimmy. And anyone I forgot, cuz I'm tired. THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH!!!! I would also like 2 say sorry 2 Carol, I fucked up and I am truly sorry. I don't understand but I won't get mad @ Kayla, she might hate me or never wanna talk 2 me again but I love her. KAYLA I LOVE YOU!!!! If you wanna stop fighting, I'll be here ready and willing 2 end it. I already said sorry and that's all I can do. Blessed Be thank you Lauren
04/05/04 - 12:33am
This weekend was so f-ing fun I could die happy. lol Friday I hung out with Justice, Mayde, Joey, Lauren, and Doug. I think that's all of um. lol Well Mayde was "dancing" and she broke both my light bulbs. It was funny shit. Joey went insane and we could not go into the graveyard cuz of the cops. DAMN THEM!! Then on Saturday I hung out with Doug and Joey. We went 2 Wal*Mart and bought silly string and pirate swords. After that we went back 2 Doug's house and had a huge sword fight, with the silly string also. A little while later Nick came with food from Apple Grill 4 all of us. He kicks ass 4 that. lol So then we tried Banoply 2 but it didn't go so well, instead we just made other wild crazy movies about birth and stuff. The next morning Joey, Doug, Nick, and I went 4 a drive. Joey tells us he knows where a great waterfall was, so I follow his directions. Never fucking again will I let him give me directions 2 anywhere. He got us lost about 2 or 3 times. Jackass lol When we got there it looked ok, I liked it a lot. I climbed by the top of it; no one else came with me. Lazy bastards After that we went 4 a walk on a nature trail, then we went back 2 Doug's house. Soon after that Joey left and then so did I. I got home took a shower, then I went and picked up Justice so her and I could hang out. Damn the party never stops when you're me. lol I picked her up then went home and hung out. Cayla came over and we chilled 4 awhile. Justice had 2 be home 4 dinner, so we went 2 pick up clothes 4 Cayla so she could sleep over Justice's house and 4 gas. Cayla and I (mostly Cayla) silly stringed some ppl's car, but not badly so it's all good. lol I dropped them off @ Justice's house, and then I went home a finally relaxed. So this weekend was DA BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! O yeah I am having some ppl over later on today. So if ya wanna come just give me a call and we'll see how many ppl come. If it's a lot we'll make it a Spring Break Party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need some sleep so I'll ttyl good night
04/09/04 - 1:24pm
A lot has happened but I've been 2 lazy or not home 2 write about it in my Journal. Sorry Let's see the other day I hung out with Cayla and Kate. Later on I picked up Lauren and Cayla. We all went up 2 the Observatory and screamed "Your next!" @ ppl as we stood by the side of the road in black robes. It was some of the funniest shit I've ever done and or seen. Then we went 2 Dunkin Donuts and got stalked by like 4 or 6 hott (with 2 t's) guys. lol I dropped them off and went home. Yesterday I went 2 Joey's dad's house and played paintball with Doug, Ali, and Joey. That was an experience, but I only got hit 2 times. Today I get 2 clean all day; maybe I could hang out bit I don't know right now. I g2g shower, then clean...............ttyl
04/11/04 - 2:49am
Yesterday all I did was clean. My whole family caught the Spring Cleaning bug or something. I just got done cleaning around 2:00am. So all I could write about is stuff we cleaned and or found while cleaning. But I wont I'll just go 2 sleep now. Good "night" ttyl bye bye HAPPY EASTER
04/12/04 - 11:43am
Easter was nice, I got candy and money. Both are always good and if you put them together it's great. Today should be "fun"; I have 2 finish my huge English Project and start 2 read my English book. Yeah the only insane teacher that gave me homework over Spring Break was my English teacher. SO I better start them both now. School starts again tomorrow, EWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait. I love school soo much. Did ya see the sarcasm? lol I'll ttyl I'm off 2 do the English stuff. bye bye
04/13/04 - 10:44pm
Today was not as bad as I thought it would be. It was an ok day 4 the first day back from 1 of the coolest Spring Break's ever!!!! My teachers were pretty laid back and such. Then after school I drove Justice home and Lauren 2 HBE and we stayed there 4 awhile and I saw so many of my old teachers. It brought back many memories, some bad, and some good. I lost my study hall room 2 those damn kids and there stupid school falling apart. j/k Cayla told me it was the oldest school in the district, so I can see why it needs work or whatever. I need 2 do some homework and studying so I'll ttyl. bye bye
04/15/04 - 10:38pm
Today was ok. I hate my 3rd period class now, but that will stop after a few days. lol After school Cayla sat in my dog's water bowl and all up in the water. It was LMFAO funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! muuahhaahahhahahaha Lauren, Cayla, and I went 2 Texas Lunch - I love the food there. After that we went up 2 Point Peter cuz it was finally opened. I love that place, it has such a beautiful view and it is nice up there. I go up there 2 think and stuff like that. I have work this weekend, which means money 4 Charlie soon. Money = good stuff. lol I need some sleep. ttyl good night
04/19/04 - 10:54pm
Today was ok, I was home cuz I have an ear ache and I will be absent tomorrow as well. I sat @ home and watched movies and finished up my English project. Which reminds me I will be updating my poems and stuff section with a lot of new poems by yours truly. Hope ya like um. I put a lot of "me" into them and that’s why it took so long 2 finish. Well I hope you all had a good Monday, if that's possible. lol ttyl good night
04/20/04 - 11:00pm
I was absent today and Monday but I'll be in school tomorrow. I have had earaches and the such. The time off did let me get my English Chapbook (of poems) the way I wanted it. I think my poems are ok. I'm gonna put them on the site and you all tell me what ya think ok? Well I'm going 2 go 2 bed soon, so I can be ready 4 school tomorrow. bye bye and good night
06/23/04 - 4:09pm
It's been awhile! lol So I am back and a lot has happened. School has ended and I've passed all my classes and tests. My life is soo great now. My friends and I have been hanging out soo much and we've been loving it. Nothing really happened today except getting my internet back. duh lol Well I'll ttyl
06/24/04 - 6:45pm
I didn't do much today except make a profile on myspace. Here is the URL : http://profile.myspace.com/users/4771951 Go there and check me out. lol ttyl bye bye
06/26/04 - 1:37pm
Today has been boring. I got my report card and I passed everything but gym. Which bothers me cuz everyday I was in gym I changed. But whatever I will win all batles in the end. ttyl bye bye
06/27/04 - 1:26am
Yesterday kicked ass!!!!! I just got home like 10 minutes ago. I hung out Jess, Justice, and Kayla. We walked around the mall 4 a little bit. I bought Family Guy stuff from Hot Topic. Then we saw a movie, and drove around 4 a little while. Well now I need some sleep, I think I have 2 work later on today. ttyl bye bye
06/29/04 - 4:04pm
Today I signed up 4 summer school. So from July 1st till August 18th I'll be up by 6:00 or so on weekdays. I got 2 of the classes I wanted but the 3rd class was full so I'm taking gym. This year is the first year the school is having gym during the summer. Well I guess this is it. ttyl bye bye
06/30/04 - 10:28pm
Today was cool. I saw Spiderman 2 with Joey, Doug, and Nick 4 Doug's birthday which was today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DOUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tomorrow summer school starts, so I wont be home all day on my lazy ass. lol I think that's all that happened today. ttyl bye bye
07/03/04 - 10:06am
Thursday and Friday were ok. I have someone in my gym class 2 talk 2 now soo it's all good. Today I should be going 2 the gym with some ppl. I don't know if there up yet, but I'm getting ready and going soon. ttyl bye bye
07/18/04 - 8:46pm
I've not updated in a long time. Sorry about that guys my computer were silly and stupid. But now that I've updated I really have nothing 2 talk about. I'm in summer school, o yeah I did go school shopping and got some really great stuff. Well that's all now. ttyl bye bye
07/20/04 - 1:49pm
Today was an ok day. In my government class my sub. teacher Mrs. moron looked @ my Pentagram and was like the Star of David. omfg she is so stupid but it's all good. lol Now I'm sitting @ home all alone cuz everyone is busy or something. but o well I"ll watch TV and listen 2 music. Not many cds cuz my cds disappeared @ someone house. hmmmmmmmm I wonder? It is hot outside, but it is soo cold in my house. I love my AC muuuhahahahahaha!!!!!!!!! lol O yeah and today in health Jess goes Scott what's your name 4 Charlie and @ the same time some kid on the other side of the room goes "short fat kid" LMFAO It was soo funny. I think that's all that happened so far today. ttyl
07/28/04 - 10:23pm
My life has been so great lately. I've met some really really cool ppl online and I'm having a lot of fun. Summer school has been fun cuz I might be a TRIAL LAWYER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am @ a really good place in my life right now. I'm soo happy, ttyl bye bye
07/31/04 - 2:05pm
Yesterday was really cool. I went 2 a birthday party 4 oneof my friends. I want 2 hang out today. So Kayla and or Justice and whom ever else reads this : call me if ya wanna chill. I got a job @ Faerie Dust and hopefully I start soon, well I'm gonna go now. But someone dear god call me 2 hang out I'm soooooooo bored. Help me.
08/02/04 - 11:24pm
The Village f-ing ruled. I want 2 see it over and over and over again. Alos I got my hair dyed 4 my Senior pictures tomorrow. I got blonde with black tips. Now I am going 2 sleep. nighty nighty
08/03/04 - 7:26pm
Summer school was ok today. I was gonna get my pics but I was tired and sweaty from gym so I'm gonna have them done on Thrusday. Today was my 1st day as a worker @ the best store in da world - FAERIE DUST!!!!!!!! I love working there and I can't wait 4 more days and nights of work. That's my day. Now I'm just listening 2 some music and talking on AIM. ttyl bye bye
08/07/04 - 10:19pm
Yesterday and today were great. I hung out with Kayla, Justice, Lauren, and Ali. We drove around and had fun yelling @ ppl. Also we had a spinning contest @ the park @ 2:30 in the morning till the cops drove by with there big bright light and flashed it @ us. ( bastards) lol Then today started out bad I woke up with a migraine and I could barely move, it sucked. I felt a little better when I picked up Lauren @ 3:00pm and we hung out. Then we went out 2 dinner with Jeff, Heather, and Marianna. We laughed, we cried, and we fed ducks. After that Heather, Lauren, and I drove around till 10:00. And now my migraine is coming back and I have 2 work tomorrow, and not my cool job @ Faerie Dust but my other job. lol It was fun kids but I'm gonna go now. night night
08/08/04 - 6:44pm
I worked today and that's about it. I came home after work and sat in front of the TV and listened 2 music. Not the music I wanted 2 listen 2 bcuz my cd's have not yet been found!! I am starting 2 get really pissed off about my cd's cuz the last place they were seen were @ Doug's house but I guess now they just vanished. That's about $200 or more of cd's that are gone and not all of them were mine. I have been very fucking patient but now I am starting 2 get not so patient. I'm surprised I lasted this long. But soon very soon I'll be wanting them back. So Doug if you read this contact me. Cuz we need 2 talk.
08/09/04 - 4:23pm
Today was ok. After school(which went fast 4 me) I drove Lauren and Beth 2 Montague 2 get there working papers. Then Lauren dropped hers' @ Shop rite. After all of dat I drove Beth and Lauren home and Carol and I went and saw Stacey @ KMART and ate lunch. I got home around 3:00pm and now I need 2 relax. Today is Ali's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
08/10/04 - 11:15pm
Today was great. I went out 2 lunch with Joey, Lauren, and Justice after school and then 2 Faerie Dust and then back 2 Faerie dust again. lol Later on Lauren, Joey, and I went out 4 some ice cream. Lauren and I cleaned my room tonight. Then just now I wrote a new poem. Well I need some sleep so I'll ttyl nighty night Check my poems section
08/11/04 - 10:36pm
Today was great, Lauren and I finished cleaning my room. It looks really really great. On Friday I'm having a birthday party 4 Justice and it will be f-ing cool. Tomorrow is the last day of summer school and I can't wait. So now I'm gonna go 2 sleep. ttyl night night
08/16/04 - 9:18pm
Ali's party was great and I had a wonderful time. Today I watched some tv and a movie. Justice and I went out 4 some ice cream and thats about it. I might watch the whole season of Buffy cuz it's the best tv show ever and I got the dvd yesterday. well ttyl bye bye
08/18/04 - 5:07pm
Today I just chilled @ home and watched The Birdcage and Underworld. Now I'm sitting around wondering what 2 do cuz I'm soo bored. School starts back up soon and I'm excited and upset, I mean this year is my last year and I want it 2 be great but I have some really big doubts and my group of friends are starting 2 pull apart and I am feeling the pressure. Never the less I will win through bcuz I am the phoenix I will always be reborn from my ashes if I am 2 fall.
08/21/04 - 7:41pm
Today was really cool I worked @ Faerie Dust all day and I of course loved it. Tomorrow is Kayla's birthday - HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I think tonight I might hang out with some ppl but I dunno. Lately I've been thinking and wondering about "the group" and where we're all going. I feel the members of the group slipping away from each other. I can't help but feel like soon there will be a fight or a break in the friend ships. I just dunno any more.
08/22/04 - 3:56pm
Today was cool I just went out 2 some stores with my Grandma, sister, and mother. I wrote a new poem last night and then another new 1 like 10 minutes ago, both of which are on the poems page. HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I might hang out with Mayde and some other ppl later on today so that'll be really cool. ttyl bye bye
08/23/04 - 2:35am
Mayde and I cleaned house. She showed me all these little things 2 change my site and we did. I also updated almost every page, so enjoy all the newness. I also am thinking about changing the background color but I can't decide so if you've got ideas tell me. Yesterday was Kayla's birthday and her, Justice, Ali, Mayde and I hung out all night. I got into a huge fight with my family but it will all pass. We also talked about colleges and moving away and I hate it cuz almost everyone else is leaving and I just can't leave and I am so confused on why I can't and wont go. I mean it may sound childish but I like my family around me and I feel weird when there not. I wanna "grow up" and move out and live on my own but life on my own right now scares the shit outta me! Almost all I've ever known and done is here, and I don't wanna just rush out. What college would I go 2? Where would I stay? Who would I be near so that I'm not alone? How will I pay 4 things? I know everyone is like with money silly, but I don't have skills or talents so I just don't know what my life will be like after high school. But hey I guess I'll figure it out sometime. Give me a firm spot on which to stand and I shall move the earth!
08/26/04 - 6:13pm
I started my bank account today, and I also got pants and shoes 4 school. YAY!!!! 4 me. Now all I have 2 do is wash all my clothes like 6 times cuz I'm weird like that. I think I'll just chill @ home all night and stuff so I can conserve my energy. ttyl bye bye
09/06/04 - 11:02pm
I've soo much shit 2 talk about. School sucks soo much. The "guidance" office is completely fucking stupid!!! I have 3 gyms and 3 study halls and no lunch and not enough credits 2 graduate high school. So on Friday I calmly sat in the guidance office 4 half an hour and then the bitch of a secretary was like he's not gonna see you, fill out these forms. OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I was soo pissed, the school has f-uped my schedule every year. And this split session thing is ok except I don't have a actually schedule and I still park in the damn dirt not my Senior parking spot. AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGG But I'll be fine and happy if they @ least fix my schedule SOON!! O yeah and now I'm looking 4 a car cuz my station wagon is going 2 dye by me pushing it off a cliff. MUUUUUUUHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA I mean that's about it 4 now, ttyl bye bye
09/28/04 - 2:58pm
Sorry 4 the lack of updates my internet has been down. O and if you have been buried under a rock 4 the past few days, I am 1 of the 5 nominees 4 Homecoming King. And I have a really good chance of winning. I am soo happy about this I want to win soo bad and I hope I do. My schedule has been fixed and I like it, I have a lunch and early release. My life is really going great, I feel soo much better. I have nothing else 2 really talk about so ttyl. bye bye
09/29/04 - 10:28pm
Today was cool. It was pretty laid back and I didn't really do much @ all. lol Then I picked up Ali and we went 2 the Volleyball games and our girls cleaned house. The last game was so close I almost died. lol We, meaning Heather, Jessie, Jeff, and I always give the other teams nicknames. Tonight we had Wet boobs, squirtel, George, and #13 was our spy cuz she sucked so bad she messed up every time she touched the ball. lol I can't wait till Homecoming, I am gonna win (I hope) lol and even if I don't I'll just act like I did. Like Charlie nice try sorry you lost. Lost?! I didn't loss bitch ya'll bitches just be crazy! I am gonna go and try 2 study 4 my Chem. test. ttyl good night
09/30/04 7:36pm
Today was cool. Except that 2nd period my sub. teacher went ape shit and attacked some kid. But I went 2 the office and was like, hi there's a crazy man "teaching" in my study hall and he's gone crazy so could we get that looked @? But the rest of my day went great. I played well in volleyball today and I get out right after gym so all is well. I hung out with Jess, Kayla, and Mayde 4 a little while. We played Boggle and I did fairly well. lol Tomorrow we have a pep rally 4 the Bell Game and I can't wait 4 it. Usually I hate "prep" rallies but this year I have some odd school sprit, I think it's cuz I'm a senior. Then after this I have Homecoming 2 look forward 2. So when I win King and get 2 rule the school 4 the day, there will be some changes, surprise fire drills (throws lit matches towards the gas soaked floors) jk I think that's all 4 now. ttyl bye bye
10/09/04 - 12:30
I won Homecoming King 2004, I fucking rule. Thanks everybody who voted 4 me and 2 those who didn't sorry your guys lost. But Congrates 2 all the ppl in the Homecoming Court. ttyl bye bye
10/10/04 - 7:14pm
Last night was fucking awesome. I danced with a billion ppl and was touched by most if not all of them, so I feel so sluty in a good way. lol The dance was great and then I hung out with some ppl @ my house till 1:00am. I might go 2 a club tonight so maybe I'll be out and about again. lol That's it 4 now, ttyl bye bye
10/16/04 - 12:41am
The last few days have been extremely hectic and crazy. Senior quotes where due yesterday and I didn't have mine done yet, but I'm in the yearbook club so it's all good. I've got 2 work all weekend, which I don't mind and then I have a birthday party later on tonight. I'm putting up a Gift list of all the gifts I want from Faerie Dust. So if ya don't know what 2 get me 4 my birthday next month or Christmas or any other holiday involving gifts now you know. lol ttyl good night