feeling's awkward sometimes
being around you
messes up my mind
memories emerge in my brain
why wont they go away?
they wont let me forget
that i was once so upset
over you.
that i almost,
almost fell in love with you.
baby, i dont understand
what happened to me
or what happened to you
i was on the verge of
changing myself for you
but not all of me for you
you almost owned my heart
i almost gave myself to you
because i almost fell in love with you
and it had me so blue
i was obsessed over you
but not all the way because
i realized at a point
you werent made for me and i
wanted a relationship so bad
and it hurts
but ill keep going on
but when i see you im reminded
avoiding you, that's impossible so i
need to find a way quickly
to get you out of my mind
i look at you, and i stare deep in your eyes
you dont know, i used to wake up for you
i was infatuated in my crush
until i woke up, but it's a mystery because
i never thought i would get over you
sometimes i get that old feeling
but i know i'm just dreaming
i must admit, i still think of you at times
but not the way i once did
but still your in my mind
baby, i dont understand
what happened to me
or what happened to you
i was on the verge of
changing myself for you
but not all of me for you
you almost owned my heart
i almost gave myself to you
because i almost fell in love with you
and it had me so blue
i was obsessed over you
but not all the way because
i realized at a point
you werent made for me, not i
you were the one i almost fell in love with
when i was falling for you, couldn't take it
i had to catch my breath when id see your face
and the memories, still they wont erase
maybe one day we might have a chance again
maybe i didnt fall for you because i
told myself way too much
you wouldnt fall in love
maybe that's just me being negative
but i could not believe
that you would fall for me
it's like if i had been stuck on you for one more day
i wouldnt ever be the same, it wouldnt be ok
because i feel if i didnt fall out of love in time
that id fall for you completely... but then, you still wouldn't be mine........
