Suicide
I don't eat right they say
Downing aspirin by the dozen
They say I'm sick
But I keep telling everyone it's nothing
After a while it doesn't hurt
Throwing up time and time
And waking up is the real pain
When I am hoping that night
Will be the night that I die
My wrists are permanently scarred
And I'm not allowed to have knives
People bother about me too much
They should be off living their lives
Mine just wont end
The pain just won't end
Maybe if you let me go
Then maybe you'd be a real friend
But here I am today
And I still suffer
I go to sleep each night
And wake each morning to another
Another day of pain
Crying inside
A blade would be useful now
But I don't know where it hides
The aspirin's all gone now
Someone flushed them
Nothing's sharp enough
I know because I've tested them
Just let me die lord
That's all I ask
I'm sorry for what I've done
And that is all in the past
I promise to behave
If you'll just let me die
If you take away my pain
And my reason to cry
I'm sorry
I know what I tried was a sin
But after so much pain
It's hard not to give in
The easy way out
Let me take it
This awful feeling
I can't shake it
Shaking like my hands
Hurting like my head
Curled up into a ball
Wishing that I were dead
I used to cry
When I cut myself
But now I just grit my teeth
A habit I can't help
