May Fifth 2004
When everything's gone
I miss what I never had
I smile when I cry
because I know it's all I have
With reddened eyes
And bleeding sleeves
There's no hand to hold in mine
I can make it on my own
But that doesnt mean it's fine
Sometimes I don't want to be alone
Sometimes I think I won't be
but mostly I am
And I always will be
I feel it all times three
It all has come back to me
But I've been so kind
I make people smile
But my greatest return
Is the cut right down the aisle
I'm sleeping through my awakening
I'm painting over my eyes
I'm cutting out my eardrums
and making myself blind
