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For Jay
What did I do to deserve what you put me through?
I’m sorry for what I did or failed to do
I never meant to upset you
You have no clue
How afraid I am of you
I put up with it everyday
I keep hoping it will change
But it always stays the same
I wish I could just be saved
Cause all that you do to me is more than I can take
No matter where I go
I can’t hide
People wonder why I try to commit suicide
A reason to live I have yet to find
It shouldn’t be everyday that I cry
What did I do to deserve this?
What makes me different?
What do I miss?
I’m just like you…
You’re just like me…
Yet you hate me so completely,
And utterly
And hopelessly
No matter where I go
I can’t hide
People wonder why I try to commit suicide
A reason to live I have yet to find
It shouldn’t be everyday that I cry
You push me down
I still get back up
You think by now
I would have learned enough
Enough to stay down
Let you walk all over me
And wait until you’re gone
Wait until you leave
But I’m getting really sick
Of not being able to say a word
With out being criticized
If I’m even heard
No matter where I go
I can’t hide
People wonder why I try to commit suicide
A reason to live I have yet to find
It shouldn’t be everyday that I cry
