this page is specially dedicated for the special girl i love and cherish most, Chermaine

dear PLT(if u read falling leaves u would know wat it stands 4),
wat i about to tel u, its in my heart 4 already a very long time n its too long to fit in msn/ sms..n so i decided to write. sy, ur love is so contagious. made me love u so much over such a short period of time... u horny pig debator conwoman french kisser sleepy head..hehe. thanks 4 always being there 4 me.. thanks 4 loving me altho im not worth to be loved by some one lik u.. such an angel..i know u dun lik me to say SORRY to u but this is gonna b the last time okayz.. i apologize for all the times i've made u angry / disappointed lik the one i have to go for check up n missed 'shutter' and u.. have to watch alone n scared truout the whole show alone.. how teribble of me...sorry 4 not able to go out wit u often eventho v are leavin already.. sorry for being so bad.. sorry 4 treatin u so bad all these while.. plz forgive me.. all the mistakes i made intentionally or unintentionally that hurts u ..i promise u.. it will not b the same after v have completed our uni..thts if u stil love me lar.... ;P
i luv the way u look at me and i love lookin at u.. jus staring at u gives me the feeling of... its unexplainable. its so calm lik the sky is clear wit flocks of birds chirping n flying, at the same time its lik the waves crashes the shore.. u can make my heart beat slow n fast at the same time..Even in such a short period of time, our love have blossom,your presence have opened the petals of my life. I certainly do hope it'll continue til the end of time. u made my year in SAM. i really enjoyed those short period of time b4 v flew.. the time v hugged in the hotel n cinema. tht was the mos comfortable hug i ever received.. the kiss.. wahlao!! nv had those feelings b4.. its soo soo again unexplainable.. ..altho i had many kisses b4 wit my parents and YS but u know.. urs is the best..remember the 1st kiss u gave me on my lips while i was talkin to Pei Zhong..let me jus tel u how it feels afta tht. its lik jumpin on the bed while shouting "YAHOO!!!" n hit n break the ceiling of the hotel n yet dun feel anything ...therefore, i dare say YOU ARE THE ONE AND ONLY ONE!!

siew yin siew yin,
sadness is filling,
it's really depressing,
when v know tht good times are ending,
both of us are leaving,
to a different road v both walking,
everyday and nite my heart is crying,
witout you there is no point of living,
for u r such a darling,
a pacemaker that keeps my heart pounding,
a sun that lights up my life and the path im travelling,
day and nite ill be missing,
and waiting,
and counting,
the days left b4 we will b meeting,
and to hear your sweet soft cute tender voice when u r singing,
to see ur pretty cute fair face when u r smiling,
to feel your thin pinkish lips when v r kissing,
i love u more than anything,
to future im constantly pondering,
in my head i keep on questioning,
will v stil remain so loving?
i really wan to be wit such a perfect being,
for my love for you will continue growing,
for eternity im prayin,
i hope the love you have for me will forever b burning......

horny conwoman,u know, it's really impossible to capture in words, the feeling i have for u, the strongest feelings i ever had,yet.. remember everytime u asked how much i love u,I just coudnlt tel you,not tht i dont want to, just couldnt put in words and explain how much i love u, constantly i answered i love u alot or i love soooooo much.. ,the depth of my feelings, the words... do not even begin to touch...u jus wont understand. mayb the word "love" is created intented to explain the deep and all-encompaasing feelings i have for u.. but somehow.. i felt its not strong enuf.. but since thts the bestEST word tht there is..... let me tel u a zillion times... i love u more than... LOVE......

remember dear, ill b lik the star,.. altho v will be sooooo far apart, and especially when ur day is dark, u know... ill always b there for u,in the best of times and the worst of times and all the times in between. to shine ur long n winding path,to bring the smile back into ur face, to keep u on ur feet. no matter wat no matter when. ill keep on supporting you.. i lurve you.. forever and ever i will.... muaXXxxXxxxX take cares..

u take care when u r in nsw k.. if there's any thing / prob u feel lik talkin to me jus ring me k.. no matter when n wat im doin. even during wee hours k.. i cant fly to syd straight away but will b a good listener k.ill care 4 u k... study hard when u r there n dun cry so much ler k.... muaxXXxXXxxXXx ill giv u my add, no, everything ASAP when i settle down k..plz at least sen me a msg when u reach there.. u take care when u r there k. u r on urself already.. ask 4 help if there's anything k.. n ull be living long term wit them so if realyl not ngam u beta tel them k.. tel them to b honest too.. remember to bring along ur passport, n important documetns lik your offer letter ya....i think i beta stop here. this is perhaps the longest mail i EVER write.. i can continue writing but i think u already get wat im trying convey.im missing u already!!!! luv ya loads!!!!!

..A..........AAAAAA...........AAAAAA..........AA...................AA..
..A........A.............A......A..............A.......AA...................AA..
..A.......A...............A....A................A......AA...................AA..
..A......A.................A..A..................A.....AA...................AA..
..A.....A...................AA....................A....AA...................AA..
..A.....A...........................................A....AA...................AA..
..A......A.......Pei.fei.........................A.....AA...................AA..
..A........A.....................................A.......AA...................AA..
..A..........A...........drew................A........AA...................AA..
..A............A............this.............A..........AA..................AA..
..A...............A........................A............AA...................AA..
..A.................A...................A...............AA...................AA..
..A...................A...............A.................AA...................AA..
..A.....................A...........A..................AA....................AA..
..A........................A.....A.........................AAAAAAAAA.....
..A............................A..............................AAAAAAA.......