Raped and Raw
I suffer endlessly, I hover frightfully
inside of you
I realize suddenly, oh what you've done to me
come crahing down
I pray for apathy, I need it terribly
oh please don't stop
I feel so raped so raw
I need time to recover
let me defrost and thaw
I fall so gracefully, I fell so painfully
spin outta control
I fight so recklessly, I lose too easily
I'm too weak to win
I shake unncontrollably, I stutter helplessly
oh please take me home
I fell so raped so raw
I'll need fucking therapy
I need to defrost and fix my flaws
NOT YOU
you're so beautiful
you're just perfect
so popular, so cool
you're a fucking abercromibe merchant
you're so adorable
you're just so cute
so wonderful, so loveable
you're someone I want to fucking shoot
you're so funny
you're just hilarious
so cheerful, so sunny
you're life's so fucking glamorus
you're beautiful and I'm not
you're so popular and I'm not
you're so perfect and I'm not
you're you and I'm not
DEATH
intestines burn
flesh rots
heart stops
soul escapes
mind dies
eyes lie
bones crumble
blood drains
pity rains
death comes
full of fear
hell's near
the end is here
Jan.25.8:37.tara.