An Unlikely Dance.
By Arian
Author's note: This fic is the result of a completely random line of
thought at 12:30am. Yeah. That's it. That's my defence. I think I might
just dedicate this fic to Lady Gizmo who is unquestionably the most
Seifer-obsessed person I've ever met and has been really nice to me and
put my fics on her page, etc. By the way, this fic is set right after
the camcorder style bit at the end of FF8.
Quistis Trepe sat alone at a small table in the corner of the
ballroom. She watched as Squall and Rinoa walked back in from the
balcony, hand in hand, smiling.
The small orchestra struck up another waltz and Quistis watched as
they started to dance. Not a tremor showed on her face. Not a hint of
what she was feeling. As always, she sat unmoving and regal, an icy
silence around her that not even Cid and Edea would venture to intrude
upon.
From this short distance away, she could still see the smile on
Squall's face as he leaned over to whisper something to the dark-haired
girl he danced with.
/I have never seen him smile before. Never. Why couldn't I be the one
to do that? Why couldn't he have smiled for me?/ Her face remained
completely expressionless, her thoughts not bitter, just regretful. /Did
you know I've loved you for as long as I can remember? Oh, /why/ can't
that be me? I want to be there, dancing with you like that./
She allowed a wistful sigh to escape her lips, her eyes still fixed on
Squall and her fingers almost twitching to brush his hair out of his
eyes.
/You need someone happy, Squall. Someone who can keep you laughing.
You need her wit and her bubbly attitude to life, not my dark thoughts.
You were meant for each other./
/Perhaps if I'd said something or done things differently then it
would have been me dancing up there, your eyes on me, only me. No. I
don't think so. Something stronger than mere chance pushed you and her
together. Fate had a hand in this./
Motionless as a statue, no one would have disturbed the tall, blonde
woman in her solitude. No one would have dared... except him. The brash
one. The loud, outspoken and above all arrogant Seifer Almasy. He had
been readmitted to Garden that very evening and many people were still
wary of the ex-Sorceress' Knight, but not Quistis and the rest of the
group that had travelled with Squall. They knew for certain that he was
no longer a threat.
Now the tall figure sauntered over to her table and carelessly threw
himself into a chair, pulling another seat out so he could put his feet
up.
Quistis glared at him for the intrusion but he seemed oblivious.
"Well now, if it isn't Instructor Trepe." he said casually.
"I'm no longer an instructor." She answered curtly, trying to ignore
Seifer, her eyes seeking Squall.
Seifer frowned slightly at that, then followed her gaze. "Ah, my
rival." He commented, with a profound respect in his voice. The
antagonism between himself and Squall had always gone far beyond hatred.
He had seen the talent Squall possessed and deemed him the only one
worth fighting.
"Not anymore." Quistis looked up sharply. "You don't need to fight him
anymore."
"No." Seifer swung his legs down off the chair and sat forwards. "We
don't need to fight anymore." He said slowly, thoughtfully. "I think...
he may be better than me. A better warrior, a better knight." The
concept of defeat was still new to him and it took some getting used to.
It was not something that had ever concerned him before.
Seifer watched, slightly amused, as Quistis' gaze was drawn back to
Squall. "You can't spend your whole life watching Squall, to catch him
in case he trips up." He smirked knowingly at her as she sat fuming at
him, then he threw his head back and laughed loudly, drawing stares.
"Oh life is going to be /so/ dull without being able to fight with
Squall. Still, there's always chicken-wuss, even if it is a one-sided
fight." His blue eyes sparkled with mischief. "I'm sure I can find
/something/ to do that'll amuse me."
"Did you come over here for a reason, Seifer, or was it simply to
annoy me?" Quistis asked pointedly, hoping that he would take the hint.
At that, he appeared to sober up and leaned across the table. "I'm
sorry that you're not an instructor anymore. You /were/ good. You taught
/me/, didn't you?" He said earnestly.
Quistis stared silently at him for a time, surprised. "Thank you." She
answered eventually, grateful for the unlikely compliment.
Seifer pushed himself up quite suddenly and looked around. "I think
I'd like to dance." He announced, then chuckled a little to himself at
the thought.
"I didn't think dancing was your scene, Seifer." Quistis raised an
eyebrow. "But I'm sure one of your posse will oblige."
"You should try everything once." He told her seriously. "And as for
my posse, Fujin isn't dressed for the occasion and Raijin..." He laughed
again, just thinking about that, then his face grew serious and he
looked appraisingly at Quistis for a moment.
Leaning down low, he extended one hand, palm up, towards her.
"Miss Trepe, would you like to dance?"
Quistis stared at him in amazement. "I... can't dance." She confessed.
"Neither can I." He grinned, eyes twinkling.
Her hand hovered above his for just a moment, her eyes flickering back
to Squall. /Let go, Quistis. He has Rinoa now./ "Yes." She said firmly,
surprising herself. "I would like that very much."
She let Seifer lead her onto the dance floor, to the centre of things,
where she had never been.
"How does this dance go, do you think?" He asked thoughtfully.
"I really have no idea!" She laughed out loud until tears fell down
her cheeks and they spun around the room, managing to tread not only on
each other's feet, but on everybody else's as well. Quistis smiled,
relaxing for the first time in years, able to stop worrying about Squall
for the first time in a long time. Finally able to let him go and live
for herself again.
Squall turned from Rinoa for a moment and watched as the woman who had
been his instructor and the man who had only recently stopped being his
arch-rival stumbled past, crashing into almost every couple on the dance
floor. They were both laughing hysterically, as if drunk, and appeared
to be having a wonderful time wrecking everybody else's dance.
"What's that about?" he frowned a little, amazed at Quistis'
behaviour.
Rinoa watched for a long while, smiling, before answering. "It's a
start."
Sorry, I just have this thing about pairing people up. It seemed like
quite a good idea. Not sure if either of them are very in character, but
it's kinda fun this way. Seifer's caring side? Hmmm. Anyhow, hoped you
liked it, e-mail me!
Part of "Little Gidding" by T. S. Eliot
What we call the beginning is often the end
And to make an end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from.