NOT IN MY BACK YARD





OMFG.

do i reallyhav to figure out how to do html again? do I really??

yes, I'm making you.

dammit.

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Okay. So.....Why this? Why now? Because I can build websites with it from work. Why would I want to do that? Because it must be done. The old days are long dead. The image of me above was taken long ago, around the time this website was first built.... Which was seven years ago now. Several evolutions have come and gone since then... The picture below would have been taken about three or four years after the one above this particular text.

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So you can see some changes had happened. A bit heavier... Blonde. I was blonde for a while, yes. Then....

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The next logical step was of course...making myself look like Aleister Crowley. In any event, the evolutions came and the revolutions continue to turn... So many things have happened since this site was first built that it would be hard to catalogue it all in the small amount of space that I have access to right now. But the cataloging will continue... It must be done. I stand at a brink... At a breaking point. Where before, this site was used as a sort of placeholder for a dream, it will now stand as a testament to the Wreckage that came after all the dreams began to change.

a few days later

09-11-2009

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my brain is on fire. yet again. i'm on the verge of quitting my job... just as soon as I find other work, i'm out the door. i was in this situation before... i swore to never let it happen again, but desperation pushes us to do odd things.

i'm shooting for something completely different. midco would be fine, i could do midco....but you know what? i don't even want to talk about this right now.

the geometry... it's been helping. i require it. the lines and the order. the calming collective energy...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AoVun9pz4Ik https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nzji7ssjhWk&feature=related

i require more.