Part Thirteen

Buffy had just came from patrol with Giles. He asked if Willow was staying with her tonight at her house but she said she wasn't. Since Buffy was keeping her promise and following the rules, they had begun to trust her a little. Besides they knew Angelus couldn't possibly enter her house. So this was the first time she was left alone in her house. She said goodbye to him after he had dropped her off at her house and told her to call him if something happened. So she was all alone as her mom was out of town again. Buffy entered her house and went to upstairs to get ready for bed. She entered her room and started unpacking her things when she heard her bedroom door close behind her. She looked at what it was and gasped as she came face to face with Angelus . . .

"Hello lover, miss me?" he asked her in a dangerous tone.

Buffy was still in shock. It was impossible. How could he have entered her house? The spell.

"Angel! How did you . . . I mean you can't. It's not possible. I..." She couldn't finish her sentence.

"Let's just say Buff, your friends aren't the only one who knows spells and magic," he answered.

"Please Angel, leave me alone. You can't be here." She said panicking. Oh god, she wanted to fling herself into his arms and feel his touch. She had missed him so much and here he was in her bedroom, only inches from her. But he couldn't be here. She couldn't be involved with him again. She couldn't betray her friends again, not when she was finally regaining their trust.

"Tell me Buff, did you honestly think for a moment that I was just going to let you walk away from me? Did you think that I would ever let you go willingly? If you did then you are so wrong lover. You are mine only. You belong to me Buffy," He said angrily.

"Please Angel, don't do this to me. I can't be with you. It was wrong, so wrong. If you don't leave soon then I would have to fight you," she said while holding a stake in her hands.

"Do you think that you'll be able to use that on me Buff? Besides you don't want me to go," he said to her while moving closer to her.

"No, I promised them that I would stay away from you," she said while backing away slowly but not from the fear. She wasn't afraid that he would hurt her. She was afraid that if he had touched her she would be lost. If he touched her then she wouldn't be able to stop herself from responding to his touch.

"No, you have to stay away from me Angel. You can't touch me," she cried.

"Why? Because then you would realize how much you need me Buff? How much you are aching for me right now? Maybe then you would realize it doesn't matter what is right or wrong, your body wants me to touch you, is that it Buff?"

"Is that why you don't want me to touch you?" he asked with a rising voice.

"It doesn't matter what I want. Please you have to leave. I can't let you touch me," she said while she had the strength to fight him even though her body was betraying her right at this moment.

"Don't fight this my precious one. They don't care about you. You don't have to do what they are asking you to do, love. Just come to me and we'll forget this ever happened. Let me sooth your pain my darling, we both know you want this, I can smell your arousal," he whispered the seductive words to her.

"No, please." she continued to deny him.

"Do you have any idea what you are doing to me Buffy? Ever since you walked away from me, I can't sleep anymore or eat. All I do is dream about you. You haunt my every second. I started killing people hoping it would make me feel good, but it didn't. I want you so badly," he said with hunger. Buffy moaned at his words. Oh, she missed him too. She was aching.

"But I can't. ," she argued as more of her juices started to seep out of her, making her underwear damp and start to run down her thigh. He stepped closer until her back was against the wall and stood inches from her.

"I know you want the same thing, despite what you say. All I want to do at this moment is to tear your clothes and bury myself into your wetness. You smell so good, so delicious. Let me taste you, Buff," he whispered seductively against her ear.

"I can't betray their trust again. I have to call them," she said as she pushed him away and reached for the phone. "I have to tell them that you are here," she added and started dialing the number but was cut off as his hands snatched the phone from her and wrapped his arms around her tiny waist and pulled her against his hard chest.

"No, please Angel," she begged.

"Oh, yes lover. You forgot who you belong to and I think it's about time I reminded you. From this moment on you will never ever walk away from me do you hear? Do you? Say something damn it," he said it with anger.

"I love you," Buffy said with a moan, finally giving up. She couldn't do it anymore.

Angelus snarled and brought his lips down to hers forcefully and kissed her hungrily. She didn't protest and returned his kiss. Soon they both were kissing, their tongues dancing together. They missed each other so much over the week and it was about time they make up for the lost time. He gently lowered her to the ground, not bothering to put her on the bed. He didn't think he had time for it. He wanted her so badly that his mind was blocked to everything but her. He tore her nightgown and his own clothes.

"Oh, Buffy, I missed you so much. I want you damn so much," he growled as he licked and kissed her body. Then he couldn't stand it anymore. He loomed over body and thrust into her.

Buffy cried out with pleasure. She never thought she would feel him again.

He took her hard and fast. He couldn't go slowly. He needed to lose himself in her heat. Their bodies moved faster and faster and they cried out each other's name when they reached their climax. He lay motionless over her then moved away from her. Buffy moaned in protest. He smiled at her and picked her up in his arms, "Don't worry love, I am not going anywhere" and carried her to the bed.

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