Why Blog?
Mood:  bright
Now Playing: Goals for my Blog
Topic: Emotions & Healing
Eventually someone besides me will read some of these blogs. I've entitled the main blog "Living Well", maybe I feel I have something to say on the topic. I could write about a hundred topics, most of which I have little real knowledge about, but maybe a strong feeling. So why Blog at all, maybe because I can. Some thoughts: My career as a graphics guy has not built much that is permanent, in the world or in my life. The results I thought I could achieve are not what I had hoped, but as with most things it is a matter of energy, time, and desire. I've been able to live well by my definition, and that is all the definition I need. Do I have regrets, yes, and I can't even imagine not having some, mine have to do with the feelings of not having accomplished more, that I feel really expresses who I am. More money would be nice, I can imagine, but I try to live my whole life, and not leave anything out, I've always believed balance is a high, and reasonable ideal. My life choices have led me here, and guidance from the universe (God to those who don't know me, I use the two synonymously). And, my wife LaShawn, whos own path alongside me has been especially rough for many years now. This last statement is not about the quality of the marriage, but speaks to two souls each finding their way, mostly in synchony with the other, good and bad. The path to being a psychologist for Shawn has been a long one, and blood sweat and many tears have been put into it, the sacrifices will be worth it, there has been tremendous growth along with it for both of us. I am very proud of her. We ares still learning what is best Not to do with ourselves as we relate to the world, how to handle stress, how to communicate our needs to one another, and how to compromise for the good of staying a team. Little Tony is the product of our continuing to do this, we love him and each other tremendously. Having him as my son has made life harder to do, but easier to take. I hope that makes sense to someone besides just me. I think the rest of this blog will have a soft focus on healing, and personal energies and ideas as I see them in my life.