Sweet Nothings

Darkness hangs over my head,

Or is it light?

Something's there I know.

And it's about to crash.

Can you feel it?

The air speaks of sweet nothings

Is it love;

That will bring me down?

The thin line I walk upon

Is starting to tremble.

And I find myself

Far away from the ground.

The shock of that, will burst around me.

Like a flower in bloom.

I don't think I want it.

It has the smell of doom.

I'll retrieve to my hidden cave,

Make sure I don't cry no more.

If it falls, the promises brought

Will not affect me, good or bad.

I'm hoping it'll be good.

But luck for me is a secret

In a closet I can't open,

I never found the key.

I'll stay here waiting,

Hang on tight.

Since life for me has always been the same

I'll just expect the worse once again.