Day 1
Well, today was day one of lacrosse at wonderful Watchung Hills. It was well, a mix of bad and good. Bad being that im fat as f-ck and out of shape, and now Im kicking myself in the ass for stoping conditioning. As Apel said its too f-cking late to do anything about it now, so I'll just have to push harder and hopefully I'll make it through the cuts. Yeah, cuts... 3 days.. I guess I'll know by Monday at the latest. I walked home tonight through the fog to my house. It was quite surreal. Its amazing what we miss in life, I never knew powerlines made noise. Kinda scary, its all crackly and you can almost feel the power in them. Walkin through the woods with all the fog and stuff, little light reminded me of a cheap horror movie so needless to say I got out of the woods fast. Its so weird, its like... actually, really silent in the woods, again some small detail I missed out on. So yeah, the reason I walked (not that anyone gives a f-ck) was to think about the season... I did think, and now I'm scared about being cut. I really enjoy playing but its my own f-cking fault I'm not ready. Tommorw's another day though, so hopefully it wont suck as much. As a mater of fact, it won't, Stef's commin over . Unless some mega-exciting thing happens, this is all for today... till tomorrow Day Two O_O