Site hosted by Angelfire.com: Build your free website today!

Pics and Designs

Pics and designs....

Thank you for viewing my page this is it for now Warning the pics are big and might take a while to load the designs are much smaller :)

Before i forget.. read my story at the bottom of the page........... its important
View My Guestbook
Sign My Guestbook

get this gear!

The Last Note and thought.....

I do not know what time it is, what day it is, where i am, when this is. Nor do i care. All i know is its time. Time for what you may ask. it is time for me to set myself free. Life is a heaven and a earth it all depends on how you live it. Mine is a hell. Thus it must be ended. Physcology pshh pushover. Nothing can really help. When your mind is set the way mine is, it is all you think of. When you fall asleep your dreams are of you and death. I have had them since i was 13. Almost 5 years of it. I do not know what love is, and i guess i will never find out. all i know is, some friends change others become monsters. Ones that are suppose to be your best friends, are your enemies the next day. People talk shit never back it up. Its like im living in a game. Nothing is real anymore to me. Drugs do not play a role in this. Marijuana shouldn't even be called a drug and be illegal it should be legal. Hell i already got a few people that i wouldn't mind smacking the shit of, but then again the way my minds going i'd probaly kill them...If you are a true friend of mine and you are reading this. Don't forget me. Don't tell everyone about the stupid things i did. Tell them for who i really am. Let me live in the life of the party. If you hit the joint, bong, bowl, pipe, blunt, or drink, take time out for a fallen soldier. Thats where i will always be. In the memories, all of the good ones. Tell em, of how i wanted to be a cook, how nice i was, how generous i was, how old and young i was, all the good times we had....

I just want to let it out make it go away the pain i feel is unbelieveable.

I just want to fly .. in the sky up so high.. i believe i can fly i think about it every night and day light my joint and fly away i believe i can soar see me tripping through that open door.. i believe i am high like lucy in the sky.. now hit me up... here we go.. all i know is fuck this shit all i wanna give it for the world on fire .. say fuck the world fuck the world.. fuck him fuck me fuck you fuck gus fuck cridicts fuck there review even if you like me fuck you fuck your mom ur moms momma fuck the beastie boys and the dalia lama fuck everybody else eat shit and die or fuck off atleast ... my minds a game and hell there is no frame my lifes like a fucking twister you never know when your gonna die all you know is its going to happen so fuck the world and fuck everyone fucking get high hit the bong drink the beer or vodka have fun let your mind free and fly up in the sky ........ i'll be waiting there for all of you...thats if i make it past the zoo... you know satans gonna fuck with your mind atleast... but hell you get past it and conqueror the beast..

Aint like no ones going to read this, no one cares no one gives a fuck, if i die it'd only be a day of silence the next day know one would remember me.. but fuck it fuck you all.. i dont care hope life dont wear you down like its doing to me......

SEE YOU ALL IN THE FUTURE WHEN WE ARE REBORN.... :-(