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 02/25/01
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Your thoughts impregnate me
and You leve me in a delicate
condition, gasping slow
shallow breaths.
I wait for You to breathe life
into me.
I am an obsession You have
created.
All time stops with the exception
of my mind.
03/05/01
Sweet Release
What I mean I can not say.
True to me is a Master who
listens and hears what I say and
understands what my words can't explain,
for I am beyond the existance
of words,
indescribable is my soul.
Hear my tears for they are strong.
Let me release before this ache consumes me.
03/11/01
Trust
Glistening tears rolling down my cheeks.
Bless every one that falls,
they prove how much I care for you.
Desperate pleas, rigid and frail,
while sealed in a shell of vulnerability
I trust You.
03/21/01
Dreams of Candles
Dark candles dance, she smiles rare,
she feels dark midnight stroke her hair.
Mesmerized, his gaze unbroken,
hypnotized, her wish unspoken.
Wrapped in want so warmly woken,
desire's dancing, unaware.
Dark candles flutter, soft-lit glare,
The angels shriek to find her there.
He touches once, she softly quivers.
Midnight moans as moonlight shivers,
with every kiss that he delivers,
desire flutters, first aware.
Dark candles burn, warm flesh lays bare.
When midnight beckons, demons dare.
He pulls her near, she softly moans,
shudder-skin He drapes liquid on.
Whimpering now, hot whispered groans,
desire's burning, full aware.
Dark candle fire, flame and flare,
their shadows writhe while angels stare.
He casts aside her bits of lace,
invading deep her hollow space.
She screams into her pillow case,
desire's flaming, hot, aware.
Dark candles drip their wax with care
as demon angels hold them there.
He pulls her close, she arches high.
While angels scream and demons sigh,
she joins them with a piercing cry,
desire's dripping, soft, aware.
Dark candles slumber, barely there,
as dawning sun streaks her red hair.
His arms around her, thru the night,
tighten in the morning bright.
Beneath this rising early light,
desire re-awakes aware.
 04/04/01
Master why does my heart pound so?
Because my lovely, you are real.
Master why am I weak?
Because precious, you have given Me your strength.
Master why do I tremble?
Because when you tremble you show me your soul.
Master why do I lie here unable to move?
Because love, you have given your body to me.
Master why are you crying?
Because I love you.
05/23/01
Drown Myself Within Your Eyes
The mystery in Your eyes,
only still elusive
because I dare not gaze there too long
lest I should drown
The confusion in the tone of Your voice
that I am still unable to discern.
and that I am still letting fill
each hollow of myself
The gentleness in Your smile
still swaddled in cold; wandering
through icy thoughts and questions
yet still saftey and warmth from within
The look on Your face that glues me
to my place and forces sweet thoughts
to my lips, and worships you gladley
and I become merely your...
The air between You and I filled with
a sense of excitement and if i spillt myself
beyond these boundries my soft smile
would melt into the mystery in your eyes.
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