Well, That's nice
Getting up was horrible today. I went to work, which only lasted a few hours. Then i went and bought the new care bears movie.."journey to Joke-Alot", for my nephew, connor. I went home and watched it with him. It was pretty good. As i write this i'm still waiting to find out where things ended yesterday. Thoughts have been in my head all day. I wonder what he's thinking.
[later on]
I'm angered by the way you choose to handle yourself and the situations you put yourself in. Im not the one who brought all this up. I was happy.
*no song for today*...
After work i went shopping and saw this boy i used to know. Come to think of it, he's an idiot. But whatever. I didn't post anything from yesterday cos my nephew was on my computer all day, playing learning games. I figured it was better for him to be learning than me to be venting on how horrible my life is.
*no song for today*...
The Giggles
After days of your abstince. It's time to see you again. Unsure of how this meeting will go. You seem to be in love. Telling me sweet things. Hopeful for the future. I guess will just wait and see.
[later that night]
I bought Roswell season 2, which i have been waiting for it to come out for months now. I can't wait to watch it
[another topic]We are in love. I do know that. The night was great. Feeling like i am your girl. Being overwhelmed by a sudden case of the giggles. Not sure why. but when i thought it was all back in place. It hits me. You aren't what you seem. Your life forces me back to reality. You don't have to tell me about your life, but then neither do i. Leaving things uncertain yet again.
*A Perfect Circle_3 Libras*...
but i don't want to
After work i went to feed some ducks with my sister and my nephew. which was fun. Now just on line chatting with a few friends and trying to catch up on my journals. Today was a wasted day.
*No song today*...
So Unsure
I had the day off today, which means that i had to watch my nephew, connor. So we went to my moms cos we never see her anymore. We went grocery shopping, So now i'm completly broke. The only thing i've really been doing is watching the roswell season 2 dvds. cos i love that show. As far as the rest of my life goes It's really confusing. I'm trying not to put much faith in anyone or anything. Things are always so up in the air. Finding out things alittle to late. I need to take some time out just for myself. I haven't changed my mind about anything. I'm just confused as to what it is that i'm doing. Feeling like the last 3 months are catching up to me.
*New nonpoint cd_?*...
Catching up
Yesterday was great. I hung out with my boyfriend and had a great time, as usual. Still figuring things out in my head. I feel as if i don't have my space. Like my time is being sucked out of my life. It's wierd. but moving on to today. I started a forum, which should be cool. if people actually write on it. Other than that. I haven't done like anything today. I don't feel like being involved. I'm not that social in general. but i'm really feeling like i wan't to be alone now. I watched my all-time favorite guilty pleasure, Which is to embarrassing to even name. But it was good.