Jealousy stirred in me awhile later as we were walking between the worlds. Quite the place, I must admit. I looked toward the world I loathed, the Shadow World, and wished I could be human.
Bonnie would never love me as I loved her. I couldn't even be with her like I wanted. As I neared the Shadow World, my powers rejuvenated themselves, I could feel it in the tingling sensation that whispered across my skin. Bonnie would never be able to live in this dark, desolute place. It would kill her. And I would never be abke to live in her world.
My jealousy latched itself on one being: Damon. While also not human, he could be with her as he wished, never once thinking that he would have to go back to another world soon. There was no other world for him.
Once again though, my worry turned to Bonnie. As we got closer, I could faintly feel her unmistakable presence, and it scared me. Pain was the number one emotion she was throwing out. Such fears assailed me to a near numbness. I could not lose her.
"You can feel her, can't you?" Damon interrupted me thoughts with a strange look in his eye.
"Of course. She is impossible to miss."
"Not to everyone." Damon raised an eyebrow at me and I frowned wondering what his cryptic words meant. He seemed to do that a lot. Once again I was detained from wondering overtly about it.
Stasy interrupted this time though. He suddenly gasped and shit his eyes while jamming his fingertips into his temples. I felt it then. Someone had just shot enough power at him to kill him. He was suprisingly able to shield himself in time to prevent it. I wondered once more at his extraordinary power as he ground out "Kalliope."
Change to Bonnie's POV
The first thing I heard as I came to was Kalliope's mad laughter and then an unmistakable male voice. Julian. I sighed and closed my eyes once more against the unbearable pain that sat in every crevice of my body.
There was a wonderful numbness starting to enclose me, but still I frowned as shouts and bursts of power exploded every moment. Julian's cool blue shield surrounded me though as blankness took over once more. No more pain....
I was floating suddenly, looking down at three men and a woman. Concentrating, I realized one was... I wasn't sure, but I knew he was somehow special to me. I knew those impossibly blue eyes, how soft that white hair was... The smile, the lips... All familiar to me. The deadly look on his face though, was something I had never seen before marring his beauty... Frightened, I drew away and looked into another room to find something else that was calling to me.
A girl lay there. At first glance, she looked dead, but as recognition started to dawn on me, I realized she was breathing very faintly. A few of her ribs looked broken, as did her arm. Bruises darkened her fair skin with blood spilling from various cuts. One gash in particular caught my attention. The side of her neck had a large cut from which blood flowed at an alarming rate. My eyes finally reached the girl's face with some reluctance and I cried out with the shock of realizing something I had already known.
I fell back into myself and then there was nothing but the soothing darkness. No more pain.
