NyghtDemon's Poetic Nightmare.....
(^~^Updated as of 07/12/99^~^)
There's a pretty girl on the cover of a magazine, and all I see are my dirty hands turning the page.
~Jewel~
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Angels & Corpses
Sometimes I want to tear down
the sky, the clouds, the stars
Bring down all Heaven's angels
Crashing to reality
into the fiery pits
of my nightmare
I'd let them reign
under my power
I'd desecrate them
rape them to the bone
and let them die
in their own stupidity
I wouldn't care.
I have dreams of poisonous corpses
trying to steal you away.
My faint happiness
and humanity which you
posseively hold
a weakness by which my death
would be vacant
without you.
The Victim
I feel as if
I have no connection
to humanity,
for nothing mortal lies in me.
No compassion
no love.
Just vast emptiness.
I dont comprehend
My useless space,
or state of mind.
Or why they over-rule me?!
I dont believe in them.
In their constant fetish
for control.
I dont understand
their never-ending conquest
for love or peace.
All I see is darkness
I taste their bloodshed
and merciful hate
and I see their contorted
battlefields, to which they
cry tears of victory
over me...
The Victim.
To my hatred
you play suicide games
with all I know
to belong.
you fuck with all
so big, bad
& hardcore
I see your sacrifice
tonight.
Build yourself up
so I can tear you
down.
to the shit which
you were born from
I want you to die
slowly, painfully
with loud echoing
screams of mercy
I want to take steel
mallets to your
fingers and toes
to wrap you in barbedwire
to claw out your eyes
with rusted forks
and burn you upon the holy cross
desecrate you like Christ
and humiliate you just the same.
You fuck with all
so big, bad
& hardcore
become my sacrifice tonight.
Society's Doll
such a dirty rockstar
coma-white &
forever falling
prosecuted & raped
by upper class government fiends
You asked for it
you wanted all they had.
sick & twisted
jagged hearts gone bad
you cry insanity
to empty headed juries
the ones you fucked
and left for personal gain.
I'll lift you up
but you'll be torn down
like the dirty whore white trash angel
you are..
such a vile being
caked up in make-up
an ego to big
when will you realize
they've destroyed you?
Death Within Dreams
I faced him. The dark malicious creature whom from the cliff at the edge of my bed does come. Each night, in the garden of my dreams he would lurk in the shadows of the ruins. He would linger in my thoughts throughout the dismall days, and his sweet demonic voice would call. He would pull me into silent dazes in which I would stand deathly still, as if all blood ceased to flow beneath this painted on mortal skin. My eyes will grow heavy at the midnight hour and into darkness I will fall. Beyond the delicate crimson roses and eternally running streams I pass. He awaits lurking in the shadows for my presence, for it is me, and only me he awaits. He will always remain just the same; so evil yet beautiful. My dark creature who calls me his Belle. He takes me away from this mortal world past realms of Lords and Ladies, down to the epitamy of it all. It is here he seduces me and strengthens me. His blood which runs thicker than all, so sweet despite his rage that surges through his immortal being. The lingering guilt of having to return here, to the daylight, this hell I call home. For death must await my demonic beauty one more day.
Ugly
I saw her reflection behind my own,
crystal blue eyes, full of life
raven black hair, soft like silk
When she left all that remained
was my reflection,
dirty, and full of shit.
Love
How about for once
I talk down to you?
Why dont you pick up
MY SHIT FOR ONCE!
You walk around
as if you own the world,
and me.
WELL, YOU DONT!
You kick
and spit on me
when all I can do
is cry silently
to myself, simple little fuck that I am.
You can love me
and hate me as you wish.
Yet I can do neither
all I do is obey
for if I dont you'll beat me.
And you say you love me,
when I go to bed.
Sign In Blood
Read The Confessions
Other corners of My NightMare to visit....
The Illusions of NyghtDemon^
When I was Sane. (A Short Story).
Satanism, Read Before you Judge.
A Little Bio On Me....
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