7/7/00
First verse describes dancing the choreographed routine of society. He just wants people to see that he's there and participating and to leave him alone. But he stays. He fears being alone, so he risk getting busted.
Second, he feels that he uses and abuses people for his own advantage. He views himself as such a mess, needing so much grace.
Chorus, he only want love if it's serious and won't toy with him. And who he becomes is not who he really is; society changed that.
Four, the world's falling apart as he and his inner circle just watch it. And there's still several people partying in their dumb choreographed ballrooms.
Bridge is very direct, toward his love.
8/6/00
It's like someone found a loose string hanging from a seam. Hanging. They pulled slowly at first, but then just tugged. And it all fell apart.
Don't feel like being social today...
Yesterday, we got tickets to the MB20 concert in Greensboro, NC on September 20th. Can't believe we got the tickets we got! Right in front of the stage!
Oddly enough though, I felt yucky most of yesterday.
What goes up must come down. Come crashing down. On me.
