LOST AND FOUND 2 By Sharron & Clare Rating NC-17 (without a doubt), Scullyslash, F/F Sex and plenty of it. Scully Angst too! Disclaimer: Dana Scully & Fox Mulder belong to Chris Carter, 1013 Productions and the Fox Network and not us. We are just borrowing them for a short time, I hope this is alright. Natalie Driver however, does belong to us. Summary: After quitting the FBI, Scully has gone to England with her lover, Natalie Driver, who has been assigned to work at New Scotland Yard for one year. Please read the first part of Lost and Found to get a better understanding of what has happened to the characters and how they ended up in England. Please e-mail us with any feedback at: sharron@jrushe.globalnet.co.uk or clare.hitchcox@virgin.net Enjoy! LOST AND FOUND - THE SEQUEL Natalie looked down at the redhead leaning against her shoulder and smiled to herself. She still couldn't believe her luck that Dana had wanted to go with her - she had thought they were going to have to survive a long distance relationship. Dana's face was pale and drawn and she realised that these past few weeks hadn't been easy for her. It had been especially hard for her to say goodbye to Mulder - she had cried for what seemed like hours. Mulder hadn't wanted to let her go though he knew it was something she had to do. he had promised to look after her mom's and Melissa's graves for her till she was able to come back and visit. They had both promised faithfully to keep in touch as best they could and Natalie had no doubt that they would. Since she had met Dana she had come to see just how much this man meant to her and how much she meant to him from what they had been through together. Dana stirred but didn't wake. Natalie tightened her arm around letting her know that in her semi concious state she was still there and that nothing had happened to her. She realised that this was one of Dana's greatest fears and it was becoming one of hers about Dana since she learned of the cancer that was invading her body. The pliot announced that landing would take place in a few minutes and seatbelts needed to be buckled bringing Natalie out of her thoughts. She gently stroked her lover's hair moving to her cheek. A pair of piecing blue eyes met her gaze and a smile warmed her heart. "Hey we're just about to land. I didn't want to wake you as you looked so peaceful but we have to buckle up." Dana stretched as much as she could in the cramped seating conditions and reached for her belt. She caught Natalie's gaze and smiled. "Nat, I am doing the right thing aren't I ?" She questioned and looked away. "Dana I know we can make this work and you can go back anytime. You have a choice remember." Dana's face fell at the thought of the woman she loved being so unhappy at having to stay somewhere for a year that wasn't home. Somewhere that was completly new to both of them and neither knew what would become of them in this country that Nat had been sent to live in. "Oh god Nat, I didn't mean to bring that up I really didn't. I never.." Natalie silenced her with a sharp but loving gaze. "Dana if we are to make this work you have to stop worrying yourself about upsetting me. I won't break and it is only a year. It'll go past so quick we won't even notice how long it is." The plane hit the runway. They had been so busy talking they hadn't even seen or felt the drop. Dana felt the anxiety build within her again at the thought of starting a new life with another woman in a strange country and no Mulder to back her up when she needed it most. She took a deep breath trying to overcome the nervousness. Natalie caught her hand and squeezed it tightly in between the seats so no one could see them. "It'll be okay Dana I promise". She whispered. Dana just nodded and squeezed her lovers hand back as the plane came to a halt. The two women made there way through customs with no problems. They didn't have to worry about declaring their weapons as they had to leave them behind in the States, as British law enforcement didn't carry guns. Dana was no longer entitled to carry hers anyway, now that she had resigned. Though Mulder had called her on the way to the airport to say Skinner hadn't accepted it and told Mulder to tell her she could take temporary leave for the year. Natalie hailed a taxi and they made their way to the Lange Hotel. This would be their home until they could find somewhere permanent for themselves for the next year. They registered and the porter showed them to their room. Dana tipped him and he left. They were both exhausted from the flight but at least they were now alone together. "Come here you." Natalie commanded. Dana stepped towards her and she took her in her arms. "Do you know how long I've been wanting to do this? Since we left DC, that's how long." "Well now you can." "Dana, I can't believe you've done this for me, it's like a dream, you being here with me." "I haven't done it just for you, I just couldn't accept being away from you for a year, there was just no way. I love you, you're my life now and being apart just isn't an option." She said softly looking lovingly into the deep green eyes that bore into her own. Dana looked up at Nat, stroking her cheek, then moving in and kissing her lips. The kiss became deeper, but they both knew were this would lead if it continued, so mutually they broke away. They were too tired and in any case and needed sleep. They had been travelling all night and what with the time difference, London being 5 hours ahead of Washington, it was now 11.30am. Natalie was not expected to report in to Scotland Yard until the next day, so she had the whole day to recover and be with Dana. Natalie was first to wake, she looked at her watch, 5.30pm. Dana looked so peaceful lying there. She felt so happy, so lucky to have this incredible woman in her life. Natalie decided to take a shower before waking her sleeping companion. However, by time she came out of the bathroom, Dana was awake. "Hey, how's my sleeping beauty then?" Natalie quipped. "Mmm, much better, what time is it?" Dana stifled a yawn. "5.30, I suppose we'd better think about getting something to eat." "Sounds good, I'm going to have a shower first then we'll go look,ok?" Dana said before heading off to the bathroom. "Don't be too long, I'm starving." Natalie called out. "OK,I'll be quick as I can, anyway, you take twice as long as me to get ready." Dana darted into the bathroom as a pillow came flying her way. "I do not." Natalie objected. "Do." Dana's voice yelled back from the bathroom. Natalie had never seen Dana looking happier and sighed happily as the bathroom door shut. She was just about to get her clothes out of the case when Dana's cell phone rang from inside her bag. There was no hesitation when she picked up the phone. "Dana Scully's phone". "Natalie is that you ?." A male voice asked. She smiled. "Mulder who else would be picking up Dana's phone. Hang on I'll just get Dana". Natalie knocked on the door with the phone in her hand. She gasped when she opened the door as Dana was hunched over the basin trying to stop what looked like a very bad nosebleed. Dana paled when she saw her lover's reaction as she hadn't wanted to worry her as they were both so happy. "Uh Mulder she's just stepped in the shower. She says she'll call you back okay." Natalie managed to get the words out as the blood kept pouring from Dana's nose. She dropped the phone and ran to her lovers side. "Oh god Dana". She gasped as she saw the amount of blood on the tissue Dana held in her hand. "It's okay. It'll go in a minute" She sounded weary again. "I'm fine Nat". Natalie just crouched beside her stroking her hair and reassring her until finally the blood eased leaving Dana with a pounding headache. It was now 7pm and it had taken almost 30 minutes for the bleeding to stop completely. "I'm so sorry Nat. I guess the air pressure must have set it off." Dana tried to shrug it off nonchanantly but the other agent was angered by this and it was obvious that it had upset her too. "For god's sake Dana don't try to protect me. You have cancer dammit and it's not getting any better. I need to know what's going on. I thought we agreed. We came here for a new start and already things are going against us." Her eyes blazed. "Please Nat, not now. My head . . I need to lie down." Her eyes that had so earlier been bright and alive were downcast and misty with tears. "Oh Dana I didn't mean to shout at you.". Her own eyes filling with tears. She took Dana in her arms and walked her to the bed where she lay her down. "Do you want some Advil ?." Dana just nodded her eyes closed and forehead creased in somewhat agony. "Is this how it normally is ?". Natalie whispered getting the tablets out of her washbag. "Ummm not normally as painful. It can vary and sometimes lasts for days". Dana said taking the tablets and washing them down with the glass of water that was sat at the bedside. "Nat you go look around. Don't stay because of me". Natalie took this as a hint that Dana needed some peace and though she hated the thought of leaving her alone she decided it was best. She bent over and kissed the top of the fiery red hair that lay on the pillow. "I won't be long. Are you sure you want to be left alone ?." Dana gave a half hearted smile as best she could as her lover took the hint and left her to sleep. Natalie took one more look at Dana as she walked out the door and seeing her lying there in obvious discomfort made her frustrated as she was unable to help the former FBI Agent that she had come to love so much. The agent decided to take a look around her new surroundings. The buildings were older looking than Natalie had remembered from what she had seen of the city in newspapers and on the internet. The streets seemed quite deserted for the time of day but she put it down to the bad weather as it was quite cold. She walked for quite a while lost in her thoughts of Dana and what had happened to her. It made her so angry to learn of what her lover had been through and there was nothing she could do to help her. Suddenly she heard footsteps behind her and turned to look. She saw two scruffy young guys walking about 10 yards behind her. She carried on, but realised that the guys were following her. Natalie increased her pace, however they caught her up. She felt a hand on her shoulder, which pulled her round to face them. Fear built up in the pit of her stomach at the thought of what these guys might do to her. Though she was trained in defending herself she noticed that one of them had a knife that was aiming towards her face. "Hand it over Bitch" The meaner looking guy growled to her. "What?" She decided to play dumb. "Your money, give us your fucking money or else". The other guy shouted at her. The look in his eyes told Natalie not to mess with him and so she handed over her purse. The guys grabbed the bag and started to run up the road, but the tough Agent decided to give chase. However, she wasn't prepared for them to turn round back to her. Natalie stopped in her tracks and the guys approached her again. The other one put his face up to hers. "Ok you want some more Bitch?" "Come on guys, lets talk about this." She reasoned. But these two were not in the mood for reasoning. One of them moved round the back and grabbed her hands pinning them behind her. She felt a blow to her stomach and she doubled over in agony, then receiving a kick to the back of her leg, she fell onto the cold pavement. The kicking continued into her stomach and Natalie wondered whether she would get out of this alive. Then suddenly it stopped and she was pulled violently up by her hair. "You shouldn't have done that Bitch. I'm gonna teach you a lesson you won't forget in a hurry." The mean looking guy cussed. She could see the knife in his hand and the next thing she felt was a sharp pain across her cheek and she fell back on the floor. The two guys had now gone and she could feel blood running down her face. Natalie lay on the the cold concrete in shock not sure what to do or where to go. How was she going to explain the cuts to Dana was all she could think about. As if Dana didn't have enough to cope with at the moment with her cancer and now this. She looked up to see a friendly face which was a relief. It was a man in about his 60's Natalie thought. "Here let me help you up. Are you okay ?" He was well spoken and wore a dark suit with a look that was full of concern for this American lady. He offered his hand and it was gratefully accepted. Then taking out a tissue he handed it to Natalie to wipe the blood. She flinched when the material touched the cut. "Where do you live ?." He asked. Natalie had to think for a moment where she had come from and after what had just happened she couldn't remember her way back to the hotel. "I'm staying at the Lange Hotel in Earl's Court." The man looked quite surprised. "You're quite a long way from Earl's Court my dear. I'll take you to the hospital". "No no, I'm fine just please take me back to the hotel. My friend's a doctor." "If you insist. I'll call a cab and we'll get you back to your friend who will help you". Natalie thought of how Dana had been when she had left and hoped she was feeling better as they were both going to have to be strong if they were to get through this year together with all that had happened in the day or so that they had been here. The cab ride to the hotel was silent with Natalie lost in thought. She thanked the guy for his kindness and he carried on in the cab. She took a deep breath and walked up the steps of the hotel knowing that her face must look a mess. She opened the door cautiously not wanting to wake Dana if she was asleep. She wasn't. She was sat up in bed drinking water to take another painkiller. Her eyes widened when she was the state of Natalie and tears formed at the thought of anyone hurting her lover. "Nat what happened ?." Dana spoke slowly and tearfully. Natalie sat beside Dana on the bed and took her hand. "I was mugged and I tried to reason with them but they just went for me" She explained. Her voice was low and weary and Dana could tell she was upset and shaken by the attack. She was pretty shaken up about it herself but the painkillers made her so sleepy she couldn't concentrate properly. "But how are you Dana, are you feeling better ?." She knew full well what the answer would be and the beautiful redhead looked pale and her eyes had lost that usual sparkle. "I'm fine Nat. I'm just worried about you. Let me fix your face." Natalie shook her head and Dana leaned to run her finger along her lovers cheekbone. "Please Dana just hold me for now" She said in an uncharacteristically small voice. She reached over and hugged Natalie. "I'm sorry Nat. This would never had happened if you hadn't got involved with me. You'd still be in Washington with a good life and no worries." She started to cry again - somehow she couldn't seem to stop crying lately and she knew how much it hurt Natalie when she felt like this. Natalie moved her head to look into the sad, blue eyes that were in front of her. "But I wouldn't be happy Dana and that's what matters most to me. I can't iamgine my life without you so please don't worry. I love you" She said a lump forming in her throat. Dana was crying harder now and her head just seemed to keep on pounding as if it would never stop. "Look Nat, just look what happens when I'm with you. You get mugged, you . . you have to move here away from your family and friends and . . and look at the state of me. I can't even go a whole day without feeling ill. What have they done to you ?. It's all because of me" She whispered. Tears were spilling down the face in front of her now as they kissed and held each other tight for a long while not wanting to let go. "It dosen't matter Dana. Nothing matters as long as you are by my side. I love you and that's why I'm here. We'll get through this together. Just concentrate on getting your energy back again. Now I have to clean up my face" Natalie said softly but firmly. Dana wiped here eyes and sighed. "You want me to help you ?." She offered though she didn't really have the energy to do anything except sleep at the moment. Natalie declined and went into the bathroom to cry in private thinking of Dana and her sister. She knew Dana would ask about her soon and the time was right to tell her. They'd talk about it soon - just wait till Dana was a little stronger. She washed her face flinching at the pain of the cut. Natalie walked over and sat beside Dana and they shared a long, slow kiss. "Umm that was nice" Dana murmered "Are you hungry yet ?" Natalie asked realising that it was quite late and she was rather hungry. "Not really" Dana admitted sighing. "Perhaps I'll feel better tomorrow. I just feel so tired right now." Natalie looked at her a little perplexed. "Dana I really think you should just try to eat something. You need to keep your strength up." "Okay just order a sandwich or whatever." She said resigning herself to the fact that she wasn't going tp get any peace till she at least tried to eat something. Natalie called room service and they brought up some salad that she thought might tempt Dana to eat. She managed to finish half her salad and after such a stressful day they decided that they needed sleep. They settled down in each other's arms just grateful that they had each other. Both women slept soundly all night not waking till the early hours when Natalie had to get up to start her new job. She was careful not to wake Dana but she woke just as her lover was about to leave. "Hey, you leaving without saying goodbye ?" Natalie turned to see Dana sat up in bed looking much brighter than yesterday. "I thought you were still asleep and I didn't want to wake you." She walked over and sat next to Dana giving her a passionate good morning kiss. "Oh Nat I wish you didn't have to go to work I need you now" Dana whispered. "Dana, don't. We have all tonight". She smiled sexily at her lover who groaned. "Promise me you'll be careful Nat, please." Dana said as Natalie nodded in reply. She leaned over and met her lovers soft lips hungrily but Natalie forced herself to pull away after a few seconds. "See you later okay." "Nat just be careful please." "Dana I'll be fine. Don't worry." There was a brief wave and Natalie was gone leaving Dana all alone with her thoughts of what she was going to do today. Perhaps she would go check out some flats but then she remembered she had to call Mulder and she didn't really have much energy to walk about. There was also the fact that what had happened to Nat had made her very wary of going out on her own. In her present condition it would be hard for her to fight off anyone as she didn't have the energy at the moment. The day seemed to go quite quickly for both women as Natalie was busy at an induction course and Dana found it a struggle to try and do anything due to lack of energy. As work wasn't too far from the hotel Natalie made it back by 5pm. Dana was asleep when she walked in and the sight of the beautiful redhead so peaceful made her smile. However she decided it was time for her lover to awaken so she walked over to the bed and gently placed a kiss on her forehead, sitting down next to her. Dana stirred and at the sight of Natalie, placed her arms around her neck and pulled her closer for the kiss that both of them had been wanting all day. Their tongues reached into each others' mouth as the passion accelerated. "Oh God, I've missed you Dana." "I've missed you too Nat, you don't know how much." "Well, if it's as mush as I've missed you then I know exactly how much and the only thing I want to do is make love to you Dana." "You read my thoughts." Natalie removed her suit jacket and through it on the seat in the corner as Dana undid her shirt, untucking it from the waistband of her skirt. The redhead sat up in bed and began carressing Natalie's breasts through her bra, placing kisses along each one. She removed her own shirt as Dana reached behind her to undo her bra. She retook her position, sending a spark through her lover's torso as she flicked each nipple with her tongue. Natalie stood and removed the remainder of her clothes, standing there for a few seconds to let Dana see her. The beautiful redhead could hardly control herself as the feeling of love and wanting came over her. She reached for Natalie's hand and pulled her onto the bed. "I think you've forgotten something Dana." Natalie said with a smile. "What?" "Your pyjamas, take then off, I want to see you." Dana slowly removed her pyjama top, not once taking her eyes off her lover. She could see the effect it was having on Natalie. She then lay down, raising her hips to slide her pyjama bottoms off. "Much better, now where were we?" Natalie lowered herself onto Dana and they began to kiss with a hungry intensity. Dana's hands were stroking up and down Natalie's back while Natalie's were entangled in Dana's beautiful red hair. Dana was first to break from the kiss and she moved to Natalie's shoulder, then making her way across the front of her neck. The kisses gave her goosebumps and she raised herself up onto her hands, giving Dana easier access to her breasts. Natalie felt like she was on fire. She had never wanted someone as much as she wanted Dana Scully right now. "Dana, oh God, I want you so much baby." Natalie lowered herself back down to kiss her, but she couldn't wait any longer to taste what she had not yet had since arriving in the country. She made her way down Dana's body until she reached her goal. Natalie nuzzled into her clit, making Dana moan. She felt like she could almost cum now, but wanted this to last a little longer. Natalie slid two fingers into Dana's very wet hole, moving them exactly how she knew she liked her to. "Oooh Nat, yes." She withdrew her fingers and sucked off the juices. The taste was so good, but she wanted more, so Natalie plunged her tongue deep into Dana. "Oh God, yes, oh fuck me Nat please." Natalie withdrew, much to Dana's dismay. "Dana, lets come together, I want to feel you on me." Natalie turned her back and Dana knew exactly what she was asking her to do and it turned her on even more than she thought possible. Both women began to lick one another's clits with their tongues, their hips making circluar movements to get more contact. Dana was first to move further between her lovers thighs and she thrust her tongue deep into Natalie making her lose contact with Dana for a second. "Ooooh Dana, yes, yes, oh I want you." With that, Natalie soon followed Dana's lead, making her partner cry out as her tongue drove into her. Both women thrust their tongues deep into the other's hole and before long they were both on the brink of orgasm. "Oh Christ Nat, please fuck me, go on." Dana panted. "Oh baby, yes, make me cum." Dana's body began to shake as the orgasm hit her, but Natalie wasn't far behind as the sound of her lover cuming sent her over the edge as well. There was a long silence as each woman came to terms with the effect they had just had on one another. Their lips found each other and Dana sighed contentedly into Natalie's mouth. They curled up together in each others arms to rest for a while. "Thank you Nat" Dana said softly. "I miss you so much when you're not with me that it hurts". "I know Dana. I feel the same." Natalie whispered back feeling tears of happiness prick her eyes. "I thought of nothing but you all day and with you being so ill yesterday I had no idea what condition I would find you in. Are you okay ?." Dana nodded sleepily. "I'm just a little weary right now Nat. That was the most powerful orgasm I've ever had". She closed her eyes. They kissed again but Natalie broke away to wipe her eyes. Dana was immediatly on panic alert and concerned at the sight of Natalie's tears. "Nat what is it ?. What's wrong ?." "Oh Dana I'm so happy to be with you and no one has ever done for me what you did tonight. What would I do if something were to happen to you ?". Dana hugged her lover tighter and stroked her cheek gently. "Nat please don't worry we've already been through this. Let's not ruin tonight ..please ?." They both sighed and lay down together. Dana was exhausted and fell asleep straight away wrapped in her lovers arms with her face buried into her lover's neck. Natalie lay holding her just thinking. What would she do if anything did happen to Dana ?. How would she cope ?. Dana seemed unwilling to talk about the subject since the latest nosebleed whereas Natalie needed to discuss this with her. She knew that if she pressed the subject Dana would be angry with her. At that moment the cell phone rang. Dana didn't seem to stir so Natalie gently disentangled herself from her sleeping partner and reached for the phone knowing it was Mulder. She would talk to him about Dana and ask his advice on how to approach her as the last thing she wanted to do was upset her again. " Dana Scully's phone". "Natalie it's Mulder. How are you ?." "I'm okay. Dana's asleep at the moment" "Is she okay ?." Mulder sounded concerned. "I spoke to her earlier and she sounded very distant and tired. She had another nosebleed didn't she." "Yes I found her in the bathroom and it was a bad one Mulder. She was in bed for a day or so with a real bad headache." Natalie sighed. "What does she say about it ?." Another sigh. "That's the problem Mulder, she won't talk to me since this. It's like she tries to avoid the subject. What can I do ?." Natalie heard the sheets rustling and turned to see Dana staring at her in anger. "Mulder I have to go. Dana will call you soon". With that she disconnected the call. "Hey sleepyhead." Natalie smiled trying to lighten up the situation after seeing hte look that Dana had just given her. She wondered how much she had actually overheard. "Was that Mulder you were just telling all *our* problems too ?." Dana questioned her eyes flashing anger. "I don't appreciate him knowing all about what goes on here Nat. If you have a problem with me then talk to me about it". Dana's voice was beginning to rise. "That's the problem isn't it Dana. You just can't bring yourself to tell the one person you say you love the most your feelings. Do you know how much that hurts me ?." Natalie retaliated. They stared at one another and Natalie decided to go before she said something they'd both regret but Dana stopped her. "I'm sorry Nat. Please don't go. I love you". She begged tearfully. "Oh Dana I would never leave you" Natalie took her in her arms and let her cry. "I was angry at you for not talking to me and Mulder just happened to be someone to talk too. How else can I get you to talk to me since your nosebleed ?." Dana looked up, tears still spilling down her face. "I don't want to die Nat. I'm scared of losing you. That . . that you'll leave me when I . . I'm no longer able to give you what you want." Her small body was wracked with sobs, finally able to let loose some tension between them. "Oh Dana, Dana, Dana. You really haven't realised how much I love you. I would never leave you. I don't just love you for the sex - that's just the beginning. There's so much that I love about you." She wiped the tears off Dana's cheeks and bent to kiss her. Dana found she wanted more and pulled her closer still so their bodies pressed against each other. Feeling Natalie respond again made Dana more aroused. Dana placed kisses along Natalie's collarbone, making her head fall back, her breasts forward. She moved down to them, taking each one into her mouth. Natalie's hand moved to her own clit and she could feel that she was already very wet. Dana was driving her wild and she wanted give something back to this incredible woman. Natalie lifted Dana's head level with her own and kissed her deeply, thrusting her tongue deep into her mouth. Their hands were all over one another. Dana pushed Natalie back down onto the bed and she lay on top of her. She broke from the kiss and just looked into her beautiful lover's eyes. Neither of them said a word, but the look said it all. The feeling of their bodies pressed against each other made both women fill with desire. Dana began moving her hips directly over Natalie's hot, wet pussy, their clit's as close as they could possible be. The sensation was electrifying for them both and soon Natalie joined in. Dana could feel the arousal building up inside her and she began to move faster, the sweat now dripping off her body onto her lover. "Oh God, Nat, I'm cuming." Dana panted loudly. "Go on Dana, yes, aaargh, oh yeah." Natalie could feel herself getting close too. She placed her hands on Dana's ass and pressed her hips hard onto her. "Oooooh Nat, oooooohhh yes." Dana came with a force that made her entire body shake. Natalie was not far behind as the sight of her lover cumming was too much. "Oooh Daaannnna, yessss." Dana collapsed on her lover, their bodies slippery from the sweat. She moved to Natalie's side and she took her in her arms. "That was amazing Dana, I didn't think it could be any better the last time, but that...woah!" Natalie said in amazement. "I'm glad you liked it." Dana replied somewhat shyly as it still surprised her to see what an effect she had on the other agent. They lay there for a good few minutes before Natalie announced that she was going for a shower. "Mmmm, that sounds a good idea." Dana announced with a 'can I come too ?' look on her face. Natalie smiled mischieviously at the look Dana's face. "No you have to stay out here and await my return." She replied leaning over to give Dana a hot, hungry kiss that only served to make her lover more desperate to cum again. Natalie tried to pull away but Dana had hold of her too tight as they wrestled together, laughing and moaning as their bodies touched sending sparks through both women. Dana managed to pin Natalie underneath her on the bed and started to kiss her way down the soft skin in front of her. She began to groan thinking she would cum right there and then as the fiery redhead began plunging her tongue into her naval whilst her other hand reached between her own thighs to the wetness that she found there. "Oh god, Dana . . ah . . .ah yessss" Natalie was bucking her hips now and twisting her head on the bedclothes. "Dana I need you please" Natalie begged. Furiously touching herself, Dana lifed her head from the navel and thrust her tongue into the place she had come to love so much. Natalie let out a gutteral moan as did Dana. Both women felt their bodies start to shake at the sound of their moans. Together they screamed each other's names as they came over the edge. Natalie bent down to retrieve the juices that spurted from the redhead's softness. Dana lay still, too exhausted to move from where she lay on ther bed. She couldn't believe the powerful effect that this woman was having on her. She had never cum so hard in her life before as she had tonight and neither had she ever wanted someone as much as Nat. She felt the breath in her hair as Natalie buried her face in the thick, red hair. She brought her arms round to hold her lover close to her. "Dana ?." "Ummm" Dana murmered sleepily. "You okay my love ?." A silence and a sigh. "I don't feel too good Nat. I think I'm just tired." Natalie looked up concerned but Dana didn't seem to be any paler than usual and immediatly felt guilty for wearing her lover out. "I'm sorry" She whispered kissing the red hair she loved so much. "What for ?." Dana seemed surprised at this statement. "I shouldn't have got you so excited when I said about a shower. Now look at you lying there exhausted". Dana rolled over to face her. "I might be sick but you made me so happy tonight Nat. Thank you". She whispered back and curled up in the arms where she felt safe, falling asleep straight away. Natalie lay awake for a long time stroking Dana's hair and thinking. She knew things were going to get tougher as she had been told that the job involved a lot of overtime and not much social time. She didn't have any say in the matter and she knew Dana would be badly affected by this. It tore her up to think of the long. lonely nights they would have to endure and she only hoped they could stand it out. Plus there was Dana's health which seemed to be rapidly decreasing. Mulder had mentioned he was looking for a cure but so far he hadn't come across anything. Nat lived in hope that one day Dana would be well again so she could live life to the full . She had yet to tell her about work - there hadn't been a suitable moment tonight so she'd have to tell her in the morning in case she had to work late. Dana sighed in her sleep and turned to huddle closer into Natalie's arms like she had done every night. She had become very insecure since her mom had died which wasn't at all like her. It was then that sleep overcame her ready for the long road ahead. The next morning Natalie woke first, she looked across at her lover sleeping peacefully, not quite believing that this beautiful woman had a disease that could take her away from her. Natalie felt a lump in her throat and a tear fall down her cheek and she placed a kiss gently on Dana's forehead. 'Stop this, stop this now' she told herself, 'Dana will be ok, she's going to get through this, we'll get through it together'. She wanted to look after her, to be with her constantly but she knew she had to work late quite a lot of the time and wondered how she was going to tell her. Natalie went to take a shower, she cleaned her teeth before doing so and as she looked at herself in the bathroom mirror, the gash on her face made her shudder at the thought of what could have happened to her. On the other hand she was self-concious about it and hated to let Dana see her this way. She stepped into the shower, and began to rub the soap over her body. She kept thinking of Dana, how beautiful she was and how lucky she was to have her in her life and to be loved by her. She had never felt this way about anyone before, Dana was her life. Natalie thought of the night they had just spent together and just thinking about it made her aroused and she began to touch herself, rubbing her clitoris around and around, her left hand moving to her breast. "Oh." she moaned, the sensation exciting her more and more as the hot water beat down on her naked body. Then suddenly she jumped with fright as she felt a hand on her waist. "Here, let me." Dana offered, and Natalie suddenly stopped, a little embarassed. "I didn't hear you come in." "I thought I heard a noise and when I looked, well, I've been watching you, but I couldn't wait any longer, you know you are so damn sexy Natalie Driver." The redhead smiled that sexy smile that Natalie just couldn't resist. Dana placed a kiss on Natalie's shoulder and slid her hand around to her lover's pussy and began to rub her. She pulled her back so she could lean against the shower wall and she stroked her lover who was pushing her ass against her. Dana, had one hand on Natalie's breast and the other was making her wild with desire. Natalie could feel her legs turning to jelly and she started to cum. "Oh Dana, faster please, I'm cumming baby." "Go on honey." "Ooooh God, yeeeeeesss." Natalie came so hard that she collapsed on the shower floor in a heap, absolutely exhausted. Dana bent down to kiss her, the water pounding onto their faces. "God Dana what are you trying to do to me ?." She panted in between kisses. Dana just smiled and reached for her lover again but Natalie pushed her away. "Dana I have to work." She said softly seeing the hurt look on the fragile face before her. "I want you so much but you know I have to go. You're feeling okay aren't you ?." "I'm fine Nat, I just wish you didn't have to go that's all." Dana admitted feeling selfish for making Nat feel bad. She reached over and turned off the water as they stepped out of the shower. Natalie pressed a soft towel against her trying not to look at Dana's breasts bouncing she dried or the red hair falling onto her face. It made her want to bury her face in the softness and never leave. Somewhere she didn't have any cares or worries just pleasing her lover and vice versa. She sighed. "What is it Nat ?. You're keeping something from me. I can tell by that sigh you just did." Dana was dressed now as was Nat and they stood facing each other in the bathroom. "Dana I have orders that I have to work late most nights in this job and if I don't . . . you know what happens." She said unhappily. Dana felt the tears well in her eyes. Neither of them deserved the pain these people were intent on inflicting to them. She had come to England to be with her lover and now it seemed she would never see her. "How can they do this to us? It's just not fair Nat." "I know, I know." "I know it's not your fault, but I want to be with you, I need you." "And I want to be with you Dana, this is driving me crazy, they can't do this to us." Natalie started to raise her voice then paused. When she started again her tone changed to one of determination. "I won't let them, you mean too much to me, your happiness is all that matters, Dana, I'm going to quit." "You can't, I mean, no, not for me, Nat please see some sense." Dana tried to reason. "No, I've decided, what's the point in going on in a job I don't want to do, making us both miserable. I won't let them run our lives Dana. Damn them, they can stick their fucking job, this is one person who will not play by their rules." Natalie was shaking by now and Dana pulled her over and hugged her tightly. "Are you sure this is what you want Nat?" She asked gently. "Yes, I've never been more sure about anything. I can't leave you alone for so long, not the way you are." Natalie lowered her head. "I love you Dana, you mean the world to me and I would never be able to live with myself if anything were to happen to you." "Nat, look at me please." Ordered Dana. Natalie raised her head and looked deeply into the tearful, blue eyes. "I love you too, but you mustn't throw your life away just for me, just in case something might happen to me whilst you're not here." "Dana, do you not see that you are my life. I can find another job, but I can't find another you and I don't want another you, just you." Dana felt the tears fall down her cheeks. Never had she known such powerful emotions before. She could hardly believe that Natalie was going to give up everything for her, but hadn't she just done the same for her ?. Natalie reached to wipe the tears from the porcelain skin in front of her. "What are we doing here Dana ?. I should never have let these people take over our lives." "Please Nat,let's go home. I want to go home." Dana whispered trying not to cry harder as Natalie took her in her embrace. "I just want to go home . . . with you". "It's okay Dana. It's going to be okay." She comforted. She stroked the red hair that stood out against the pale complexion and lent her head on the shoulder beneath it that shook with sobs. "I'm sorry Nat. I'm sorry . . I . . I can't stop . .". "Shhh Dana. We're going to go home as soon as we can, Back to Mulder, back to our homes and back where we belong. We'll find a way to make this work." Natalie said determined that she would make up to her lover all that she had given up for her that had gone so wrong and made her so unhappy. Dana looked up with tears still welling in the blue eyes that Natalie loved so much. "As long as we're together then they can do what they want. I won't let them take you from me Nat but we've got to be strong. They'll do anything to get at me because of my work with Mulder and you are part of that now. I love you Natalie Driver and I won't have you hurt because of . . of . . ". She couldn't finish as the tears were coming faster now and she couldn't speak. The two agents just stood there holding each other for a long time, contemplating the past and the future whatever it may hold. "Now that I've found you Nat there's no way I'm going to risk losing you to anyone or anything". Dana said after a long silence. Their eyes met and they made a silent vow that whatever might happen once they got back to Washington that they would stick together. Neither was willing to lose the precious love that they had both found. The End