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well last night i went into another episode. damn. i haven't had one in along long time. it didn't last though. which was incredible. it usually lasts 2-4 days and it lasted oh 10 minutes. maybe i am better. maybe. i dont know though. i try not to think about shit and that helps. i rented this movie, the ice storm. well it was the worst movie ever. haha. i wish i wanted to still do my page. im just not into it anymore. i dont know what i want. its going to be a nice quiet summer for me though. thats what i need so i can get back into my usual busy as fuck social life. deby is going to go to that skool and make new friends and me and tiff will be out a best friend. maybe im exaggerating but probably not. oh well. its not like i cant ever see her again. im going to change though. i read my horoscope today, well it was on mtv. and it said 'remember your younger self, the one that didn't take spank from anyone, and make that your new self' it made alot of sense and i have changed. i have become soft and i try to please people too much. ugh. fuck. what the hell happend to me?
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