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i still haven't dumped james. i will though...maybe. i haven't seen him or talked to him so i really didn't have a choice. i dont know where the hell he is. he usually calls me about 698 times a day. i think he has another gf. i dont give a fuck though. more power to him [and her].
i finally talked to deby. all of my friends [which is like, 2] went on vacation at the same time. which is ok. i havent been alone in about 3 months. so i guess it was good for me. or some shit.
i wanted to dye my hair light pink. but i found this wicked burgundy color today. now all i have to do is find some time to do it.
summer just started and im already worried about next year. i feel insecure knowing deb wont be there. why she wants to leave me and tiff...why the fuck?
mom started again on how much she hates icp and how 'horrible' they are. i got pissed and did my lecture on how there 'fuck it all' ways make me feel less depressed. she agreed, kinda.
the pills are helping so much. i haven't had a breakdown for about 3 days. which for me is good and i am forever greatful. well im out.
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