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Ramblings of the Mind
Sunday, January 23, 2005
No Real Update AGAIN
Now Playing: TV - Movie (Rock the Cradle)
Originally posted on June 24th, 2004
Mike got a router and now I have a nice speed and I mean nice.
Mike is dreading the trip to PA, I think he's worried over the car, I know I am, it did it's cut off in the middle of driving yesterday. Not good.
Yesterday was okay except we were in bad moods but I got to see mom and we RPed so all went well.
My birthday is in a few days, and Jurty wrote me today out of the blue, it was nice, think I'll commission her again soon. Nothing from Kay or BlacKeri still. More patience.
Hope to get a shower soon, so I'm gonna go.
First Day of Vacation
Mood:
d'oh
Now Playing: Nothing
Originally posted on June 14th, 2004
Mike's been grumpy the last few days.
Been role-playing up a storm though, but that's's probably the problem, lack of sleep and stress over helping out new players.
He was grumpy with a headache on Sunday, but sex and going to see the Chronicles of Riddick helped that.
Going to bed shortly, hopefully he will not be pissy the entire vacation.
Nothing from Kay yet still, but she got another commission done, just not ours, but hopefully we'll get it soon.
Maybe I'll do web work later today. For now though, sleep calls.
Going Smoothly
Mood:
chillin'
Now Playing: Evanescence - My Immortal
Originally posted on June 22nd, 2004
Well it's been a week, vacation has been relaxing for most of it, been adding and updating the web site and been Role playing so been "catching up" mostly.
No Kay Allen or BlacKeri yet, but in her journal Keri says she's working on them to expect something in a week. Kay..nothing, so I remain patient, by July though I may contact her.
Haven't written, been a little sad, I was supposed to be Married on June 19th, but as most know it's been postponed. So Mike was a sweetheart and spent way too much money on a hotel room where we had room service, a jag-ooze and movies on demand. We watched a porno and had sex, it was fun. Best of all, it overlooked the ocean, so it was beautiful too! We were bone tired when we got home though.
We are supposed to get digital cable today in a few hours, I'm exited about that, be nice to watch some TV again, but we are supposed to get a cable modem too. I'm worried about that, as I share an account with my mom and unsure how that will work, but I'm sure we'll think of something. So if I'm not on line, something went wrong.
Mike is cleaning house, and I need to get some web work done, so guess I'll wrap this up, my mind is distracted anyway.
Hopefully I'll remember (if I can) update tomorrow.
Ups and Downs
Mood:
chillin'
Now Playing: Madonna - Borderline
Originally posted on June 7th, 2004
Still no sex.
We managed to Role-play this weekend though, but hardly anyone showed up, I asked him to invite D, but Mike didn't want him in there with the new folk, because, he doesn't want to trouble or irritate him.
Mike was a grouch most of this weekend, so maybe it was just as well, that D wasn't invited. He snapped at me most of the afternoon on Sunday, but after going to see Harry Potter 3 he calmed down and worked on Vesz'aun when he got home.
It was an alright weekend, all in all.
Today is not much different, though I fear I won't sleep tonight, Mike put me back to bed after I went potty this morning and I fell back asleep around 8 something (the dogs were being annoying), and I woke up around 12. Mike I'm sure, will be exhausted, hopefully we can go to bed early, it would serve no purpose for him to nap, if we will do nothing tonight.
Nothing from Kay yet, and it's been 8 weeks and 2 days since I commissioned her, think she's running late though. She posted on the 5th (my due date) a commission for someone else. I will give her two weeks from today and inquire on it if I don't get it before then.
Now off to do some web work!
No Real Update
Mood:
spacey
Now Playing: Michael Jackson - Billy Jean
Originally posted on June 5th, 2004
No real change from the past few days, still no sex, but we have role played to my delight.
The dogs were doing good up until yesterday. Ginger wouldn't do a number 2 so she got put in lock down, while Babi was free, she peed on the floor twice in protest, so I put her away too, but couldn't lock the door, so of course the got out, broke my glasses too, but at least Mike fixed them.
I IM RPed with a pretty cool person the other day. Hope to do so again today if I see him and don't fall asleep.
We are suppose to role-play some time today, just hope Mike gets a nap and doesn't start TOO late. The group will be present so I hope he doesn't snap my head off, because they might annoy him. I need to get a nap too later.
I hope we get cable soon. I'm going to miss Yu-Gi-Oh. I need to go before I start to not make sense.
Take care!
Saturday, January 22, 2005
New Day..Still Adjusting
Mood:
hug me
Now Playing: Nothing
Originally posted on June 2nd, 2004
Well my first day home alone yesterday wasn't as bad as I thought. Mike was unhurried and even called me twice to check on me. Despite him coming home late nothing bad happened.
I went to the bathroom, just fine, climbing down was a bit of a struggle, as I bang my knees against the cabinets and land on my butt pretty hard, I have no bruises there, my left knee does, and my left arm looks look someone hurt me for its number of scrapes and bruises, otherwise bathroom and getting into the bedroom were no true problem, as I don't wait for my bladder to nearly explode before I go, I go at the first sign.
Today might be a problem though, as I'll have to wait until Mike gets home to do potty number 2, eww hee hee.
Now climbing back into my computer chair, proved a total hassle, so I think when I have to go potty today, I'll eat first, nap, and play playstation and read until Mike gets home, I'm really sore today, but we will see if my drive to get on line is great after a while. Don't think it will though.
Some good news. My period should be done tomorrow and grandma said we don't need to take our stuff from their attic and put it into storage, so that's one less thing to worry about, and more money saved up.
Hopefully tomorrow, I can talk to Mike about re planning for the wedding, wish me luck!
Angry and Depressed
Mood:
blue
Now Playing: Nothing
Originally posted on May 29th, 2004
Mom moved out today, as of Tuesday, I'll be staying home alone and on my period unless I can convince grandma to come check on me. If not I guess I'll have to see about getting an aid.
Dunno if we'll game tonight.
We surrendered in utopia and I lost land cause I was not on today.
The dogs will have to be locked up starting Tuesday. I'm on my period and in serious to cry, scream and do violence.
I feel so outcasted and defeated, not to mention unloved and unwanted, but no doubt that's my harmones unalanced and in overdrive.
I just hope beyond hope this does not strain Mike or I, things were going great before this bombshell. He's officially out of debt, he got his notice tuesday evening. We are on a waiting list to move closer to grandma, so it'll be safer for me to stay home, Mike is working on getting another vehicle and he got his own route at work yesterday. All very good things, too bad I have to worry now.
Stress
Mood:
irritated
Now Playing: Chasing the Sun - Ryan Fasher (New Age)
Originally posted on May 28th, 2004
No sex since last Sunday
No role-play since the 3rd of May.
I just started my period.
Mom is moving out Monday night, and I don't know where I'll be on Tuesday, nor if I'll have computer access during the day anymore, guess I'll have to ask her later or tomorrow.
All this is a lot of worry and a lot of stress.
On a good news, I got my pic from Jurty, Tuesday night and she picked up the money today, so I guess western union does work. You can now VIEW the picture by clicking on the underlined word.
Nothing still from Kay yet, but I expect this Monday or the next.
No response on BlackKeri either, nor has she picked up her funds, but I'm not expecting anything right away.
I hope Mike calls that car place soon.
I hope that apartment place calls us in June, so I can be home during the day and grandma can visit me during the day. Is it too much to hope for though?
Time will tell. Now time for me to get some web work done.
Blah Blah Day
Mood:
hungry
Now Playing: Breathe - Melissa Etheridge
Originally posted on May 22nd, 2004
I'm starving so I thought I'd give an update while Mike is out at the bank, and hopefully getting some food!
Well, paid Jurty, via western union, she said she will pick it up Monday, hope it works, cause I don't understand that foreign country stuff! Anyway, guess I'll know Monday, hopefully I'll get my finished smut pic by then as well. Looks so beautiful, I want it! I want it!
Nothing from Kay Allen yet, Pooh.
For months I've been looking at this artist called BlackKeri, and been drooling over her work, but she's expensive (around 160-200 bucks, but worth it her art is even better than Key's or Yerin's in my opinion!
Anyway I saw an opening for her doing commissions, so I wrote her, and woo hoo she had an opening! So I just now paid her Western Union and she said she might start sketching tonight. She takes almost two months to finish, which is good because the concept I commissioned is of Cogliostro and should be done around Mike's birthday!
Hope he likes it!
We had sex this morning, feeding his need, as I really wasn't in the mood much cause I didn't feel good, but I'm happy it was done anyway, we needed it, maybe later we can go for round two.
I gotta go, he's home, and curious, looking over my shoulder, saw my e-mail to Keri so my surprise might already be ruined, he's asked about who is that now. So I'm gonna jet!
More Tension, Staying Calm
Mood:
chillin'
Now Playing: TV - Unsolved Mysteries
Originally posted on May 19th, 2004
Well Sue-Chan liked the "buttons" we made from her art, so I will add the two I have on this computer, very shortly after this entry. Nothing from Jurty or Kay yet.
I updated the boards, but no true activity yet.
I'll be adding web updates shortly.
Tonight is the series finale of Angel, hope Mike doesn't over sleep.
Had a scare yesterday, got a letter about Medicaid saying I would no longer be eligible after I got a letter on 4/22/04 saying I was still eligible so I called them up, seems there was a mix up and everything is fine and to ignore the most recent letter. I'm happy about that.
I hope to RP tonight, but Mike will probably put it off again. I'm so horny, gonna go distract my urges by working, yay!
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