Mood:  not sure

Originally posted on January 23rd, 2004

Okay, now I'm thoroughly confused..Mike's talking about marriage again. He started it, he was telling my mom about what he'd like to see at the wedding, which was mainly her dancing. He also talked about the honeymoon. Later instead of questioning him about it, I pressed gently by asking questions like what kind of cake he wanted and who he wanted in the "bridal party" as grooms and best men. He answered both without reluctance.

I'm not complaining, but I am confused and not sure if I should be happy or worry if he's gonna pull the rug on me again so to speak.

Still nothing is done so I dunno, I want to scream in frustration, there's not much time left and no one is helping.

Anyway, I've still not role-played, it's not by lack of asking, I dunno my friends are either forgetful, wary or disinterested. I've been doing some web work. Even now as I write this I'm in angelfire but for 2 days while in the actual webshell it keeps booting me, making work slow and hazardous.

Guess I'll try again, wish me luck!