Mood:  sad

Originally posted on January 20th, 2004

Mike doesn't love me enough. He wants his friends and a "social life" I don't know what that means. He says it's you hang, talk and drink.

The same problems keep popping up, he's not happy here. He doesn't even know if he wants to get married anymore. I'm so crushed and he's so cold about it. He thinks it might be a mistake to.

We talked things over, but nothing is resolved. Even if he decides friends and home over me, he still has to wait a possible year for a transfer.

All I've done lately is for nothing. I'm going to stop this entry now, I feel sick and drained, I dunno how I'll get over this.