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[+] PsychoticI never sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
I never said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar
My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer
So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?
Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming
Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If a frown is shown then I will know
that you are no dreamer
The lyrics can sound plain, redundant, and maybe even bad if you haven't actually played the game. The entire song was written off of a conversation between the two main character's parents, right before one of their lives was dramatically cut short. It's a really powerful song, if you're able to understand its meaning.
6/05/04
I added two AWESOME songs to my journal. The enter page has the song called "Waltz For The Moon". It's the song that Squall and Rinoa dance to. The song's so catchy!
This song, however, was recently (on 6/10/04) changed from the massively awesome "Liberi Fatali" to the beautiful piano version of "Eyes on Me". I'll probably put the lyrics to that song in the column of this page, but not now. I hope that you like it!
5/29/04
11:06pm
Well, on Friday (the last day of school) I went to a picnic with Wei. A LOT of other people were there, which kinda surprised me. For a while I was left alone with three other Asians and one African. Yeah, I was pretty lucky, don't you think? I was pretty uncomfy, though.
Wei was a really good driver, surprisingly. He occassionally swerved sometimes, but it was otherwise fine.
I feel like I'm making this seem boring...but I'll continue on anyways.
Nataly finally came, dressed in barely anything. Nobody else notices how slutty she dresses. Ugh.
One of the Asians and I, named Fredrick, went down to the Baseball field and made water ballons with the water fountain. It took a loooong time.
From then on, it was so great! Everybody just kept on getting water balloons and threw them at everybody. I was soaked. Some other people brought water guns. My brother even came and acted up by insulting other visitors, but it was okay.
Then my sister decided to try and change the film in the camera, even though she didn't know how to. I'm pretty sure you can guess what she did....
She ruined the other film!
That film had all of my pictures that I was going to put in a scrapbook. It got me so upset. It made me even madder when she blamed it on the camera. All she had to do was ask someone for help. She's so much bigger and better than everyone else, so she just couldn't possibly ask someone inferior for help. Sometimes she really bothers me.
Later on, we went back to having the water fight. We ended up getting in trouble with the janitor there. He shouted at the guys that we had locked in the bathroom. Poor them. It was fun, though.
After that, everyone that was still there played soccer. It really sucked. Sary was waaaay cheap and kicked both of my ankles, bruising them at the same time. That was the only reason that his team won. I didn't even get a penalty shot!
We went back and played cards for a little while, which was really boring. Then, we all went and played tennis. Tennis was awesome! I love tennis! We played doubles, and I won every time I played. When I switched with Fredrick, he made my team lose thrice.
Fredrick was really...touchy-feely. He was cool and had equally cool hair, but he moved waaay too fast. When we were leaving, (right after nine games of tennis ^___^)he accidentally let go of a balloon that he was blowing up from his mouth, spewing spit all over me. I was really grossed out, and Sary said that that wasn't the way to treat a girl. (like he'd know!) Fredrick was like, "Oh, well. I have a girlfriend in California, anyway." What? Was he interested? I don't have to be your girlfriend for you to treat me like a human being! He was cool, anyway. He gave me balloons!
Overall, the picnic was really fun. I liked it. I wish I could have stayed there. I went home to see my Grandma. It wasn't fun. It was painfully horrible.
Grandma brought my Grandpa and my uncle, who has AIDS! Grandpa is awesome, and Uncle wasn't bad at all, but Grandma was...bad.
Grandma made fun of everything that she possibly could. When she noticed that I mainly wear only black, she was like, "only fat people wear all black." I stared at her, noticing that she was wearing all black, too.
Me: Oh, really?
I don't want to be disrespectful, but she makes it really hard, you know?
Nataly graduated at got a really cute Build-A-Bear (her first; I've never gotten one, either) with a cap and gown and everything. He even had underwear, which was cutely named UNDIBEAR!!! Her bear is so cute.
Mrs. Galante didn't want anyone to receive any applause when they received their Diploma carrier things, (not the actual diploma, but what the diploma is put in, of course) but I did anyway. They deserve their applause! It's kind of mean not to let us applaud for them.
A few days later, one blissful day after my Grandma left, I got my report card! My mom opened it first and made this really disappointed face. Here are my grades:
Advanced Band I: 99
Spanish II: 99
9th Lit Cmp 91: 91
Biology 102: 90
Wld Geog 91: 93
Eucl Geom 101: 93
GPA: 4.0000
Rank 1: 19/500
I'm so happy that I got all A's! The school didn't give me anything for my advanced Geometry, though, or for my Middle School credits. If they had, I would've had a 4.1250, and my rank probably would've been way higher!
I remember the rank number being out of 533 before, though. Does that mean that 33 people failed!? Whoa...
That's all for now. I've gotta go update my site. GO VISIT MY SITE! IT'S COOL! IT HAS POLLS!!!
Umm...the word "Site" is a link to my site, if you wanted to know. The other links may already be outdated...
Bakunetsumaru: It's a trap!!!
Zero: ...It's a carpet...
SD Gundam
That show was so cute, but kinda stupid. I love the quote, though! I may be taking more quotes from my IM profile. Those are cool and funny.
Thanks for reading! I hope you comment!
~Bianka
5/27/04
Well, I just put this section up, and it sure does look good. By either later on today (it's 2:03 in the morning)or sometime in the future, I'll actually post in here. I'm kinda looking forward to this. This is so much more personal than any crappy preset livejournal. (I only say that it's crappy because of the way it looks) In the meantime, I'll work on this.Extras
I'm keeping this here so you can stare at them. I don't know how to format them right now, but I'll try and work on it. If anyone else has a domain and/or site and would like to link me, then you use the button down there. ^___^
