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Inferna: How much did you see? Storm: Enough, Suzy. Enough to know where I fucked up. I'm not guilty in a lot of these situations, but I am this time. I don't think you understand, Suzy...but what I thought was love, was the farthest thing from it. I opened my heart to you because I thought you cared. You never reciprocated. I told you time and time again, but you never said anything back...you were off in your own little world, only coming around when I chose to write you a song, or give you a gift. I gave you so much and what happened to me? I became a motherf*cking SHELL! What would I do? I'd come back here, I'd cry, and you'd be out with anyone else but me...but it's okay...I know that you don't love me...and I can't make you feel something you don't have the capacity to feel. Inferna: You have no one to blame this on, but yourself Jonathan Daniel Collins! Look at what you did! You tried to ruin the relationship between me and Steve because you over analyzed a ONE NIGHT STAND! That's your problem, Jonathan...you have to justify everything. You wanted to be a superstar, so what did you do, huh?! You went out and bought a friend, brainwashed another, and then you found me! A woman vulnerable because her boyfriend took off! Real classy, Collins...real classy. Storm: I gave everything to you! I let you see a side of me almost NO ONE has seen! I gave you all I could... ...but I can't give anymore. I'm stupid for trying to give in the first place. All I wanted out of all of this was for some honesty...but I know that I can't get that from you. I know that I can't even trust you to watch my back. You're so cutthroat, Suzy. You asked me to have Drake elevate you, and I did. You asked me for more, and I gave. What would you do if I saw you at the finals of King of Violence, huh? You'd sell me out just because I never really mattered to you. I'll never matter to you, because deep down inside, I'm just someone who you think is lying to you again. All I'll ever be to you is someone who didn't care about the sacrifices, so they helped you sate your appetite for everything you couldn't have before. You know what? I should be somebody to you. I saw past every lie, every mask, and broke through every barrier to see you for the person I know you to be. The girl that just wanted things to be simpler than they really were. I wanted things to be better than they were, and I worked so hard to make things right. I told you once that I know how Davison feels...I know what he meant that he said he'd lay his life down just to make Tempest happy. I would've done the same way. In all reality, I did just that for you...and it wasn't good enough. I would've given you that crown if that's what it boiled down to, Suzy...but now I know better...now I see. You never loved me at all...even though you knew how I really felt. I came to realize something. The ultimate sign of true love, is when you're willing to sacrifice anything just to make the other person happy. To help them close their eyes and just be set free from everything. I did that...and I'm going to do it again. I'm going to wish you away...I'm going to wish you whatever it is you want out of life...all I know is that it doesn't involve me. He's everything you want It just has to be... |