"In your life you seem to have it all
You seem to have control
But deep within your soul
You're losing it
You never took the time
Assume that you're to blame
You think that you're insane
Won't you spare me

I know the breakdown
Everything is gonna shake now someday
I know the breakdown
Tell me again am I awake now maybe
You can find the reason that no one else is living this way

Yeah your lies
Your world is built around
Two faces to a clown
The voices in your head
Think there's four pawns down
Well in this unity
Fate has found the need
So you better check yourself
Before you check out."

~Tantric- "Breakdown"~


Date: Thursday April 19, 2001

Dramatis Personae: Jonathan Storm. A man. A desperate man. Driven to the brink of near fanaticism by the mere fact that the respect he so craves has yet to be given to him, despite his recent accomplishments. He opted to force himself upon the HWF society by forming The Inner Circle, a group of misfits, renegades, and deviants with similar goals, and managed to sway two of the HWF's most influential men to assist them in achieving their goals. What drives him? What does he need? What makes him tick at this lone moment of time?

You want to dive in your head, Davison? Here's me. Simply put, I am a man on the brink. I've let people dictate my fate...never fate itself. Now I call the shots. The Inner Circle? A cadre I concocted. I reached down and found the one thread that binds me to Gavin and Phoenix, and because of that, we're blood brothers. You sit here and analyze every little thing I say like you know me. You think you know...but you haven't a damn clue, Chris. You talk about wanting...no...NEEDING this win, this belt more than me? No...you don't, and you never will. If it wasn't for a small mistake made by Lance Sterling (and mind you, the last one he ever made against me, I made sure of that.), I'd still be the champion, and you'd still be fighting Silky Palms. You think you cleared my path to fame and fortune? You sure did...by kissing my boots and thanking me for taking the pressure off your back. You can't handle where I've been, and where I'm going back to. Your little mind can barely handle the fact that you choke every time the "big match" rolls around. Defeating me at Holy Night like you predicted? Ha. Defending Tempest's honour against Silky? Ha! Your "Kiss the Bride" match at Se7en? HA! Looks like you're 0-3 there, jerky. This match is going to be what seperates me from you. It's going to be the true test of who's got the true will of a champion...and who's nothing more than a pretender to the throne.


"Threw you the obvious and you flew
With it on your back, a name in your recollection,
Thrown down among a million same.
Difficult not to feel a little bit disappointed
And passed over
When I've looked right through
To see you naked and oblivious
And
You don't see me, but I threw you the obvious
Just to see if there's more behind the eyes
Of a fallen angel,
The eyes of a tragedy."

~A Perfect Circle- "3 Libras"~


And on that note, we fade into an empty ring. The camera filming in black and white, the only other colours we get are the various shades of gray. The lights swing over the ring, and they creak, as if they've been there for years. Never taking its lone eye off the ring, we seem to be quite caught by the familiar voice of Jonathan Storm. Dressed in black pants and a black silk shirt, he looks quite formal. His long brown and blond hair tied back into a ponytail, and his visible eyebrow piercing sparkles in the lights. He hops over the guardrail, and looks under the ring, finding what he wanted. He tosses in a replica of the HWF Canadian Title into the ring, and he follows by stepping in, and sitting on the turnbuckles. The belt is a good ten feet in front of him, and the camera cuts to a shot of him, sitting upon the top turnbuckle, appearing to be in deep thought. He closes his eyes, and begins to visualize, as he opens his mouth to speak.*

Jonathan Storm: Over the past few days, I have merely chosen to listen first, and then respond. I have chosen to let Chris Davison fire his shots at me, claiming that he wants it more, and that I am nothing more than a prop, being held up by various people. Using petty excuses as his crutch, to this moment, he believes he's going to be victorious against me at Suicide this weekend. He honestly believes that when every light fades for the evening, and after the last fan leaves his seat...the Canadian Title will still be his. I hate to burst his bubble, but he's wrong. You see, he seems to be the only one not getting the point. I'm ready for the spotlight he and I both crave. Even the guys who he viewed upon as my "critics" cannot deny that I'm nearly there. All I need is that one magic moment. The one small fragment of time to capture the lightning in a bottle and take what they know I can get. Feeling kinda sheepish Chris? Of the four people you've chose to ask for "legitimate" opinions, I've soundly defeated all four of them. Wow...it seems you still haven't learned. Of course, it's the futile attempts for your own words to affect me that cause you to find someone else to speak for you. I'm perfectly aware that people in the back don't like me. They don't like what they can't handle, and no one has been able to handle me. Chris, once again, you have failed to view the obvious, even when it is clear to someone with an intellegence level of a small child. All you've done is left me to hear the continuing of a sob story...of a real "tragedy". Chris, you feel that everyone mocks you because you can't defend your precious Tempest? I don't...because suprisingly, I know what it's like to be helpless in defending the one you love. It's the moment where I stopped thinking about everyone, and started thinking about myself did I truely take off. My beautiful wife Ashlee is sitting at home this moment, and she understands. She knows that it's for the growth of myself and our future. Chris...ever considered fighting for YOURSELF before you fight for anyone else? As Vic Williams' theme says quite often and blatantly "I cannot save you...I can't even save myself." In a nutshell, Chris...save yourself before you play Superman for Tempest.


"Nothing suffocates you more than the passing of everyday human events
Isolation is the oxygen mask you make your children breath into survive
But I'm not a slave to a god that doesn't exist
But I'm not a slave to world that doesn't give a shit
And when we were good you just closed you eyes
So when we are bad we're going to scar your minds."

~Marilyn Manson- "The Fight Song"~


Storm: I'm perfectly aware what I'm going into on Saturday...because as I've said before, I've been in your shoes. Chris, don't you dare ever tell me what it's like. Having to step into the ring with your own family is the hardest thing an athlete in our sport has to do. I've done it...three times. Once against my older brother, and twice against my cousin. When I was at the bottom, you never saw. When I was playing by the rules "society" laid down, you never saw. Now that I make the rules, you noticed...and it's because I'm not a pawn anymore. Chris, you get choked down by what you've seen me do, because you can't do it. You can't beat Lance Sterling. You can't "lead the charge", and I certainly don't think you can handle the expectations you've placed upon yourself. You're cracking under your own hype...the very hype you've made for yourself. I walked around unnoticed, but when I got noticed, I let everyone else hype me...all I gotta do is continue to show why I am the blue-chip athlete I've demonstrated consistantly. Bottom line is this. I'm not a slave to any system anymore...I am the one calling the shots. This is my stage, Chris. The Inner Circle is my supporting cast, and you are just an extra I'm letting walk around.

*The shot becomes a bit more brighter now, as the colours begin to leak into view. Jonathan hops off the turnbuckles and walks over to the replica of the HWF Canadian Title. He grabs it by the strap and looks down at it...holding it....reminiscing about those moments when the real one was his, and everything that happened to him. He smirks and...


"The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain."

~Dave Matthews Band- "The Space Between"~


*...he chucks it into the stands. He looks down somberly, as if he's just thrown a piece of him away. He looks up, and judging by the acting job he's done, it appears he's "come to terms" with the loss. He leans against the ring, careful not to ruin his good clothing, and he smiles for a moment...but just enough to know it's there. He speaks once more, a bit softer, as if this next part was just between Davison and him.*

Storm: Sometimes it's best to fool ourselves, isn't it? It's best to let ourselves believe what we say, all to make us feel better. It's best for you to believe that my brief encounter with that carbon copy of the Canadian Title will be my last moments with it ever. It even helps you to believe that I'm no better than you...and I won't stop you from believing those things. They set your mind at ease. They help you get to sleep at night. Then you let Tempest lie to you, as she confirms your fiction. This is good. I want no excuses from you when I'm holding the belt above my head on Saturday. No excuses about not being rested...no claims that you weren't mentally ready. Keep going the way you're going...it keeps you standing after I say my piece. Through triumph and tragedy here in the HWF, I have managed to rise above it all. I've managed to build my character throughout the matters. It's allowed me to blossom into something people never thought I could be. A leader. A champion...and above all else, a true dominant force. I've built an empire around me, and I will not allow someone who thinks they're secure on the in and outside to ruin this for me. My goals will be fufilled, and I've demonstrated that I will do WHATEVER IT TAKES to see that they do. Calling out Lance so many months ago was a start. It blossomed into me growing as a figure in the HWF. It made me just what I wanted to be...an upstart. Who would've imagined that someone in the HWF only two months would dare call out its then World Champion? Who expected him to challenge him, and then match him, no less? Now when I issue the challenges, people no longer laugh...they listen...and once again, I'm sure you'll come up with some clever comeback to make you feel safe and secure. You're not safe, and you're especially not secure. That mouth seems to be the one thing that's making you feel better though...and it shouldn't. Come Saturday, it just might be swollen shut. What would happen then? Nothing clever to say to me after that? No "I beat you, and you still think you're something"? I didn't think so. Your false sense of security will be ripped to shreds, and all that'll be left? Nothing but the growing doubt you already have...and by then, you'll be too deep to save yourself.


"What ravages of spirit
Conjured this temptuous rage?
Created you a monster
Broken by the rules of love
And fate has lead you through it
You do what you have to do
And fate has led you through it
You do what you have to do..."

~Sarah McLachlan- "Do What You Have To Do"~


*Finally, the picture is in full technicolor as Storm ends his dialogue. He then holds the ropes and flips over them to the floor, landing on his feet. He walks around the ring, heading towards the back. He stops for a moment to observe the ring, but only for a moment. He looks down and grinds his toes into the ground, looking a tad bashful to continue speaking. Despite the aura he has radiated, he's still growing as the leader we've seen him become. Finally looking up and regathering his thoughts and emotions, he lets us listen in for the last time tonight.*

Storm: The emotions are going to cloud your mind on Saturday...all your thoughts of going after me for what happened to Tempest is all that matters to you. I'd like to point out something to you though. Drake hit her with a chair. Collins hit the Downtown Connection. All I did was observe the carnage and play the bait to lure her out. Does this mean that my sin is smaller than theirs? Hardly. All it means is that I should be the lesser of the evil you hate so much. It also means that it makes my job easier. You're not thinking clearly, Chris, and when you have to face Jonathan Storm, that's not good. It makes it easy for me to read you...to know what you're going to do before you do it. Your predictability is the sole reason you're going to fall, and that's also including your natural ineptitude and mediocrity. Chris, continue to let your emotions guide you, because by the time you realize they've clouded you, it'll already be too late, and you'll be looking at me from the ring floor, staring up at me on the ladder with fifteen pounds of gold in my hand...and personally, I think that's fifteen pounds I wouldn't mind gaining on my already chisled physique. If you manage to free your mind, I look forward to this encounter on Saturday. If not? Then it's just another day at the office for me, doing what I do best...and that's embarassing people, and generally playing the part of The Man You Wish You Were. You can see things any way you want to...but all you're telling me, is that your world is rose colored red...and the harsh reality of it all is that it's nothing but millions of shades of gray.

*And on those words, the colours we just became accustomed to begin to melt away once more. Gone are the reds and blues, and they die back into the various blacks and whites we had at the beginning. Storm looks directly into the lens and sneers, and it closes up on him. He walks directly into the camera's lens and stares it down. The vapor of his own breath catches onto the camera, and it fogs up the view, letting us fade to gray. Fin.*