I wish I knew how he truly feels,
He's got me so confused.
Every time I talk to him,
I can sense that something's changed.
With every word or gesture,
He cuts into my heart and mind.
He used to be so sweet to me,
He swept me off my feet
And had given me his heart,
To hurt me even more.
He's crushed my very soul,
Shattered everything I knew,
And filled it with his wrongs.
He used to make me laugh,
But now I can only cry.
For the man I thought was my true love,
Who is now just a boy.