Helpless
I’m hopeless and helpless, I am enslaved
Confined to the game I dared to play
Clearly, I’ve lost the hand.
Forced to meet my heart’s demand.
To meet its requirements I lose myself,
Visions of you my soul has dwelled.
But inside your heart I do not see me.
But instead I see her, and lovely is she.
You take her in your arms.
I look from afar, fading, falling
My palms are hot, my skin is crawling
You cannot see me, nor the pain in my face
You can’t see my love, just her embrace.
Yet I am forced to protect you, and shield your eyes.
I won’t let love hurt you; I’d rather die.
And until my wrenched heart will set me free
Your watcher and guardian, I will be.