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Why?: Because I currently suck at getting a Gf even online. I am currently in the point of anger where I want to kill some people and my depressive and angry mood just call for me to create a dream girl so I made up Eleanor. My perfect dream girl the one that is never going to stab me. But it is inexistent, inmaterial. wich pretty much sucks. So here is my fragment. hope to write the whole novel someday.

Conversation in the bed
by: G. M. D. R.


The smeel of sweet woman, near me. The bed so fresh, so clean with all the pure energies from a neverending love. Quietnes, the true form when a love chaos has just materialized. The blanket hiding her body and it covering my soul. I look at her lovingly knowing of the true love we share.

GNG: Dear, it is funny... *he kisses her lips*
Eleanor: Yes?
GNG: that after going through all of those things, we are toguether like this.
Eleanor: Is it unbelievable?
GNG: Not really, its just that it came with such a high price.
Eleanor: Do you mean the troubles i have caused you?
GNG: In part but what most hurted me was my inability to be with you, to love you. Also the inability to love someone else, you always have owned my heart.
Eleanor: Did I harm you that much?
GNG: Pretty much so, but also you gave me hope and gave me the happyness I have now.
Eleanor: God works in mysterious ways.
GNG: And GNG does so too, *smiles and looks into her beutifull eyes*
Eleanor: You make me so happy *she kisses his lower lip*. I do wonder why you suffered so much in Earth. Loving like this you would make a fine boyfriend and husband. I don't understand what you have of unatractive.
GNG: Must be that on Earth I was a silent shadow watching, untouchable but there.
Eleanor: Must be that they shared your fear and no one being brave enough to start things. If things don't start they don't happen.
GNG: Must be so, I also was never good at these kind of things. I had misogenism caracteristics after all my fail attempts and every now and then I called for you.
Eleanor: The female knight that would save you from all this suffering and give a new meaning to your heart? *chuckles*
GNG: *moves his finger through her lips* Pretty much so. Although I did suffer a lot from it.
Eleanor: Well you don't have to worry about it anymore, what the earthians do or stop doing is none of your concern let them be.
GNG: *smiles and lifts her head to have it lie in his chest* *hugs her having his arms around her chest* I am thankfull, that you are here loving me. Not like the others where I was only a friend or were too hard to reach like the stars. You are the only one that is worth loving. I will let them be, besides I am not part of them anymore.
Eleanor just closes her eyes enjoying GNG temperature: Lets sleep my love.
GNG: Yes lets rest, I hope tomorrow we can have another love chaos *closes his eyes smiling*
Eleanor: You are such a pervert *giggles*

They both fall asleep being this one of the most beutifull act of love. How strange that two being from different planets from different realities can interwine to make one perfect link. It is strange how someone has to go through what he went through to get Eleanor, it is strange that such perfect love is inexistent in our society. It is strange that society dictaminates how love should be like and how/when you should attain it. Well one thing is certain, I don't believe much in this world and the ones in it. Society is corrupted and thus must be changed or must die and become a new one. All I hope is that in this planet I can attain happyness someday meanwhile Eleanor, my inexistent but perfect love will have to help me go through this hard times.