First Document(originally written in spanish)
Darkness consumes me, my soul cries
Hell is lighted up and I am confused
Many Decisions, many changes that
depend on me. I hide behind a curtain
of fear. How can I decide
wisely? How can I escape doubts?
God iluminate my way, iluminate my being.
Please help me escape this confusion,
help me understand this chaos to put it in order.
How can I escape people pointing at me?
Over all, how can I be happy and be in
peace with these "special beings" I have serious doubts.
Second Document
Dark clouds surround the sabana. Our hearts filled with destruction and hatred. "Lets destroy it all" I say while you look at me confused. Your look distant and thoughtful. My anger grows like a flashfire. I drop to my knees crying, frustrated. You seem to wake up but still your heart is distant. No matter how much I cry or fight it is useless you still seem to have a paralized heart. I stand up and wipe my tears from my eyes. I leave you there numb running all I can from this pain. How can I face you? How can I love? When I hate myself so much. I think time, addiction(not to drugs, but food, work, etc) and forgetting but I know I will never be cured.
Third Document
God how can you let exist such immature and moronic people? How can you allow that people like them exist just to bother everyone else? They do that because they can't see that their balls are so little that their soul is so crooked that they hurt others so they can fill their balls with air. But sooner or later they will explode and I will see them in a doctor saying that there is no remedy that not even Viagra pills can help them now. That they are lonely, that their own imaturedness caused their fate. that if they were thinking about their actions they wouldn't be living in hell. But still if I wish them all that I would be another one of them. But I must forgive them, I must ignore them but I leave them with this words: "Everything that you wish or say to me shall return to you 3 times over".
All written by George M. D. R.
