its the way that its so cold out tonite
standing naked in the middle of july
its ok pull the trigger and leave me there
runaway and let the birds pick at my eyes

i see you have your shooting star
aimed straight for my heart
please send my love to everyone that i have torn apart

these blinding lights are in my eyes and i cant see
your stethescopes around my throat its choking me
im short of air, im sure that theres an explenation for all of this

this worlds a sin and i cant appeal to that
its hard to win when your always told you cant
its gotta make a man go crazy...being critisized all the time

I JUST DONT THINK
YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT IT FEELS LIKE
TAKING DEMANDS
AND BEING TOLD
YOUR NOT A MAN
WHILE GETTING BEAT DOWN
BY YOUR FRIENDS

But i lie to everyone and say im fine
cover up all the scars on the inside
feeling shattered like the window i beat up last night after i was released

The waterfall is on your left
but you choose to go right again
abandoning the beutiful
proceeding to an ugly end

so tonite under moonlight skys
i will stare up at the stars
and wonder where i belong
engulfed in the confusion
ill load this empty gun with 5 bullets for every part of me thats bleeding inside
my mind
my soul
my broken heart 3 times
my mind
my soul
my heart times 3

and if i died tonite, would anybody care
and if i hung myself, would you just leave me there
and throw stones at me, as you stand on the streets
pointing and lauging at my corps like i was still breathing

or would you stop and cry