Innocence is dying now;
They say that wisdom comes with age,
But as it does; experience,
Makes caution take the stage.
It follows you but you can’t hide,
It’s coming down like the black of the night,
Be careful what you say or do,
It’s based on things that have happened to you,
Once I would have known,
If I could I would have shown,
But now I’m not so sure,
Of anything anymore.
Massive pain exposure, it’s time to gain some closure,
Pack your pride, pack your pride and run,
Dream intoxication, unsettled expectation,
It’s time that you, time that you moved on,
‘Coz you’re too good to sit and wait,
You just might miss your golden day,
You know what to do, you know what to say,
Just let it out then walk away.
Emotion Squeezer, Teaser,
Pick me up and take me to your leader,
I need her,
To show me why you throw my care away.
Signal mixer,
Signal mixed confusion, comfort-zone intrusion,
Just get out, get the fuck out of my head
‘Coz you’re such a, you’re such a, you’re such a huge disaster.
You’re such a huge disaster now.
Push my buttons, flick my switch,
Take me when you start to bitch,
Sine-wave right between the eyes,
But I don’t hear your wasted cries.
Sit me down and tie me up,
I’d rather hide than hear your crap,
Don’t tell me that I’m missing spine,
If I don’t care to hear you whine,
So don’t scream, if whispers get you heard,
Don’t scream, ‘coz actions speak louder than words,
Take me when you start to bitch,
I’m sick and tired of all your shit,
Your vocal wonders never cease,
Just let me live my life in peace.
Confrontation’s not my name,
I just don’t play that stressful game,
I like a simple quiet life,
Don’t give me conflict for my wife,
Sometimes it’s good to be,
Motionless; ‘coz you will see,
You gain more ground from walking slow,
But taking big strides as you go.
Brought into my life by ice and dreams,
Cheated by your years or so it seems,
The hammer drops and the verdicts in,
Both judge and jury rate my sin, I’m guilty;
By natural causes,
And it seems just like I’m torn in two and naked;
Every time I see your ghost,
I’m drawn into your spell it makes me;
Confused, abused and used,
By a higher power, on another plane,
In another world we would not have this cross to bear,
We would not have this cloak to wear,
We would not care.
Nothing holds us now estranged; you’re free,
Confusion, maybe distance, maybe me,
But I just don’t know how I feel,
Don’t know if you were truly real,
I’m condemned, by natural causes.
I can’t take you, I can’t shake you,
Falling feelings, pull you under,
I can’t break you, so I fake you,
Intuition makes you wonder,
I should do the right thing,
I should have done the right thing long ago,
But I’m a wimp, a coward hiding,
Don’t want to let you down today,
I could do the right thing,
I could have done the right thing long ago,
It’s not the first time I’ve been guilty,
I shouldn’t let things fade,
Tonight, I feel it all fading,
Tonight, I feel it all fading,
Try as I might, I feel it all fading,
It’s fading away.
Hurt you, hurt me,
Lost and lonely,
Fire and water,
Son and Daughter,
Wasted time,
Cruel to be kind,
You have to trim the trees; to let them grow,
I should do the right thing,
I should have done the right thing long ago,
But I’m a wimp, a coward hiding,
Don’t want to let you down today,
I could do the right thing,
I could have done the right thing long ago,
It’s not the first time I’ve been guilty,
I shouldn’t let things slowly fade,
Tonight, I feel it all fading,
Tonight, I feel it all fading,
Try as I might, I feel it all fading,
It’s fading away.
I feel it all, I feel it all…
Flash in, flash out,
Gone before you were there,
Your wall is still intact,
Mine lay broken and bare,
Torn you chose the cliff and stood still,
Deceased I left my wings and dropped down,
Better the Devil you know than the one you don’t
Blackened, Black-out,
We hide inside the dark,
Covered by new addictions,
Temporarily fallen apart,
But now I see the light, and it’s really not so bad,
And though I’ll always wonder, I smile on what we had,
Better the Devil you know, than the one you don’t.
Break me, Shake me, hate me, then walk away
silence says more than words can say,
Fear me, feel me, take me and then forget me,
I've never asked to be here anyway,
You can run but you can't hide,
The lights will fade once love had died,
I've never said I'm made of stone
and I'm aware that things went wrong.
I don't look at you the way I did once,
Our intravenous connection has broken apart.
I don't think of you the way I did once,
Our intravenous connection has broken apart,
I don't look at you the way I did once,
Our intravenous connection has broken apart.
I live in your mind,
I’ll eat up your hopes and swallow your dreams alive,
And I fuel your demise,
I’ll nurture your doubt, and give reassurance as your prize,
‘Coz I’m uncertainty,
Your self fulfilling prophesy,
I’m uncertainty,
Years of let down trust have led me here
And I tell you you’re right,
That you’re not worthy and how you never will be,
And I’m faith’s enemy,
In a world of distrust I’m rife and easily believed.
Habit, Habit, feed me now,
I hunger like a starving cow,
But my starvation’s not for grain,
A needle will dissolve my pain,
Tattered clothes and liquor breath,
From whisky, vodka, gas or meths,
I’ll laugh and smile, and pull you in,
Don’t judge this book by it’s skin,
Hero’s like you,
Hero’s like you,
Hero’s like you,
Thank heavens for heroes like you.
Habit, Habit, feed me, feed me,
I have a fix too, please me, please me,
I have a fix too- please me, please me;
Come on won’t you make this easy!
So when I see you walking by,
I’ll touch your hand and start to cry,
I’ll pull you in and hold you tight,
Show you I resent the night,
Manipulate your trusting heart,
Leave your conscience torn apart,
Tonight my dear you are the one,
You are the one, you are the one,
Like you, like you.
I want to hear what you say,
I want to hear what you do,
I want to follow it,
I want to see it though,
Do you want to know why?
Do you want to see how?
You want to ask a question,
Yeah, and hear what I say?
Did I? Did I?
Did I wait for this,
Did I wait too long,
But I want it, bit I want it,
Did I wait for this
Do you want to open your eyes?
Do you want to open your mind?
You want to ask a question;
Of what I couldn’t find?
I can’t take this now,
Please forget about it,
You want to ask a question and be done with it?
I won’t live by your insecurities,
You say it’s all right,
But I’m not sure it is,
Come into my room,
Come into my mood,
I’m really not sure,
Where we stand now,
Wasted tears and wasted fears,
Filling up my wasted ears,
Wasted tears and wasted fears,
I can’t change…
I can’t change what’s on my mind,
I can’t change those acts unkind,
Come with me hop on my ride,
We’ll see what’s on the other side,
People know me, but don’t own me,
Try to affect,
And control me,
People with their constant comments,
People with their inner torments.
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