Confusing and strange
Feel deranged
It’s this crazy kind of strain
Addictive vortex
Drags me across the threshold
And then I’m just left unhappy again
When I thought I found something
And then it turns out to be nothing
Tired of looking in the wrong places
Tired of the same faces
Just when you think you’ve got it
You’ve never been near it at all
I thought I’d found something that worked for me
Thought I’d found something to satisfy me
Then I take a step back
And see that its destroying me.
She smiles here again
I just want to give in
But it just brings this sin
That’s tearing at me
Making me not see
How much this is affecting me
And my relationship with the one who really matters the most
You go out there wearing what is not
Only to get their attention, you like them to stare
But really you’re attracting trouble, my friend
Just getting yourself in this position again
Yet, I say this to you so bold and daring
Only to find that I’m the main one staring…