Stupid Emotions

it feels like i’m being isolated
aggravated
emotions drifting from bright to jaded
confidence faded
felt fine as usual
then that old familiar friend
by to visit, and its not going away

I just need a little comfort
I just need a little shelter
just a little bit of love
from someone who shares what i feel

alone, yet in company
but not having my own
peering through a tall, clear glass
the other side, I see those with a special someone
to share the same heart
but what about me?

tear off this hanging sense of loneliness
cut the links to this ball and chain of emotion

we all feel it
just don’t share it
i feel like its so obvious
like i’m wearing it on my sleeve
for everyone to see

Why do i have to feel this?
feel like i have to reveal this?
how can i deal with this?

whoever said every man is his own friend lied
cuz we all need someone

it’s all these stupid emotions
i wish they would just go away
never return
i don’t have time for these feeilngs
stupid emotions, making me feel insecure
stupid emotions, making me feel unsure
as if this dry spell, i can’t endure
stupid emotions, make me fee like i need Her

Stupid emotions
these emotions need to
drown
lie down
take a rest
sleep til they die of starvation
can’t have them taking over my thoughts
my speech
my feelings
interfering with me and God
how easy it would be
without these stupid emotions

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