In my walk
I experience those times when I
Never seem too sure where I’m supposed to going
In my experience
My walk doesn’t seem to be quite fast enough
I need to pick up the pace
But I know that I’m where I’m supposed to be
Sometimes I can’t help but wonder
If I’ll get over this hurdle
If I’ll ever grasp this thing that holds me back
This wall between me and God
This obstacle course of sin
This stumbling block that I can’t seem to break through
The shackles have a tight hold, and I need a key fast
I catch myself wanting what I don’t need
God will provide in time
But my patience is running thin
I just want to stay focused on You
It’s me, but ultimately You, this path I choose
I feel like I’m wasting time
On these relationships that I hope will be more
And possible messages from You I probably ignore
This stupid human instinct
These stupid human desires
I wish this feeling would retire
I want to douse this fire
I feel sometimes I’m running in circles
Stepping into the same snares
And I should know where, they are
Wisdom seems so far
But it’s near,
just want to make this into sense so clear
but I can’t
have to take it one day at a time
trying to find Your love so divine
Your design for me
I’m running so blindly
Fear, of my own decisions
That I don’t know what I want
And when I do, it’s not what I should want
I just want some peace in all this
Would You be the one who will take away my worries?
Will You be the one who calms the storms?
Be the one who gives me strength
You give me reason to live
And reason to die
And now, no matter what I’ve never felt so alive.