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Verse 1
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Verse 2
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Verse 3

(Chorus)
Im disillusioned with life
The stable platform torn from beneath me
The dreams have come to nothing
I watch them fade before my eyes
Im left just staring at a wall
The barriers breaking down
Tears streaming down my face
Wondering were it all went wrong
Things will never be the same again
Things will never be the same again

(Verse 1)
Oh good evening there,
Sorry the tiredness sept back in,
The black clouds drew,
And alcohol was my solistice
sadness my only friend
I forgot you cared

It was nice to know you
Why cant i say goodbye?
With all the shit we've gone thro
Why cant i walk away?
I still love you,
Thats Why.....

(Verse 2)
Trapped between Opposing forces
Those i love pull me apart
Confusion sets in
Emotions have no meaning
I dont know what to think

Conflicting views provide no answer
From internal strife no relief
While i laid there weeping
The tears washed away the pain
The Scales feel from my eyes
And i realised
Actions have consequences
What you do affects others
If you do not think you will hurt those you love
Can you live with it?

(Verse 3) And as the feeling subsides
I still mourn for what ive lost
I still moan about what i havent got
All i kno is i cant have what ive let slip by
And every month that drifts by
Doesnt resolve the loss
Just futhers the resollution

Im disorientated
Unable to decide
All these feelings mill inside
Where am i meant to go
What am i meant to do
I cant find what to decide
I'm disorientated


Outro
you said you'd always be there
Well were you there
When i was crying today?