your mother came up to me,
she wanted answers
only she should know,
only she should know.
It wasn't easy to deal with
the tears that rolled down her face.
I had no answers 'cause 
I didn't even know you.
But there words 
They can't replace
the life you, the life you waste.
how could you paint this picture?
Was life as bad as it should seem that
There were no more options for you?
I can't ecplain how I feel
I've been there many times before..
I've tasted the cold steel of my life
crashing down before me 
but these words they can't replace,
the life you, the life you waste - 
Did Daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
did he leave no question 
for you to answer on your own?  
Well fuck them, and fuck her,
and fuck him, And fuck you,
for not having the strength in your
heart to pull through. 
I've had doubts, I have failed,
I've fucked up, I've had plans,
dpesn't mean I should 
take my life with my own hands but 
these words they don't replace 
the life you waste