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Dying to be Happy (A Nick fanfiction)

cut my life into pieces

ive reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathing

dont give a **** if i cut my arm bleeding,

do you even care if i die bleeding?

would it be wrong would it be right

if I took my life tonight, chances are that i might

mutilation out of sight, and im contemplating suicide

cuz im losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me im fine

losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me im fine

i never realized i was spread too thin

till it was too late and i was empty within

hungry feeding on chaos and living in sin

downward spiral where do i begin

it all started when i lost my mother

no love for myself and no love for another

searching to find a love upon a higher level

finding nothing but questions and devils

cuz im losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me im fine

losing my sight losing my mind wish somebody would tell me im fine

nothing's alright, nothing is fine. im running and im crying

im running and im crying, i cant go on living this way --- papa roach "last resort"

ękaia produktiens 2000. dont be like nsync, dont copy

Beware, this story is really long, and it is also RATED R because of language...plus, Brian swears alot and that's just bad.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21