"FORSAKEN"

I would give up forever
Just to touch you once again
To feel your warmth against my bare skin.
For your soul to enrapture mine
Like complete ecstasy wrapped in twine.

I feel for you in the night
In the darkness that frightens me
I can feel the cobwebs squirming between my fingers
But you are all I see.

It has been so long
For the air is getting cold.
Bitter but sweet no longer
Is the taste of my love so old

Oxygen level getting low
Because this space is so small
And I am confined
Getting weaker and weaker
As the blood rolls down my cheek
My love never defined.

---By-- Shelly Sweet

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"EUPHORIC AND FEVERISH"

Stopping just once and a while for a change of pace
I haven't been honest with the world today
The things that I have said and done are just that
Said and done...over and out.

Come to me,lets take one more hit
Come on and stay for a little bit
You could always come on and sleep in my bed
For just a little bit.

Because I've seen you once before on those slippery wet streets of the bay
And I have wondered what goes on inside your mind.
I've lived 100 years of curiosity and I'll pay
1000 times greater for it as the clock keeps ticking.

I'm the one who fed my starving habits
I'm the one who felt that need
I'm the one who never thought twice about who was watching me
Or gave up with complete apathy.

Now here I am begging forces to lift this burden from my blood
Cleanse my soul back to snow white pure
Should have, could have, would have a friend used to write in little segments...

I should have cared
I would have done it
And I could have
Had I not ignored all of the above.

Sleeping on sheets of barrowed time and medicine
This feverish euphoria starts to get me thinking
Back to a time when yet I should have
Would have, could have and didn't.

My body...In violent shaking awaits
My forehead damp with feverish euphoria
My mind wondering this will continue
How long will I have to wait
To try to make the wrong I made here right in the everafter.

There's no plea left to this world now
I did what I wanted...I didn't care
I'm just laying here violently trembling
Wondering if this will be my last year.

---By--- Adelle Peters

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"BLOOD FLOW"

Cut myself down again
The depth of this soul is surface.
I have felt the energy grow only getting stronger
I fear I have made her.

I fear I have broken her
I fear for myself for I know no limits now
I'm screaming GOD in different languages
Hoping something hears me
Nothing ever does.

So maybe we can bleed
Together in no limits
Maybe one night I'll finally make sense
Of all you've given to me.

I hear you sleeping again
While I'm wide awake
While I'm fucking with your mind again
I can read it on your face
Thats the only way to learn.

It's in the blood flow of the Mojave desert
As the snakes slither and hiss
All the sinners and the saints are forgotten up there
And I wonder if Satan had it like this.

You could find yourself missing at any given time
And nobody, I mean nobody is gonna care
It's in the blood flow girls and boys
It's how you read it on another's face.

---By--- Star (Bell Flower) Haley.

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"DIRTY MIND"

I know your ways of the world
Twisted inside the pleasures of the flesh
Your pleasure is resting under my sheets this evening
Your pleasure was all mine.

Your unreal
Brought to me by chemicals and liquids
Your draining me methodically
Your thrashing my body.

Jesus Christ died for our sins
Jesus didn't know about you
I'm burning for another touch
Another crack of your whip
Why do angels like you have such Dirty Minds?

This is what you gave
The master inside of me has been raped
I need you out of my sights
I need you out of my touch

Your living inside the twisted things
Your twisted too much
Another suffer covered with your kisses
Another fuck and your done with me
Why do angels like you have such Dirty Minds?

---By--- Azriael Rubens

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